Love, Interrupted

Love, Interrupted Hitomi Narcisse is fed up. All her friends keep trying to wedge a relationship into her carefully constructed life. She has plenty of risk in her business life. She doesn’t need the pain love brings. A computer error during college paired her with Raiden Saga, a male roommate. They formed a surprising friendship that quietly grew over four years from an ember of interest to a passionate inferno. Hitomi, believing the intimate weekend to have been a mistake, flees first from their tryst and then cuts off all contact with Raiden. Losing control is inevitable, though, when Raiden sweeps back into her life as a sweetly compelling complication. Hitomi falls in love with the widowed Raiden and his daughter…but will she believe herself worthy of love? Or will she run again, losing everything to her fears of letting go? Genre: Contemporary, Interracial Length: 59,490 words

LOVE, INTERRUPTED

Kortny Alexander

EROTIC ROMANCE

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Chapter 1 What kind of person goes out on one bad blind date after another? This question played over and over in Hitomi’s head as she halfheartedly made her way toward the small crowd lingering in front of a lively bistro to meet Kyle. Her blind date. Saturday night, which was the universal term for “date night,” explained the reason Hitomi had to squeeze through cheerful couples who walked hand in hand just to reach the golden handles of the onyx and crackled-glass doors of her favorite hot spot. The popular bistro was busy as usual. Upbeat music flowed through the hidden speakers, friends laughed as some stood and sat at the bar while others had taken up occupancy at the tables located throughout the establishment. She tried her best to stay positive. Duran, soon to be her former best friend, had promised that this was the very last time he would fix her up. It was as if he was intentionally picking from the bottom of the barrel. Hitomi began making it a habit to meet her blind dates at the same restaurant. She was on a first-name basis with the owners and a majority of the employees. If the date wasn’t going well, she was easily bailed out. Her string of bad dates had become so common that the valet drivers began parking her car in the rear of the building next to the private entrance. Luckily for Hitomi, her friend Casey, who was

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co-owner, was filling in for one of her employees who called in sick. Casey had already been informed of her impending blind date, so she periodically passed by Hitomi’s table to see if she would need rescuing…again. And looking up to see her blind date, the walking “hot mess” of a disaster, approaching her table was a clear indication that she would definitely need assistance tonight. She had halfheartedly described herself, but she noticed Kyle had not taken the time to look around the restaurant for other women sitting alone. When his eyes landed on her, his pace sped up. This did not look good. Oh. My. Gosh! I am going to kick Duran in the nuts! Where in the hell did he meet this conceited lunatic? Hitomi could barely control the horrified expressions plastered on her face. By the looks of the man in the bloodred, skintight leather pants, black ankle boots, and striped black-and-white, button-down, silk shirt he thought he was hot shit. He wore his streaked, muddybrown hair in a ponytail, silver hoop earrings in both ears, and a ring on each finger, including his thumbs. His tan was so unnaturally dark it was downright embarrassing to sit there and look at him—her date. I will definitely fire Duran for this! This man is a walking advertisement for any number of STDs. I need to get Casey’s attention. Where in hell is a waitress when you need her? It took a lot of convincing by Duran to get her to go on this date, and now she wondered why she was still friends with the man. Considering this was the fifth blind date she had allowed Duran to set her up on, Hitomi didn’t even bother to ask about Kyle’s stats. She really did not care. Her friends acted as if the world were going to end if she did not have a man in her life. It was as if her love life was the most important thing on their to-do lists. They didn’t seem to comprehend that she liked being alone. Well…not exactly. She was tired of having sex alone. Even though the thought of having sex with someone was great, Hitomi had never been the type of woman who freely shared her pot of gold. And

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there was no way on earth she would admit to being lonely. It was nobody’s business. But the torture she was experiencing as of late was one of the reasons she didn’t date anymore. It did not matter if you were fixed up by friends or a service of sorts, the most important and attractive trait was being yourself. Nervousness, sweaty palms, none of it mattered to Hitomi if only you were being yourself. But the atrocious man she was to meet tonight was the prime example of what not to do. Kyle was overcompensating. She sat staring at Kyle as he approached the table. Taking a quick glance around the restaurant, Hitomi realized other patrons were staring at him as he made his way to her table. Crap. He smiled so wide, flashing those extremely straight and too-white teeth, the thousands of dollars in dental work were clearly noted. Kyle pulled out the chair opposite Hitomi and flopped in it. Oh this just gets better and better. “Wow! You’re even hotter than I thought you would be. You remind me of that candy.” He snapped his fingers as he thought of name, jewelry clinking together like small cymbals. “Werther’s Original caramels. I bet you would melt in my mouth.” Licking his lips and winking as if he had a twitch, Kyle slowly reached for Hitomi’s hand at the same time she slowly pulled out of his reach. “No need to be nervous, babe.” He laughed, showing those unnaturally white teeth again, damn near blinding Hitomi when the light reflected off of them. Leaning back into his chair, he regrouped and formed another game plan. “I’ve got my Benz outside.” He indicated, pointing his thumb over his shoulder. “We can go back to my luxury condo where it’s more intimate. How does that sound?” How does that sound? How did he think it sounded? So I guess he thinks that crap is supposed to impress me. Does he even know if I’m the person he was here to meet? Rolling her eyes, Hitomi finally caught Casey’s attention. Screw being rude. She knew if she sat there with Kyle any longer trying to stomach his advances, she would likely punch him in his overpriced

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mouth. Of course her parents taught her that violence never solved anything. But in that same speech they dished out, her father reminded her that real chivalry never dies. The man that sat across from her seemed more attuned with arrogance and pretentiousness. Hitomi and Casey exchanged a silent conversation as they stared at each other for a quick moment. Kyle didn’t notice Casey keeping a safe distance as she did a nonchalant three-sixty around their table to check out what had her friend ready to bolt and what scenario she needed to get Hitomi away from the horribly dressed jerk in the inappropriate leather pants. When she made it back to the bar, Casey arched an eyebrow as she looked at Hitomi. A wicked smirk slowly graced Casey’s face and Hitomi sensed that her scheme was going to be hilarious. Trying to contain her laughter, Hitomi watched as Casey sat her tray at the bar and adjusted her clothing on her sleek, toned swimmer’s body. She unbuttoned a few buttons on her red silk top, shook her long, silky black hair from its ponytail, put on a coat of glittered gloss and sauntered over to Hitomi’s table. Casey’s arrival interrupted whatever mindless chatter that was coming from Kyle’s mouth. He instantly stopped talking and stared up at her; a catlike grin curved his lips. Ignoring Kyle, Casey bent over and kissed Hitomi on top of her head. “Sorry I’m late, sweetie. Have you been waiting long?” Casey was into her role at the moment and kept a straight face. Hitomi suspected it was difficult to accomplish because she was smirking at her. It took everything Hitomi had not to burst out laughing when she saw how Kyle had responded to Casey’s appearance at the table. “No I’ve only been here a few minutes.” She jerked her head toward Kyle. “But this guy just sat here uninvited. I don’t even know who he is. He never introduced himself. Just started flirting with me and trying to talk me into leaving with him.” Hitomi knew blowing this guy off wasn’t the nicest thing to do, but she was completely uncomfortable

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with Kyle, and there was no way in hell she would go anywhere with him. Kyle looked stunned and unsure what was going on with the sexy women in front of him. He stammered as he tried to get his words out. “I–I–I thought you were my blind date…” “Did you ask?” Casey looked irritated just watching him. Overly aggressive men were never a pleasure to be around, and from the way he was grinning at the two of them, Hitomi had a feeling he thought he would get both of them. No way in hell! “W–Well no. It was a blind date. I didn’t ask for too many details of what she looked like. I knew she was a hot black chick. I just assumed…” “Ahh. Look what assuming got you.” Casey motioned for Hitomi to stand. They held hands. “The next time you flirt with someone else’s girlfriend, you had better make sure it’s your own.” They stormed off, no longer able to hold in their laughter when they reached the bar. “Thanks, Casey. I know that was kind of mean, but he was already trying to get me to go back to his ‘luxury condo’ with him.” Hitomi did the last part in air quotes as she remembered his lines. Kyle truly didn’t have a clue when it came to approaching women or showing genuine respect. “Make sure you kick Duran’s sexy butt for me, Hitomi.” Looking back over at Kyle, she saw he was already trying to pick up another woman. Nope, Hitomi definitely did not feel bad now. “What the hell was Duran thinking? He fixes you up with the worst men. Tell him to stop helping. Please! The man who steals your heart will come when you least expect it.” Hitomi was afraid to hope something that great would happen to her. Adopting a closed heart and mind when it came to love didn’t seem to attract the opposite sex. The two women walked through the kitchen that led them to the private exit. Hitomi knew Duran had to be doing this on purpose. She had met some of his friends, and the ones

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he kept setting her up with were none of the ones with potential. He was up to something. She couldn’t wait to get her hands around his neck. **** Ding-dong. Someone has a death wish. “Who in the world is crazy enough to ring my doorbell this early on a Sunday morning?” Hitomi sat up in the bed, trying to gather her thoughts. She was having that dream again. And she was always discombobulated afterward. Wiping a stray tear from her face, Hitomi silently prayed she dreamt she’d heard the doorbell. Between the slight hangover and restless sleep, Hitomi wasn’t in the mood to entertain unwelcomed guests at the moment. Ding-dong. “Crap.” No such luck. Her body shuddered when the cool air hit her after yanking back her fluffy down comforter and fighting to untangle her feet from her sheets. She silently grumbled as she left her warm bed and shuffled to the door. “It’s too early for this crap. Don’t people sleep?” Hitomi managed to make it to the front door with her eyes barely open. She squinted when the rays of the bright sun hit her eyes as she peeked through her wooden blinds to see who was brave enough to stand on her doorstep this early in the morning. Duran. Rolling her eyes, she snatched the door open with the look of murder in her eyes. “Why are you here, Duran? We are no longer friends.” She questioned with her eyes half open while yawning. Duran stood at the door, trying to restrain himself from laughing at the sight of Hitomi and fanning away her rank morning breath. Still Duran smiled with admiration and snapped a picture of her with his cell phone.

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“If I hadn’t seen you naked over a hundred times I might just be turned on.” He smirked, looking her up and down as he walked past her and shut the door, then spun around to face Hitomi. “That must have been one crappy-ass blind date you went on last night.” He laughed. “You look like you drank entirely too much alcohol.” Stopping short, he inhaled. “You stink. You smell like a brewery. That explains your wardrobe. Look down, Hi.” Duran was one of the few people who still called her Hi. She had known him since their high school days. Hitomi looked down, turning to look in the large mirror in the hallway, and was expressionless over what she saw. Her hair was matted, makeup smeared, and she was wearing pasties and her favorite granny panties. Her eyes were bloodshot. She was too hungover to squeal or try to cover up. She just looked back up at Duran and felt her cheeks burn from the embarrassment. He was casually dressed, and she answered the door damn near donning her birthday suit. But then again, the embarrassment she felt wasn’t new. Their relationship since their school years had always been like that, especially in college. They never missed a party. There was always a big group of them, but Duran and Hi always kept an eye out for each other like brother and sister. It didn’t matter if it was a pajama jam, Greek week, a pep rally, Thank Goodness It’s Friday, St. Patrick’s Day. Heck, it was college. Thank goodness it’s Monday, Tuesday, or Wednesday—it was always a reason to party. They took turns dragging the other home from parties and stripping them out of their vomit-soaked clothes. So this vision was something Duran had become accustomed to. It had just been a while. Divorced after only three years of marriage, Hitomi dove in headfirst into work and never came up for air. She was a selfproclaimed workaholic and was proud of it. Her friends and family had to work extra hard to make her stop and smell the roses, which she adamantly fought. Every now and then they managed to get past that all-work-and-no-play wall of hers.

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Duran was glad she was coming back around to the land of the living. He hated that she was letting life, fun, friends, men, and time pass her by. She was lucky it hadn’t been a stranger at the door. He smirked at the eyesore in front of him and grabbed her by her bare shoulders, and walking behind her, he headed for her bedroom. “You’re going to need a shower and to put on some clothes. I can see you forgot we were going to go over a few things before I head down to meet with the Stafka firm in Sharpsburg in the morning.” Duran gently scolded her as he walked her through her bedroom and directed her straight to the bathroom door. Glancing back at her bed, he let out a chuckle. “Did the sheets make you angry?” She looked back as well and smiled. “Shut up. I got tangled up because some loser was knocking at my door.” “I’m glad you ditched those satin sheets after you had a lapse in judgment about trying to feel sexy while you slept.” He laughed at the thought while he left her standing at the entry to the bathroom. Walking past her, he went inside the bathroom and turned on the heater for the tiled floor then walked over to start the shower for her. “That was the worst decision I could have ever made. The bumps and bruises from constantly sliding out of that slick bed was all the confirmation I needed. I will stick with Egyptian cotton from now on.” Rubbing a nonexistent bump on the back of her head at the memory, she laughed. Duran walked back over to Hi and grabbed her hand and guided her to the shower. “Get in. Take your time. I don’t have any plans today. I will cook us something to eat while you get yourself together.” She nodded her head and gave him a peck on the cheek. “Thanks, Duran.” He shook his head and grinned. “You are like my little sister. What else would you expect.” He quietly shut the door behind him, failing to conceal the huge grin he had on his face.

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Chapter 2 Two aspirin lay on the kitchen counter beside a glass of water when Hitomi finally came out of her bedroom dressed, smelling clean, and her hair finally tamed. He couldn’t help but smile to himself as he searched the kitchen for something to cook for both of them. He always took care of her like a little sister. She also realized her friends were checking on her more and trying to get her out more. Having a closed heart didn’t bother Hitomi anymore, but her friends were hell-bent on opening it back up. He could only hope that it would not take long for the right man to come along. Duran grinned to himself as he watched Hitomi. She had finally picked up the aspirin he laid on the counter for her. She was a delicate woman, and he loved her to death. That’s why he kept setting her up on these crappy dates on purpose. He knew the only person who could capture her heart and bring her out of this deliberate funk was the one person she hadn’t spoken of or asked about since college. The opportunity had finally come back around, and this time he was determined to see his little sis happy again. They all missed her beautiful smile when she was truly happy. It took a lot to get a genuine smile on her face nowadays, and he was counting the days until it was plastered on her face permanently. And Duran knew the one man who could make his sis experience this bliss. He had already set the wheels in motion. “So, I take it your date didn’t go well last night?” Duran asked again as he pulled out ingredients for an omelet. He knew damn good and well it didn’t, and he was hoping she would spill so he could have a good laugh. He knew Kyle was the exact opposite of Hitomi and

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made most of the women cringe at the gym. It was definitely fun to watch when he was on the hunt. Choking on the water she drank to swallow the aspirin, Hitomi had to cough and clear her throat a little before she was able to talk. “Funny.” She narrowed her eyes at him when he turned and looked at her. “Casey had to pretend to be my girlfriend…again.” She hopped onto one of her barstools as Duran continued moving around in her kitchen as if it were his own. He cooked more in her kitchen than he did his own. **** Hitomi licked her lips as she eyed the food Duran had pulled out of her refrigerator. Yum, looks like he’s going to make omelets. Denver, my favorite. But where the hell did he find the shredded cheese? She rarely cooked but managed to keep a well stocked kitchen for visits like these. She was still eying the shredded cheese when Duran spoke. Duran wailed as he envisioned the scene. “So are you saying that you didn’t like your date?” He was not exactly trying to keep a straight face as he poured the ingredients for the omelet into the skillet. “Whatever, D.” She gave him a quick replay of what happened the night before with Kyle. “I’m done with the fix-ups, okay? Make sure you relay that to the other partners in crime, Natalia and Riva. You guys are irritating. I’m fine being alone.” She mocked as her stomach growled from the delicious scent the omelet caused. “I tell you what, I will go on a few blind dates, too, after we get you dating and married off. Okay?” he joked as he placed toast on a plate. “Dang, we’re gonna be some lonely-ass people.” He turned to her, and they both burst out laughing. “Anyway, you know Riva is not

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going to let anyone near you. You’re spoken for and don’t even realize it yet.” Ignoring that comment altogether, Duran turned to her and placed a plate of toast in front of her. “Eat up.” Her eyebrows shot up at the lack of food in front of her. “This isn’t what I had in mind when you said you would make breakfast, D. I’m starving.” Hitomi whined as she reached for the toast anyway. Something was always better than nothing. “Look, boozer, start slow, eat the toast first, then we will see how your stomach takes it. I haven’t seen you hungover like this in a long time. If all is well with your stomach, I will fix you a Denver omelet like the one I have. Now eat.” He turned around with a plate that looked so delicious with the omelet, bacon, and toast on it. He placed his plate across from her and went to get some juice from the refrigerator. When Duran returned with a glass of juice, he stopped in his tracks, stunned at her handiwork. “Oh, now that’s just sad.” He laughed, eyebrows arched so high they almost touched his hairline. He looked back and forth from his plate to Hi, who was looking up at the ceiling trying to chew the bacon and half of the omelet she quickly shoved in her mouth and now tried to conceal behind her hands. Smack. Smack. “Huh?” One word was all she could manage with her mouth full of food. “Don’t you ‘huh’ me, piggy. You have no shame.” Duran laughed and snatched his plate. “Come on. We’ve got some things to go over. I’ve already laid the files on the dining room table.” Heading to the table, she walked beside Duran and bumped him with her hip. “Thanks, D. You always look out for me.” He looked down at her and laughed. “I don’t have a choice. Where else will I have free rein over a well-stocked refrigerator? Now let’s get to work.” He bumped her back.

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**** When Hitomi walked into her office Monday morning, a bowl of fruit salad was sitting on her desk. Heather. She knew her executive assistant left it for her. Again. Heather wasn’t just an employee, she was a good friend, a friend who worried about her and fed her constantly. She always made sure Hitomi had healthy food and snacks in the executive kitchen because she had a tendency to work through lunch or not eat at all. When Hitomi started looking a little too thin, that’s when Heather stepped in and damn near force-fed her. Being a mother, it was instinct for Heather to take care of her. Heather often compared Hitomi to her twin boys: picking up after her, pushing food in front of her, reminding her over and over about meetings. With a tap on the open door, Heather walked in with a folder under her arm while she managed to eat her own fruit salad. “Here is the file for your client that’s due shortly. It was a last-minute switch. The client was originally scheduled to meet with Duran, who, by the way, also failed to give me the client’s full name. That’s not like Duran at all. He’s always on top of things like this. Anyway…I do know that the client has an import and export business. Sorry, boss, Duran’s secretary just brought it to me.” Heather laid the folder on the desk and took a seat in one of the leather chairs in front of the desk. Hitomi shook her head, enjoying the fruit salad and checking her e-mails. Without looking up, she said, “No worries, Heather. We will manage.” Hitomi knew she would be lost without her assistant. This is usually how their mornings started. Silently eating together, lost in their own thoughts, and enjoying whatever selection of music Heather had playing in the office. She couldn’t dream of a better working relationship. After Hitomi greedily finished her fruit salad, she finally looked up at Heather.

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“Wow! I love your hair. The choppy, platinum pixie haircut really sets off your tan. How did your hubby like it?” she asked, admiring the new look Heather had. Although in her thirties, Heather could easily pass for a woman shy of twenty-five. Working for a company that housed both management accountants and internal auditors, she had seen her fair share of clients’ unhappy employees when mismanagement or theft had been discovered. Her innocent looks and small stature fooled them every time. She was a bulldog. Heather had been with Hitomi since before the first day she opened her financial firm. They hit it off instantly at her interview. Hitomi never had to ask for anything twice. It was almost like Heather could read her mind, know her needs. Heather brought in just as many referrals when Hitomi first started up the company as Duran. And just like Duran, Riva, and Natalia, Heather took it upon herself to make sure Hi was taken care of as much as possible. Over the years, Heather had expressed how much it broke her heart to watch someone as beautiful, successful, kind, loving, and considerate as Hitomi intentionally avoiding personal happiness. She knew it was not healthy. Heather and her husband Marc never turned Hitomi down when she offered to take their twin boys to the circus, park, or just an outing to give them “alone time.” They were always happy to kick the kids out and into “Aunt Hitomi’s” car. Hitomi would act just like a child when she hung out with the twins. She was great with them. But she would never allow herself to consider the possibilities of having a family of her own. Her home and office were scattered with pictures of her and the twins and their numerous adventures. At Christmas, Hitomi tried unsuccessfully to not outdo Santa. She spoiled the boys rotten and loved every minute of it. “Thank you. Marc loves it. The twins got a kick out of it, too. You know we have to keep our diva look up. We get all the male clients because we are notorious for having hot women working in the

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building.” Heather giggled as Hitomi shook her head and laughed, too. Although unintentional, it did seem that way. Hitomi’s firm was small and turned an outstanding profit yearly. Word of mouth about a job well done brought in loads of referrals. There were a lot of women that held higher, as well as lower, positions in her firm. It was odd how she had never thought about that before. Duran was the only male that held a senior position—second in command and had no complaints about the unbalanced levels. Testosterone was scattered throughout the office, but it seemed that more qualified female graduates applied for positions with her company, which suited Hitomi just fine. “You’re a mess, Heather. What else do you have for me today?” she questioned. And as if on cue, Heather reached over to the computer, clicked the mouse a couple of times, and Hitomi’s itinerary flashed across the screen. “Full load today.” “Always.” Heather smiled smugly. The phone started buzzing. Heather quickly answered it. “That was Reception. Your appointment is on his way up.” Heather reached for the fruit salad trash. She looked up and said, “Check your teeth for strawberry seeds. I’ve got this.” Heather straightened the desk and headed for the door. “Thanks, Heather.” Hitomi’s cheeks warmed as Heather fanned her away. She walked into her personal bathroom to do as told and performed a quick once-over. There was nothing more embarrassing than conducting a meeting with food stuck between your teeth. **** Raiden Saga was stunned as he quietly admired the beautiful woman that stood before him. Hitomi had been beautiful in college, and she was even more stunning after eleven years apart, but he had a nagging feeling that she wouldn’t recognize him. His body had gone through a transformation. And as he stood in her office staring at her, his body was going through another transformation just below his

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belt. It was difficult to ignore the sexy woman and how his body responded to her. Her shiny black hair was longer now. She seemed to have gained mouthwatering curves. Wearing that black pantsuit only made his eyes stay glued to her firm butt as she thumbed through a file cabinet. He was getting hard just looking at her. Damn. She was beauty personified. Reconnecting with Duran had been fun and quite interesting. They had lost touch after graduating from college and coincidently, Raiden had made Atlanta the new site of his home office four years ago. He hadn’t seen Hitomi since the day they graduated from college. And she still looked the same. Gorgeous. Laughing to himself, he could not believe she still had the same effect on him now as she did back in college when they first met. She took his breath away. She made his heart skip a beat or three. He recalled how they first met. On move-in day freshman year, no one was aware that there had been a mix-up. He had been assigned as Hitomi’s roommate because the computer had him down as a female. Neither he nor his parents had a clear understanding of how coed dorms worked. They just assumed that guys and girls were on the same floor but roomed with the same sex. None of the females gave him a second thought as he walked the stairs with his parents to the third floor of the female side of the dormitory. His parents helped move his things in and then they left, allowing him to get acquainted with his new roommate. Raiden was tall, lanky, awkward, and he sported a ponytail. So, of course, he blended right in. He hadn’t come across his roommate until later in the day, long after his parents had left. When Hitomi walked into the room they shared and saw Raiden sitting on the bed opposite hers, she assumed her roommate’s boyfriend was visiting. She soon learned that Raiden was not her roommate’s boyfriend. He indeed was her roommate. After Hitomi explained that they were on the female side of the dormitory, she

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looked over his paperwork and realized what had happened. She didn’t panic or scream. She laughed. She laughed at the computer glitch. She laughed at the fact that no one noticed that he was a guy. She laughed and his heart tightened. She laughed harder and she took his breath away. At the time, he didn’t know what it meant, nor did Hitomi when she had the same reaction toward Raiden. More amused than shocked, they kept silent for a week before they notified their dorm advisor about the mix-up. By then, Raiden and Hitomi had become fast friends, and their secret love for one another began. During the time they shared in college, Raiden had never summoned the nerve to ask her out. Even their study buddy Duran had encouraged him to go for it. Raiden was afraid. Not because he didn’t think she would date a Japanese man, they were more well rounded than that. No, he was afraid that it would diminish the friendship they had. Plus it didn’t help that her summers were always occupied by her internships at her godfather’s company in Japan. Although curious about the country, Raiden was born and raised in the United States and never felt the urge to go to Japan to see her when she was there. He wished he had. All of that changed during their senior year of college. Raiden had taken Hitomi out for her birthday. Just the two of them. It had started off as a platonic date. After a three-hour drive, he had surprised her with a weekend at a bed-and-breakfast and visits to a planetarium and conservatory. Things she had hinted at over the weeks preceding her birthday. Hints she only gave to Raiden. It was a weekend of firsts for both of them. They were each other’s first love and first sexual experience. Unfortunately, Hitomi chose to run from her feelings, from that wonderful weekend they had shared. She had broken Raiden’s heart and avoided him until graduation a few weeks later. He assumed something would happen, but after the ceremony she had broken his heart when she walked away and never looked back.

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Chapter 3 “Good morning, Hitomi Narcisse,” he said cheerfully. Holy. Hell. He sounds sexy. She looked up from her file cabinet in the direction of that deep voice. His voice sounded like smooth, creamy velvet, and she loved how her name rolled off of his tongue. Hitomi tried not to stare at the sexy six-foot Japanese man who was quietly standing in her office. She could almost feel the warmth of his breath caressing her naked body. Her nipples pebbled instantly at the thought, causing her to adjust her jacket in order to conceal her body’s response to him. He looked nothing like she expected. Honestly, she didn’t even open the file Heather had given her. When she thought of imports and exports, she pictured an overweight, balding man. Not this tall walking orgasm standing in her office. The tailored suit he wore accented his wide chest and broad shoulders. She didn’t have to stare long to recognize that this man worked out. His black hair was cut close around the sides, with it a little longer on top, and his whiskeycolored eyes made her mouth dry. She was at a loss for words. Yum, if that’s a word. What the hell was wrong with her this morning? Her heart began to race, and butterflies fluttered in her stomach. It must have been the fruit salad. The more she looked at him, ogled him, damn near drooled at the sight of him, the stronger the feeling of recognition clawed at her. He looked familiar but she just couldn’t place him… Oh. My. God. “Raiden?” Her face lit up, and a squeal of delight escaped as she pushed her file cabinet shut and ran to hug him. Did

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she just skip? He caught her mid-stride and gave her a bear hug, lifting her off the floor and spinning her around. Hitomi was delighted that in the eleven years apart, he had definitely grown into a man in more ways than one. The thrill of knowing she still had an effect on him was exciting. Trying to hide her own reaction to him, she began adjusting her jacket over her breasts. This will be interesting. “My goodness, you are beautiful. I’ve missed you, my silver-eyed beauty.” Whispering in her ear as he placed her back on her feet, he took a cautious step back. He looked as if he’d been struck by lightning. Damn! He still had the smile that could light up the sky and her heart. “Wow!” She could not help but drink in the wonderful sight of him. Raiden had truly embraced adulthood by the horns. Even with clothes on, she could tell he had turned that lanky body of his into a hard, toned work of art. “I have not heard that name since college— your special name for me.” She was dizzy as she came out of her lustfilled trance. “You look…awesome! I’ve missed you, too.” She couldn’t stop blushing as she straightened her slacks and removed her jacket. Suddenly Hitomi felt flushed….everywhere. Damn he is handsome. Time has been good to him. “Thanks. You look just as beautiful as I remember.” Raiden couldn’t seem to help but stare at Hitomi. Then he appeared to realize what she had said a few moments earlier. “Dang, Hi, are you trying to tell me I was ugly as hell in college?” Raiden playfully smiled at her. From the way he filled her office to the way he seemed to own his male sensuality, it was a force that couldn’t be ignored. Hitomi felt her nipples grow stiff and sensitive as they brushed against her satin bra. She knew the instant Raiden noticed them as well. She tried to adjust her jacket without much success. “Far from it, Raiden.” Her feelings for him came barreling forward. They had always been there, but she was always afraid to seek him out after the weekend they shared. She was enamored by the

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tall, sensual man that stood before her, and yet she was utterly dumbfounded. Subconsciously, her hands went to his face and began tracing his features with her fingers. He closed his eyes. Beginning with his forehead, eyebrows, eyes, nose, and cheeks pausing at his lips. She lightly traced his full mouth. She wanted to kiss him. Instead, she gave him another hug. “You are definitely a sight, Raiden,” she whispered. Opening his eyes, he smirked, apparently enjoying the compliment. He had come a long way from being scrawny, wearing thick glasses, having wiry, long hair, and managing to pass as a girl for a week because of his looks. Back then he couldn’t get a date even if he begged…except with Hitomi. Now…now he was a man. She wanted him. Right there in her office, she wanted Raiden. The urge to shimmy out of her clothes and have sneaky, I-hope-we-don’t-get-caught sex on her desk was astounding. That was a first for her. When he wrapped his strong hands around her waist, taking time to play with the curves of her hips, he pulled her flush to him. The thick cock pressed against her stomach was impossible to ignore. “Damned tantalizing. You look perfect, my silver-eyed beauty.” She always loved that name. “But if I continue to stand this close to you, I promise, Hitomi, you will be stripped naked. I have no selfcontrol around you.” Those words sparked a nervous flutter in her belly. His desire for her seemed to be just a strong as hers was for him. Reluctantly removing his hands from her body, he grabbed her wrists from around his neck and walked over to the leather sofa with her hand in his. “We still have a business meeting to get through.” After taking a seat, Raiden continued. “I figured Duran would have told you who you were meeting.” It seemed Duran was being devious as usual, and she was glad she was friends with the man. That smile. That smile would be the death of her. He was still the same Raiden she fell in love with at eighteen, even when he was lanky and had bedhead all the time. Senior year, he was her first. He

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was the first and only man she ever gave herself wholly to, and it frightened her to the hilt. She could only hope that particular topic didn’t come up. “I don’t know why he didn’t mention it either. But you know how sneaky he can be.” Quickly making her way back to her desk, she grabbed his folder and sat on the sofa across from him. After quickly glancing over his file, her eyebrows arched up. It appeared that a large sum of money was unaccounted for. “Not to sound ungrateful, Raiden, but why did you come to us? You have a very prominent financial company that handles your internal audits.” “And yet someone at that company is not doing an efficient job. Someone is stealing from me, Hitomi. Someone in my company is stealing from me.” It looked to Hitomi like the anger he felt for such betrayal was creeping to the surface. Raiden took a few moments to gather his composure before continuing. “I don’t have the skills or time to track the six-figure amount that has been walking right out of my door. That’s why I want to hire you, and I would like for you to personally handle this. How am I to know that the person assigned to handle my internal audits isn’t in on it?” Hitomi was astonished. First, someone he trusted was stealing from him. Second, how in the hell did this slide past his in-house accountant? Third, she had a feeling this was going to be too personal for her to handle but took Raiden on as a client anyway. He trusted her, and she couldn’t let him down. It was clear he didn’t know who to trust. “I can’t believe this, Raiden.” She wanted to move closer to him and console him in some way but stayed put. “You know I can’t say no to you.” “I was hoping you wouldn’t, but I didn’t want to be overconfident.” The tension he had finally eased. “I will make arrangements for you at my office, giving you full access to whatever you need.”

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Being in close proximity of him was going to be fun. Plus, catching the bastard who was stealing from him would put Raiden completely in her debt. Right where she wanted him to be. “Okay, sounds like a plan.” By the time they wrapped up their meeting, two hours had flown by and lunchtime was approaching. Neither wanted the reunion/meeting to end. Being alone with him for another hour or two wouldn’t be such a hardship. **** Lunch from the deli down the street was delivered to Hitomi’s office. They had gotten comfortable sitting on the floor across from each other, eating off the coffee table. It had been a very long time since a man had kept a smile on Hitomi’s face. She was truly enjoying his company. “Are you married, Raiden?” That question had been burning her, and she was hoping to continue having the naughty thoughts running through her mind. But there was no way he was walking around looking that damn good and still single. She sent out a silent prayer, hoping he had not turned into a man-whore. His eyebrows rose up, and then a faint smile barely grazed his lips, but at the same time he seemed far away, lost in thought. “I forgot how direct you can be.” He reached into the inside pocket of his jacket that lay on the chair closest to him and pulled out his wallet. He opened it and two pictures were placed in front of her. “This”—he pointed to the picture on the left—“is Claire.” He indicated to the Japanese woman with short, dark hair and dark eyes to match. “She was my wife. She died three years ago.” Hitomi sucked in a silent breath. She didn’t know how to respond to that. She felt a sadness at his loss as she swallowed what Raiden said. “I’m sorry…” Her voice trailed off, unsure what to say. “I used to have that same look in my eyes all the time, Hitomi. Sadness.”

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“Used to?” she asked, looking slightly confused. “We hadn’t been in Georgia but a couple of months. By the time the doctor realized she had ovarian cancer, it had already spread. It was extremely aggressive and terminal. Claire took the news better than I did. She got the name of a counselor from her doctor. Talking to the counselor helped me a little but nothing could prepare me for how life was going to be without her and raising our daughter alone.” The word “daughter” caught Hitomi’s attention. Then a small touch of longing tugged at her for a moment before she quickly pushed that thought to the back of her mind. She reached across the coffee table and held Raiden’s hand. “Toward the end, Claire had prepared me and Kimi the best she could. I was going through the motions at work, still hurting and mourning her death. Kimi’s godfather and his siblings took her for a while so I could hopefully get myself together. They could see I was having a difficult time adjusting and trying to care for a five-year-old. A month after Claire died, I received a letter…from her. I don’t know when she found the time, but unbeknownst to me, Claire had obtained a lawyer and set up dates for letters and videos to come to our home. Sometimes they were for me, sometimes for Kimi, and other times it was for both of us. In this particular letter, she reminded me that although she was gone, I was left with the most precious gift of all.” He pointed to the picture on the right. “This is my pride and joy. This is my eight-year-old daughter Kimiko.” He paused for a moment, deep in thought. “Her letter reminded me that I would cheat Kimi out of her only surviving parent if I was surrounded by sadness. She promised to haunt me if I didn’t grieve and get on with my life.” He laughed at that. From the way he smiled as he spoke, she could tell there had been a lot of love and respect between Raiden and Claire. Hitomi couldn’t hold back the laughter at that statement either. “Sounds like she was a terrific woman, Raiden.”

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“She was.” He shook his head. “I decided to finally get myself together. I didn’t want her haunting me. I knew she was right. The letter was what I truly needed.” Running a finger over the picture of his daughter, Hitomi smiled and declared, “Kimi is a heartbreaker. She has your eyes.” Raiden gleamed at that statement. He sat straight up like the proud father he was. “I bet she keeps you busy.” “Oh yes. She’s my delicate tomboy. She’s into gymnastics, ballet, soccer, basketball, flag football, lacrosse, and any and every sport offered at the YMCA.” They laughed together. “She definitely keeps me busy, but her godfather—or should I say godfathers—and god family help me out a lot. That family is a rare commodity. They are the only family I’ve ever come across that has twins and triplets.” She nodded approvingly. “Busy little girl. It’s good you have help. But did you say god family? More than one godfather?” “Yes Kimi has three godfathers. They are triplets, and I’m actually best friends with the oldest of the three, Cage, but they are like a package deal. Luckily, I’m close to his two other brothers as well. Three is always better than one. I think you know them. The Lacoste brothers?” Hitomi laughed hard at that. Oh, she knew them. You couldn’t miss them. When you saw one, you usually saw all three. “Who’s the god family?” “Oh, that would be the rest of the Lacoste siblings. You know there are ten of them altogether. The first time they met Kimi at one of their family gatherings, they were putty in her baby hands. Since some of them are married and have children, some of which have been on teams with Kimi, they don’t mind helping out. They’ve secretly adopted us. Ten aunts and uncles. What more could a kid ask for? I don’t know what I would do without them in our life. “You should see them when they all turn out for one of her games or recitals. She has her own cheering section with signs and

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everything.” He laughed, hard. “They’re usually the loudest group at the games. Always cheering her on, even when she was having a bad game.” Hitomi sat listening and watching Raiden reminiscing, talking animatedly about Kimi and her abundant love of sports. She truly loved hearing Raiden talk about his daughter with so much love in his voice. They were very lucky to have the Lacostes as their extended family. She wanted to meet Kimi. From listening to Raiden, she couldn’t help but fall in love with her. Glancing at the clock, Hitomi realized they had been talking for a very long time. She was more surprised that Heather hadn’t interrupted to remind her. Hitomi’s next appointment was due in forty-five minutes. Something out of the ordinary caught her attention. Hitomi and Raiden had been holding hands ever since she had first placed hers into his. Loneliness quickly found its way back to her as she let go of his hand. She missed his touch already. They had been sitting quietly staring at each other. Hitomi regretfully got to her feet and started cleaning up. Raiden quickly jumped to his feet, slipped his jacket back on, and took over cleaning up their garbage. “We are going to have to get together again, Raiden. I mean other than for business. I don’t know the last time I have ever had this much fun with a client. And I have truly missed my friend.” He couldn’t stop himself from grinning at her as he tossed their items into her trash can. “I tell you what. Why don’t you come to Kimi’s soccer game? You can see my baby girl in action. She always loves more fans.” They both burst out laughing at that. “You know what? I will take you up on that offer. I’m sure I will have a great time.” She answered as they walked toward the door. Raiden stopped short, which in turn made Hitomi run into him. He turned and grabbed both of her hands. They stood silent for a moment just staring at each other. The passion, desire, lust, and need boiled to the surface. Raiden finally broke the silence.

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“Will you have lunch with me again?” he asked in a low, husky voice. She was elated. The hunger in his eyes was a clear indicator that he was just as affected by this reunion as she was. His eyes kept drifting to her lips. They way he stared as he moistened his own caused her temperature to rise. Without a second thought, she quickly responded with a “yes.” Her hands were burning from his touch. Raiden gently squeezed her hands and gave her a soft kiss on the cheek. His lips lingered there a little longer than necessary, but at the moment, neither seemed to care. Stepping back from her, he palmed the cheek he had just kissed. The kiss, although simple but perfect, felt electric. When Raiden pulled away from her, Hitomi slightly leaned forward with him. It was only a kiss on the cheek, but it felt like so much more. She leaned into his palm when he cupped her cheek. Who knew how long they stood like that, silently enjoying the moment. Moving his hand away, Raiden spoke first. “Please come to the game. I will call you about lunch, okay?” She nodded her head but couldn’t talk. After Raiden shut the door behind him, Hitomi felt as sated as if she had just finished making love. She didn’t know why and didn’t care at the moment. The only thing she knew for certain was that the wall she had so meticulously built around her heart had started to crack. That warm, comforting feeling Raiden left behind seemed to wrap around her, almost like a hug.

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Chapter 4 The gentle tapping at her office door the next day had Hitomi staring back at it curiously. Heather hadn’t informed her that anyone was waiting for her. Standing up, Hitomi responded, “Come in.” The door slowly opened, and she was greeted with a smile that could melt your heart. “I know I didn’t make an appointment…am I disturbing you?” Raiden asked as he came in and closed the door behind him. The smile couldn’t spread across her face fast enough. “What are you doing here? I’m positive we didn’t have an appointment.” “No we didn’t. Our official appointment isn’t until next week, but I couldn’t stay away. I was a bit overzealous about seeing you again. Plus, I wanted to have lunch with you if you were free.” He looked so damn sexy with his hands in his pockets with that “aw shucks” look. Who could say no to that face? He had always been good at mastering that look. “I would love that. Just give me a moment to finish this email and then we can go…where are we going?” “It’s taken care of. Just finish up, and I will take you to our destination.” He made her nervous as he leaned against her door, watching, staring. There was something magnetic about Raiden. All she wanted to do was run into his arms and kiss him passionately. She wanted him to strip her of her clothing and take her right here on her sofa. She mentally shook away the thought. She needed to get out of this office before she did something crazy. “Okay, I’m ready.” She grabbed her purse and headed towards the door. “Just let me tell Heather that I’m leaving.” She welcomed his unexpected visits for

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lunch. As much as she had thought about Raiden lately, it was as if those thoughts had brought him to her door. Raiden opened the door for her. Before Hitomi had a chance to speak, Heather cut in. “I’ll take that.” Heather took Hitomi’s purse and handed off the woven straw basket to Raiden. “Enjoy your lunch,” she replied as she turned away from Hitomi. “Et tu, Heather?” Hitomi teased as Raiden coughed back a laugh, placed his hand on her lower back, and guided her to the elevators. To Raiden she said, “When did the two of you have the time to conspire?” “I’m not going to tell you so stop being nosey.” He gave a deep chuckle as they stepped into the elevator. When he locked eyes with Heather, he said, “Thank you.” She nodded and smiled. Once they were outside her office building, Hitomi asked, “Where to?” “Right over there.” Raiden nodded his head in the direction of the park across the street from her office building. “Today is a beautiful day for a picnic. Don’t you think?” Speechless. Speechless and buzzing with butterflies and excitement described how Hitomi felt as Raiden held her hand while crossing the street. He had managed to surprise her with the help of Heather. For the second time in a very long time, Hitomi had butterflies in her stomach. It was a beautiful day indeed. Hitomi spotted the perfect place to eat their lunch. Nodding in agreement of the shaded oak tree, Raiden set the basket on the ground. Raiden pulled a blanket from the basket and motioned for Hitomi to sit as he followed suit. He smacked at Hitomi’s hand when she tried to peek inside the basket. “Behave, Hitomi, or I won’t feed you.” “This is so sweet, Raiden. Thank you for thinking of me.” She leaned over and gave him a quick kiss on his cheek. Instantly, her hand moved to her lips. She felt something tingle inside of her. She

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could have sworn it was a small shock but decided to shake it off. “I’m starving. What did you pack?” Raiden pulled out two grilled chicken salads. “I prepared these myself, and I also brought three different types of dressings for you to choose from. There are several water bottles and a few packets of sugar-free drink mix. And for dessert...” He looked up at her and arched an eyebrow as she watched him intently tracing his lips with his tongue. “If you eat all of your salad, you can have dessert.” “You’ve got yourself a challenge, mister.” Hitomi managed to calm her stomach. She was definitely hungry. Plus, she loved dessert. Hell, if she could she’d eat the dessert first. She stared back up at Raiden. “Thank you. I haven’t felt this special in a long time.” Lowering her head, she felt her eyes begin to water. That was true but not the whole truth. She knew she would never allow anyone to get this close in order to make her feel special. Sitting on the blanket eating lunch with Raiden, she realized this is just one of many things she had missed out on. Raiden brought his hand to her chin and lifted it back up so he could look into her eyes. “You are my silver-eyed beauty, Hi. I would do any and everything to see you smile.” He swiped a stray tear from her cheek. “I was excited to see you again. I couldn’t wait and I thought it would be great to have another relaxed setting. Restaurants are nice, but this is better. I hope you don’t mind.” “Can I be honest with you, Raiden?” “Please.” “Seeing you yesterday did something…something to me. I am enjoying the time we are spending together, considering I couldn’t get you out of my head last night.” Crap! Share much? Her cheeks blazed from embarrassment. “I will remember that.” The blazing look in his eyes sent a heated wave of desire straight to her pussy. She felt the moisture coating her folds as she squirmed

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on the blanket for a more comfortable position. She imagined him laying her down and caressing and exploring her body all over right there in the park. That thought would be saved for another day…hopefully. After they wolfed down their salads, Hitomi squealed when Raiden pulled out a slice of lemon crème cake big enough for two and one spoon. She didn’t hesitate when he scooped up the first piece and fed it to her. “Mmmm.” It was a lemony taste of heaven. The way Raiden watched her lips when she took the spoon in and out of her mouth was enticing. She had never mastered the art of seduction, but it didn’t seem to bother Raiden. His eyes were burning a hole in her lips. She was well aware of the fact her body was in a constant state of arousal when Raiden was near. As if being pulled, Hitomi leaned over and gently kissed him. Kissing him probably wasn’t the smartest decision. Her nipples pebbled, and her body tingled for his touch. Hitomi knew her head was going to be filled with wicked thoughts of Raiden when she returned to the office. There were no reservations about Raiden or any ulterior motives. He demanded nothing from her. It was as if they had been together, kissing each other for years. And Hitomi loved it. Craved it. Wanted more of it and him, but it was time to go back to work. Walking back into her office, Hitomi watched as Raiden slipped a small Styrofoam box onto Heather’s desk. She could only assume he saved a piece of cake for her. If he did, he had just won a lifetime friend with that sinfully delicious slice of cake. Closing the door quietly behind him and taking only a few strides to reach her, Raiden grabbed Hitomi’s small wrists in his large hands and pulled her into his embrace. They were standing so close to each other, she could feel his heart beating…racing. She was just as excited as he was. He leaned his forehead downward until his was touching hers. He whispered, “Baby, you do not realize the effects you are having on my mind, my body. Hell, my heart. Dammit, Hitomi.” They

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stood like that, inhaling each other’s scent. Their eyes were locked in a tight embrace and neither would be the first to look away. Hitomi felt the instant awakening of Raiden’s cock on her stomach and smiled to herself because he was having the same effect on her. The heat he emanated bored a hole in her chest and spread throughout her body. She rose on her tiptoes, grazed her hands up his tight, muscular arms, threaded her fingers through his hair, and brought her lips up to meet his in what had to be the most beautiful ending to a fantastic lunch. It was gentle and passionate and tasted so sweet. Raiden couldn’t seem to contain the guttural moans that slipped out. The sound made her body tremble. When he dragged the tip of his tongue across her lips, she pressed her body into his and parted her lips. He slid his tongue past her lips and fully explored her mouth. Their tongues tangled tenderly as he tightened his grip on her waist. She had a feeling that if they continued at this rate, they would be naked in no time. Reluctantly easing away from Hitomi’s delicious lips, Raiden continued to hold her close. “I can’t promise to stay away until Kimi’s game.” “Then don’t.” **** Crossing the parking lot to the soft, grassy soccer field where Kimi’s game was being held, Hitomi could not stop giggling to herself. She was still buzzing from the fact that she and Raiden had lunch together every day during the past week. Nor could she believe that she was this excited to go to an eight-year-old’s soccer game. Of course any opportunity to see Raiden was an added bonus. He told her that Kimi was excited to meet her. This reassured Hitomi about her decision to attend. She didn’t realize how many games took place at the same time in what turned out to be a massive field. There were so many children at

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the soccer field, she had gotten turned around and could not find Raiden. Apparently, it was one huge field, and they simply divided it up with the soccer goals allowing for more teams of small children to play at the same time. Hitomi had to call Raiden again for their location because she didn’t want to miss a minute of the game. She was excited and ready to cheer with the rest of them. Hitomi finally spotted the coed team that wore red and white. The teams were already warming up. They looked so cute in their soccer gear running around with smiles on their small faces. Some of the parents were sitting, and some were standing as they pulled out water bottles and snacks for their children. It was a beautiful day, and Hitomi was bursting with excitement. Scanning for Raiden, she noticed the groups of twins and triplets holding their signs to their sides. It was impossible to miss them. She shook her head and smiled. The Lacoste gang was in full effect today. Spotting Raiden, she felt her cheeks burn when she realized he was already staring at her. He provoked feelings inside of her she thought were dead and buried. Damn, that man was sexy. Raiden and the Lacostes all sported matching red and white shirts like the other parents on the team, but they all had “Kimi’s Krew” on the back. That is so cool. Hitomi could not contain her laughter. This little girl was loved. As she got closer, her stomach flipped and butterflies fluttered as she admired the little girl. She loved her already. **** When Raiden spotted Hitomi, his heart stopped. Only Hitomi could manage to look mouthwatering without even trying. Wearing a white T-shirt, khaki shorts, tennis shoes, and a simple ponytail, Hitomi was gorgeous. He was elated she had decided to come. Kimi was the most important person in his life, and for Hitomi to not give it

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a second thought about coming to her game was special as well as a turn-on. He wasn’t sure what made Duran look him up, but he was grateful that he had. He had given up on keeping tabs on Hitomi once she ran from her feelings for him and broke his heart. He knew after graduation, Hitomi went to Japan for an extended stay and began onthe-job training with her godfather’s company. But Raiden knew she was hiding instead of giving him a chance to make her happy and it had hurt. He also knew that dodging the mutual friends they shared was wrong, but every time he saw them, it reminded him of the love of his life: Hitomi. After a few dinners with Duran, Raiden knew his sneaky friend was up to something and was happy the opportunity was there given the circumstances for why he also wanted assistance from his financial company. Unhappy with his current representation, Raiden had been looking for a trustworthy financial company to consult with, and the only person he wanted to do business with was Hitomi. And now she was here at his daughter’s game. He wanted to spend as much time with her for however long she would allow it. Regardless of if he got hurt. Slow down, buddy. One step at a time. Just because she came to the game doesn’t mean she’s interested in something serious. “Hey everyone, Hitomi made it,” Raiden said to the fan club as he unthinkingly put his arm around her waist, and Hitomi didn’t move away. He reveled in the trust she had in him. His extended family all turned and welcomed her. One of the sisters handed her a sign she had made for her. Hitomi blushed and thanked her. It made her feel part of the group, and she liked that. Raiden gave her a quick hug and motioned for Kimi to come over. Kimi ran full speed into her father. She looked up at Raiden with excitement in her eyes. Raiden quickly introduced the two. “Kimi thought it would be nice if you were part of the ‘Kimi’s Krew,’ and I agreed with her.” Hitomi blushed and pressed her hands to her chest

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in pure astonishment. Kimi pulled out a red-and-white shirt that matched Raiden’s and handed it to her. “Thank you for coming! I hope you like your shirt. I told Daddy I didn’t want you to be left out.” Kimi beamed from ear to ear. Hitomi unfolded the shirt and admired it for a moment before slipping it over her head. “Perfect,” Hitomi said approvingly. Raiden could tell the tears that fell from her eyes surprised her. He distracted her by adjusting her shirt and quickly wiping her eyes. “Thank you for thinking of me, Kimi. That was very sweet of you and your dad,” Hitomi said as she looked up at Raiden. Kimi tapped Hitomi’s hand and crooked her index finger, indicating that she wanted her to bend down so she could whisper something in her ear. Hitomi bent down, and Kimi cupped her mouth over her ear. “Daddy talked about you nonstop. He likes you….And so do I.” She whispered back in Kimi’s ear. “Thanks. I like you, too.” She gave a huge smile to Kimi, rubbed her cheek, and told her to play hard. Kimi’s team won the soccer game. She was a very competitive child. Kimi threw elbows and scored like she was at the pro championship game. It was a great game. Hitomi was screaming and cheering like the rest of the parents. When Kimi had come near the sideline where they were standing during the game, Hitomi would give her tips. Apparently Kimi approved because every time Hitomi dished out a tip, Kimi did as instructed. During breaks, Kimi usually ran to her dad then ran down the line of Lacoste siblings and other parents, giving a trail of high fives along with the other team members. At one point, she ran straight to Hitomi and gave a twohanded high five then asked her to tighten her ponytail before she ran to her dad. “It seems someone approves of Hitomi,” Cage, Raiden’s best friend and the oldest Lacoste, said. He gave a smug smile and

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continued, “You are going to have a little competition, my friend. Kimi is smitten with her. Good luck separating those two.” “I’m glad Kimi approves. What makes you think I want Hitomi’s attention? We are friends.” Who the hell was Raiden trying to convince? He could not believe he managed to get that amazing lie out of his mouth. That statement caused Cage to give Raiden the who-do-you-thinkyou-are-talking-to stare. “I’ve known you a long time, Raiden. Do you seriously think I don’t see how you look at her? Hitomi is a beautiful woman. You would have to be blind not to notice. Let’s not forget that she is the first and only woman you’ve ever invited to a game. Actually, she’s the first to ever be in the vicinity of Kimi. My sweet little goddaughter shared a bit of crucial information about the constant talk of a certain woman all last week. Plus, you had that goofy look on your face when she first arrived. That’s still there, by the way.” “I had lunch with her every day last week. Her assistant has been helping me out a bit with a few surprises for her. We have a lunch date next week. Being around Hi makes me feel great. I’m just going to see how this goes,” Raiden said, smiling uncontrollably. Cage nodded approvingly then added, “I just hope she doesn’t run again.” Raiden knew he was in trouble the moment he kissed Hitomi on the cheek after their first lunch together. She had him and didn’t even know it yet. But he knew better than to rush things. He was very aware of the fact that during the lunches they shared over the past week, she never once brought up what had happened in her personal life since graduation. He would let her be the first to broach the subject. He had noticed that on several occasions she had managed to bypass any conversations that led to her sharing her past. Had something bad happened to her? Patience. Whatever it was, she will tell you when she’s ready.

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**** Later that night back at her home, Hitomi poured Epsom salt and her favorite cherry blossom bubble bath into her bathwater. The water was piping hot—the perfect temperature—and she pressed the Jacuzzi jets button. She didn’t realize how worn out she would be from just watching a soccer game. Hitomi could not believe how much fun she had. She even walked away with her own team shirt. She felt extremely special to have been brought into Raiden and Kimi’s circle. Hitomi cheered like she was a parent, and even some of the other parents congratulated her on the coaching tips she gave Kimi when she and Raiden were standing on the sidelines. She could tell that Raiden was just as proud of her. He would put his arm around her waist and pull her close to him, and Hitomi loved every minute of it. For the first time, she felt like she belonged, as if this is what she had been missing in her life. Raiden and Kimi invited her to tag along to the pizza parlor to have celebratory pizza with the team. It was loud, crazy, and fun. Kimi invited Hitomi to her next game and her ballet and gymnastics practices. Kimi had expressed how much she liked Hitomi coaching to her. They were kindred hearts. During their chat at the pizza parlor, Hitomi constantly caught Raiden staring at the two of them deep in “girl talk.” Hitomi would smile adoringly at him then turn her attention back to Kimi. She felt that wall cracking a little more. By the end of that one single night of pure, innocent fun, Kimi had captured her heart. And if she wasn’t careful, Raiden would accomplish the same thing. But if she would stop and be truly honest with herself, she would admit that in this short amount of time, he already had…again. When she finally climbed into bed, her phone rang. It was only nine o’clock, but Hitomi was worn out. Checking the caller ID, she didn’t recognize the number but still answered the phone. “Hello?”

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“You sound tired, my sweet Hi.” Raiden chuckled, voice husky and sexy. Hitomi wondered how it was possible for a simple laugh to turn her on. She loved when he called her by her nickname. It was something about the way it rolled off of his tongue. “Oh, I am. But it’s a good tired. What’s up?” she answered. Although she was maintaining the calm, cool, and collective façade, she was screaming to say something else. Hey Raiden. Hearing your sexy voice before I went to bed is just what I needed. She shook her head because that sounded desperate. It was a good thing she went with a safe response instead. “I wanted to thank you once again for coming to the game and hanging out with us afterward. Kimi and I both enjoyed your company. She’s quite taken with you. Kimi has never warmed up to someone that fast. You know you don’t really have to go to her practices if you don’t want to. She was just excited to have your attention.” “You should know, Raiden, I’m taking Kimi up on all of her invitations as much as my schedule will allow. I had the best time today, and I will cherish my team shirt.” Changing the subject, she said, “Are we still having lunch on Monday?” “Of course. I wouldn’t miss it. Where would you like to go?” he questioned. “Well….would you mind having lunch in my office again? I understand if you don’t. I am beginning to get a little spoiled by our routine.” “I would love that, Hi. I will bring the lunch. Okay?” “Sounds good.” “Okay sleepyhead, I will let you go to sleep. If you plan on hanging with Kimi, you’re going to need it.” He gave a small laugh. “Good night, Hi.” She laughed. “Thanks. Good night, Raiden.”

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Chapter 5 Riva and Natalia were coming over to Hitomi’s for dinner. She was excited because she couldn’t wait to brag about Kimi to the both of them. Sunday was usually her relaxing day, but she had invited them over and decided to fix something easy. Spaghetti was on the menu tonight. When her friends arrived, she could tell they were closely watching her. It was as if they could smell happiness a mile away. Hitomi figured the women found it strange that she had a bounce in her step and a grin that just would not go away. Of course she hadn’t shared any of the events that had taken place with Raiden over the past week, but she would eventually get around to spilling the beans. By the end of dinner, the ladies had eaten, drank, and were definitely merry. Hitomi had decided to share the events of the week. When she reached the part about Raiden kissing her on the cheek, she couldn’t stop blushing. And, of course, she bragged about the impromptu picnic lunch they shared. “It’s good to see someone has affected you in a way that you blush when referring to getting a kiss on the cheek. I am happy you have decided to give him another chance after all this time,” Natalia said in an admiring way. “It sounds like you’ve had an exciting week. I already approve,” Riva chimed in. “Slow down, ladies. I haven’t implied anything other than what I’m telling you right now. Don’t read too much into anything…yet,” she said as she blushed. “But I haven’t finished telling you the rest.”

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She went on to tell them about Kimi, the soccer game, and the pizza parlor. Hitomi even retrieved the T-shirt Raiden and Kimi had made for her. Hitomi didn’t miss the looks shared between Natalia and Riva. “What? I saw that.” She smirked. “I think you already passed the kid test, Hitomi,” Natalia proclaimed. “I may not have children of my own, but being a pediatrician has given me the opportunity to learn all kinds of things when dealing with single parents as well as other topics. Children of single parents are very protective.” Natalia clearly had their attention. She continued, “For Kimi to be the one to suggest giving you the shirt before she had even met you is a great honor. Especially if the only people not related to her who owned one happened to be her surrogate family. There could be a couple of reasons she did this. But I personally think it has to do with her father. If she told you that he couldn’t stop talking about you, then it must have been one hell of a conversation. You must have truly affected him as well for her to approve of you sight unseen. That’s a huge accomplishment, Hitomi. “The bond you formed after only a few hours with her is amazing. That takes trust. Plus, I’ve always felt that kids have a radar for people who are good and bad. It seems Kimi is a little mature for her age, and between Raiden and the Lacoste family, they are raising a great kid. Hell, I like her already.” “I know that’s right, Nat. When do you see them again?” Riva asked. “I have lunch with Raiden tomorrow, and Kimi wants me to come to every practice and game she has. She is rough and competitive as hell. It brought back memories of a younger version of myself when I used to play sports. She’s a straight tomboy, and I loved watching her in action. I was louder than Raiden. I’m excited to watch her at ballet and gymnastics. I don’t know where she gets the energy,” she said, beaming ear to ear like a proud mom.

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Whoa. Where did that come from? Forget that. I’m not going to question this. I’m going to enjoy Kimi’s time for as long as she allows me. **** Raiden had lunch delivered, and Hitomi was setting it up in her office when he arrived. When he reached her office, he slid a piping hot cup of caramel macchiato onto Heather’s desk. The shocked look on her face was laughable. His only response was “I do my homework.” Raiden flashed Heather a friendly smile as he approached Hitomi’s door. He quietly opened the door and closed it the same way. Hitomi was busy placing the food on her coffee table so he knew she didn’t hear him come in. He was glad he would be able to openly stare at her again before she noticed he was in the room. Raiden realized that he hadn’t actually paid any attention to her office. It had Hitomi’s style written all over it. She had a huge wooden desk and matching leather chairs that sat on one end of the office for meetings. To the left sat a contemporary sofa and matching overstuffed chairs with accent tables and coffee table. This was clearly becoming their lunch room table. She also had her own personal bathroom. No wonder she never leaves the office. There was also a flat screen bolted on the wall in the corner. She had bookcases on each side of her desk that were lined with books, Japanese statues and collectibles, and pictures of her parents, sister, and godparents. Then other pictures of Heather and he assumed her husband and twin boys. Hi was absolutely fond of the twins. There were lots of pictures on other shelves with Hi and the twin boys at different outings. She also had a few of her other friends. Where would she put the picture of me, her, and Kimi? Hitomi was breathtaking as usual. She had on a V-neck, peach silk dress with specks of gray that made her beautiful gray eyes pop. She never really

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realized how beautiful she was. Those curves of hers were killing him. He couldn’t wait to wrap his arms around her and caress every part of her body. Today, she had her hair up with chopsticks. He had forgotten how much he used to love when she did that. She always made that style look effortless. It was loose, and she had strands loose around her face and neck. It was sexy as hell and his steel erection agreed. He cleared his throat, alerting her he was in the room. She looked up at him with the sexiest smile he had ever seen. His cock immediately came to attention, pressing harder against his slacks. Damn, I’m toast! My cock is reacting to her, and she only smiled. **** Hitomi felt eyes on her almost immediately and knew who it was. She chose not to look up; she was feeling a bit daring, so she thought she’d let him steal a few glances. Plus, this allowed her a few moments to calm her racing heart. Hitomi was also trying to control the excitement she had about seeing him again. She could barely sleep the night before because of Raiden. He had her feeling giddy and loving it. She enjoyed their lunch dates more than she thought she should have. Opening herself up to him and falling so easily for Raiden was an unexpected welcome. She just hoped he felt the same way. When she set eyes on him today, she could have fainted. Was it possible for the man to get sexier every day? He was casual today, dressed in black slacks and a royal blue shirt with the top button left open. He was incredibly handsome. Hitomi had come to terms with the fact that she was still in love with him as she had been in college, except it was stronger now. Hitomi longed to kiss him, but she respected people’s boundaries and did not want to embarrass herself. Although she promised herself not to get into a relationship with anyone ever again, she realized that rule had quickly diminished the moment Raiden walked back into her life.

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Stop overanalyzing and go with the flow, girl. Enjoy yourself a little. “I’ve set everything out. Come have a seat. I can assume you spoke with Heather. There’s no other way you would have known about my favorite selection from The Tea House. None of this is on the menu,” Hitomi said as she motioned for him to come take a seat. Modest in size, the coffee table held a small lunch spread that consisted of a turkey burger with cheese, bacon, and barbeque sauce and sweet potato fries. Although surprised when she set the food out, she was totally taken aback by the notion that Raiden was interested in things that ravished her palate. Raiden nodded and gave her a wink. “It’s called a surprise, Hi. Do you like it?” She noticed how proud he was to have been able to surprise her. “Yes,” she said, softly blushing. “Thank you. It looks and smells delicious.” He stood until Hitomi sat, then he followed. Raiden watched her as she admired the food in front of her. Everything looked amazing and they were some of her favorite foods. She couldn’t help but wonder if Heather was responsible for helping Raiden pick out her favorites. “The only thing I didn’t get was how addicted you were to strawberry lemonade. I’ve never had it before. Do you like it, Hitomi?” “Oh yes, strawberry lemonade is my favorite. You definitely have my approval. Thank you, Raiden,” she responded as she began eating her food, not waiting for him. The one thing Hitomi wasn’t afraid of was showing she was not shy about eating in front of a man. There was no way in hell she was going to starve herself and get a case of the shakes while trying to impress a man. Once they finished their lunch, he asked Hitomi the question that had been bugging him the most. “How come you aren’t married, Hitomi?”

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That question so caught her by surprise that she choked on her strawberry lemonade. Once she gathered her composure, she took another pause before she answered Raiden’s question. “I was married for three years. It simply did not work out.” She quickly muttered as she immediately broke eye contact and lowered her head. “When is the last time you visited your godparents in Japan?” Hitomi breathed a sigh of relief when he changed the subject. She wasn’t in the mood to discuss that part of her past. No one liked to discuss their failures or how defective they were. That was possibly the worst subject for Hitomi to discuss with anyone. A small smile flashed across her face as thoughts of her godparents popped in her head. “It’s been a few months since I last visited them. But I will be going there in a few weeks. My godfather is having a huge birthday party, and everyone in my family will be attending. ” He chortled and remarked, “I see your bond with them is thicker than ever. It’s great to have family and extended family around.” She could only nod at this response. They sat in silence for a few moments. “Have dinner with us tonight?” “Okay.” She didn’t have to think about her answer. She loved having the privilege to share both Raiden and Kimi’s time. She knew they had a tight bond, and they trusted her enough to include her. “Where are we going?” “Do you think you would be comfortable to come to my house, or would you rather eat out?” “Your house is fine. I have to stop back at my place first. I will leave my place at six. Is that okay?” Hitomi was excited. Knowing that she would be near him again had her stomach in knots. “That works great. Let’s get this stuff cleaned up.” He extended his hand and helped her to her feet.

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**** This time he wasn’t going to let the moment pass him by. Hitomi was standing so close and looking up at him that he knew she could feel how hard she was making him. Raiden could see her eyes darken with arousal. He leaned down and cupped her face, not wanting to move too fast in case this wasn’t something she wanted. When she darted that hot little pink tongue of hers out to lick her lips, Raiden let out a low, approving groan. Raiden gently covered her mouth with his. Kissing her slowly and passionately was only teasing his need to have more of her. He didn’t have to wait for an invitation for his tongue to slide into her mouth. Hitomi parted her lips, welcoming Raiden. They teased and tortured each other with their tongues as mutual groans floated through the office. Hitomi stepped in even closer to Raiden until the solid steel of his dick could be felt on her stomach. She guided her hands to his neck as he moved his hands to cup her butt. He pulled her dress up just enough to touch her flesh. He wanted to feel her skin against his hands if only for a moment. She sighed as her hold on him weakened. Before things could burst into uncontrollable flames, Raiden gently broke their kiss and pulled back but stayed in their embrace. “Sweetheart, I’m positive we should stop. I won’t be able to control myself. I promise I will take you right here, Hitomi, and I don’t want our first time…” He smiled wide at her. “I mean our first time since college to be in your office. We can christen your office later.” He loved the rosy glow on her cheeks. She was blushing, breathless, and absolutely spellbinding. She nodded at his statement and laid her head back on his chest. Her racing heart pounding against his chest was soothing. He could hold her in his arms all day if he had his way. Raiden held her tight and caressed her back. He was not

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ready to leave her just yet. Finally, Hi reluctantly broke their embrace. He knew she had clients to see. “I can’t wait to see you tonight, sweetheart. Don’t work too hard.” Raiden gave her a kiss on the cheek this time. He knew his willpower was on the fritz and didn’t want to take the chance of kissing on the lips. Raiden stroked Hitomi’s cheek one last time before he quietly left the office.

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Chapter 6 Hitomi was packing up to leave when Heather buzzed her. “You have a call on line one, Hitomi.” Sighing, Hitomi picked up the phone. Damn. She knew she should have gotten out of there sooner. She answered, “Hitomi Narcisse.” “You sound irritated, sweetheart. Are you okay?” Raiden’s soothing voice flowed through the phone. “Hey.” Hitomi cheered up immediately. “I’m sorry about that. I assumed it was a client, and I was trying to get out of here. Is everything okay, Raiden?” He sighed as he took a few moments before answering Hitomi. “I’m sorry, sweetheart, but I’m going to have to cancel dinner tonight. I have to track some missing shipments, and a few of my clients’ orders were mixed up. I would let someone else handle it, but these are my high-profile and extremely private clients. Do you think you can give me a rain check?” “I understand, Raiden. Take care of that first, and I will figure out another time to cash in my rain check.” She tried miserably to keep the disappointment from rising to the surface. Hitomi really wanted to see him. She could hear the disappointment in his voice. She didn’t know if she had the patience to wait. Then an idea hit her. “Raiden, would you mind if I brought dinner to you instead?” “Oh Hitomi, you get extra kisses for that. Why don’t you take your time and do whatever you need to do first and call me when you get home. I will give you directions. And bring whatever you want for dinner. I can’t wait to see you, sweetheart.”

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His voice was like smooth milk chocolate. She was getting turned on just thinking about that tempting mouth on him. They said their good-byes, and Hitomi damn near skipped out of the office, leaving Heather laughing after her. **** A few hours later, Hitomi pulled into the garage of the Saga Towers building. Since it was after hours, Raiden had a guard waiting to escort her to his office. This was the first time she had ever been to his office building. During their initial meeting, Raiden made it seem like a small, insignificant building that housed several other companies. Hell, this was a twenty-story building according to the buttons on the elevator, and of course, his office was on the twentieth floor. The guard escorted her to Raiden’s closed door before turning and getting back onto the elevator. His office occupied most of the space on the twentieth floor. The wooden double doors to his office were massive. Since he was expecting her, Hitomi didn’t bother to knock. She quietly opened the door and stepped inside the empty office. She was in awe as she closed the door behind her. Raiden’s office was efficient, organized, contemporary, and definitely built for comfort. To the left of his office setting, Raiden had a small conference room closed off by a glass wall and door. To the right, there was another set of smaller double doors that sat open. A dim light glowed from within. Hitomi set the pizza box and wine bottle on the table in front of the sofa and headed to the room on the right. She could hear the faint sound of water running just beyond the double doors. This man is something else. It was a miniature apartment. Hitomi didn’t get a chance to look around because the sight of Raiden walking out of the closet with his shirt in his hand was breathtaking. Damn! She couldn’t look away. Her nipples pebbled. Her vagina

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creamed with excitement. Her body was out of control. And Raiden’s body had her wondering what it would feel like to lick ice cream off of his abs. **** Raiden instantly smiled when he saw Hitomi standing in the doorway of his office apartment. The guards had called to let him know she was on her way up. He flashed her a small, knowing smile as she stood frozen in the doorway. He didn’t think she was aware of how her eyes darkened when she was aroused. But before he would start anything with her, he wanted to eat. He was starving. Then maybe he could have her for dessert. “Hey, you,” she stammered out as she quickly diverted her eyes and glanced around the room. “I didn’t mean to barge in. But this is amazing.” Like a magnet, her eyes made their way back to Raiden. Her focus was on the lightly sprinkled chest hair. With a nervous laugh she continued, “Self-control is something I have not yet mastered when it comes to being around you. So I’m just going to go back into your office and grab a slice of pizza.” Raiden flashed his sexiest smile at her as he watched her retreat back into the office. Over her shoulder she called out, “Put that shirt back on!” Raiden erupted with laughter as he dressed. The way Hitomi’s jeans clung low on her hips had him standing at attention. He wondered what her bare ass would feel like in his hands. By the time he had made it back into the office and joined Hitomi, she was on her second slice of pizza. He was amazed at how considerate this woman was. He had wanted to invite her to his office but didn’t want to seem selfish or inconvenience her. Raiden figured it was meant to be when Hitomi suggested coming to him. There was no way in hell he would pass that up. His heart literally ached for her when she was not around. Thoughts of her crowded his head and nothing would suppress it unless he was with her or talking to her on the phone.

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That’s why he had begun to make it a nightly ritual to call her before she went to bed. It was becoming one of his most favorite tasks at night. It was a great way to end the day. “Thanks for dinner, sweetheart. I was famished.” Raiden took a sip of his wine. “Mmmm…what type of wine is this? It’s delicious.” After greedily swallowing her food, she managed to answer him. “Moscato. I like my wine sweet. I’m glad you like it.” He wondered how sweet her nipples would taste if he dabbed some of the wine on them. His cock twitched at the thought. “May I ask you a question?” “I’m listening,” he responded smoothly as he ate his pizza and stared at her intently. “Why do you have a bedroom…an apartment attached to your office? I mean, I understand the conference room, but an apartment, Raiden? Should I watch out for random women roaming in and out of here?” He sat staring at her for a few moments before answering her. “Hitomi, you should know me better than that. I only have eyes for you, sweetheart. There are no other women. Other than my assistant, you’re the only woman to get a glimpse of it.” He smiled as he watched her cheeks burn from embarrassment. “It’s not like it’s a fully loaded apartment. Two small bedrooms and two full-sized bathrooms. I had it built when I bought the building. I know how my work habits can get. Sometimes I would leave the office late and I didn’t like to drive home at night when I was tired. I added the other small room for when Kimi needed to stay or my executive assistant when we worked late.” A small smile slid across his face. He gently cupped her chin. “Why do you ask?” “Just curious.” There was no use in trying to conceal the redness that grazed her cheeks. “Uh-huh. I am going to apologize now for what I’m about to do to you.” Not waiting for her to question his motives, he covered her mouth with his. Raiden’s hand carefully made its way to her neck and

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up to her ponytail to loosen it. His tongue darted into her mouth as Hitomi deepened the kiss. She was definitely responding to him. **** Hitomi quickly took over the kiss. She climbed onto his lap and straddled him. She was no virgin, but she was never the aggressor. Raiden brought it out of her. “What?” She flashed a coy smile. Her intense arousal caused her translucent gray eyes to fill with dark clouds as she began to move around on his hard-as-steel cock. “Nothing.” He coughed, trying to conceal his amusement at her take-charge attitude. He was completely turned on. His cock was so hard it could slice through his slacks. “I will sit back and enjoy letting my silver-eyed beauty run the show. I will follow your lead, sweetheart.” “Kiss me, Raiden. Please.” She moaned as her hands made their way to his cloth-covered chest. Hitomi caressed Raiden’s muscular chest until she found his nipples. “Mmmm. I will bite those soon enough.” She smiled seductively. Growling at the feel of Hitomi’s fingers caressing his nipples, Raiden thrust his hips up against her. The kiss he gave her was more intense. Grabbing a handful of her hair, he pulled her mouth to his and they shared a deep, intense, and somewhat rough kiss. Hitomi began unbuttoning Raiden’s shirt. He felt the heat of her skin as she popped the buttons. She broke their kiss when she pulled her T-shirt over her head and tossed it over her shoulder. “Beautiful,” he whispered. Grabbing a handful of hair, he gently tugged it back to expose her neck. “Mmmm.” He licked her neck up and down. He attacked the vein that went the length of the side of her neck to where it connected to her shoulder. He firmly nipped at the area. Hitomi moaned and thrust hard on his still-clothed cock. He laughed to himself. He had not forgotten how to make her body hot.

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“Cherry blossoms.” Raiden always loved how she smelled of cherry blossoms. Sweet and delicious. Licking her neck again, he trailed down her chest and traced her pebbled nipples through her lace bra. **** Hitomi had already given up control. She was enjoying what Raiden was doing to her entirely too much to focus on anything else. She had felt a low burn beginning in her belly. A burn that hadn’t been brought on by a man in a very long time. A burn she missed and greatly welcomed. After he bit her neck again, that low burn began coursing through her body. She moaned approvingly. He still remembered. She couldn’t get enough of his touch. His hands seemed to be everywhere. Raiden moved back up to her neck as he gave a low, possessive growl before biting her again. “Dammit, Raiden,” she hissed. And again. “You know wh–what…you know what this does to me.” Her voice softened, as she continued to rock on his cock as she pinched his nipples. And again. “Raiden…please…don’t.” She couldn’t control her breathing because that low burn that was coursing through her body turned into a blazing inferno on the apex of bursting forward. She felt free, beautiful, and out of control under his ministrations. Her hips had a mind of their own. She was rough as she rocked back and forth on his cock. Instead of biting her neck in the same spot again, he traced his tongue across her collarbone to the other side of her neck. Her moans were weak as she dug her fingers into his shoulders. He bit her again in repeated succession as he took Hitomi past her apex.

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“Come now, Hi.” She did. She came hard and long. Hitomi laid on Raiden’s bare chest as her body calmed down. She embraced the radiating waves as she lay against him. Feeling sated, Hitomi finally sat up to gaze into Raiden’s eyes. She knew he needed release. She could feel how hard he was and the passionate look in his glazed-over eyes said it all. She knew he would not make the first move sexually this time. That’s just how he was. Hitomi stared at him as she traced the pad of her thumb across Raiden’s lips. She wanted more and wasn’t too proud to beg if necessary. “Make love to me, Raiden.” **** That was the invitation he was waiting for. Raiden picked her up off of his lap and sat her on the sofa. He stood and went to lock his office door. Moving quickly, he came back and scooped Hitomi into his arms and headed for the bedroom next to his office and locked the door behind him. He placed Hitomi on the bed and asked her a necessary question. “Sweetheart, are you sure about this?” He grinned when she opened her hand and a condom was cradled in her palm. She moved to the edge of the bed as he stepped in between her thighs. His desire for her was so powerful that he was momentarily speechless. “I have never been so sure of anything in my life.” Hitomi pushed his shirt off of his shoulders as Raiden instantly shrugged out of it. Having no patience, Raiden quickly removed the rest of his clothing. He felt proud when her eyes widened at the sight of his throbbing cock. “Your turn.” He unhooked her lace bra with one hand. “Lie back, baby.” Raiden didn’t miss the purr that floated from Hitomi. Her jeans and matching panties were yanked off in one swift move. “Move to

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the middle of the bed.” Raiden tried to calm himself as he watched Hitomi seductively move as instructed. The bed dipped when he climbed on and rose above her heated body. He raked his eyes slowly over her body. She was so fucking gorgeous. He was like a kid in the candy store. Where would he start first? “Mmmm, sweetheart, you are driving me crazy. I don’t know where to begin.” Raiden flashed a wicked grin at Hitomi. “Maybe here.” He bent and kissed her earlobe and felt her squirm beneath him. That just gave him more encouragement to continue. “Mmmm…or here.” He barely brushed her lips. Bringing her to the edge was causing his insides to burn with need. He had every intention of taking his time. He wanted to explore every inch of her body. Hitomi, on the other hand, was so damned responsive it made his dick twitch. “Maybe lower…right?” Raiden grazed along the hollow of her neck, moving lower as Hitomi arched her back so her nipples were right in front of his mouth. The way her body responded to his touch would have any man envious of him. Raiden licked one nipple and then pulled as much of her breast into his mouth as he could and sucked…hard. With a “pop” he released it and gave the same attention to the other breast. **** “You’re killing me,” she whined. Hitomi felt as if she were in an uncontrollable fire. Having a mind of its own, her pussy began throbbing in need of his touch. She could feel her orgasm building again. Strong. Hard. Fast. And she knew she didn’t have the strength to hold it at bay. Her body begged to be brought over the edge, but Raiden wouldn’t let her, and she loved every minute of it. Raiden looked up at Hitomi with that same wicked grin on his face. “Shhh. I’m busy pleasing you.” He trailed his tongue between her breasts and down to her navel, leaving a path of fire behind. He

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circled and teased it as Hitomi moaned and watched with pure pleasure. As she thrust her hips up and down, Raiden quickly wrapped his arm around her waist to still her. “Hmm, is my little minx trying to tell me something?” “Uh-huh.” She was panting and trying to hold her orgasm at bay. “Oh baby, I know just where to kiss you.” Raiden let go of her waist and moved down to where the fire blazed. Grabbing hold of her thighs, he spread her wide and groaned. “Look how wet you are for me.” His thumbs teasingly rested inches from her outer lips. He circled a spot on her upper inner thigh with his tongue, and then kissed it. “You…y–you sh–sh–shouldn’t.” She was barely able to catch her breath as his thumbs ever so slowly moved in small circles as he continued to alternate kissing her upper inner thighs. “Don’t tease m– me,” she whispered in a voice so husky and low she barely recognized it. “Teasing you and your body is so fun, baby. I know you want to come, Hitomi.” Raiden now had his mouth a lick away from her pussy. The warmth of his breath on her clit was killing her restraint. “Come for me, baby.” He began stroking her outer lips with his thumbs. Nodding her head to no one in particular, she was unable to control the smile that formed on her lips because she was about to come. The will to fight quickly diminished. Hitomi knew she was in trouble when she heard a guttural moan from him. Now!

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Chapter 7 Without warning, Raiden latched onto her clit and milked it. The overwhelming buildup caused her screams to be deafening as she came. He grabbed hold of her waist with one arm and thrust two fingers in and out of her greedy pussy with the other. She rode his fingers as she was hit by wave after strong wave. Raiden thrust a third finger in and Hitomi moaned and uttered unintelligibly as another orgasm bombarded her body with a stealthy cleverness. Raiden released her clit and slowed the pace of his fingers as Hitomi’s body finally started to slow down. “Did you like that, baby?” “Yes.” Whispering, finally able to talk coherently, Hitomi wanted more. She was still cruising from that delicious orgasm and her vaginal walls were throbbing in anticipation of Raiden sinking his thick, long dick inside of her. Hitomi did not realize how sexually frustrated she was until now. More. She wanted more. She needed more. **** “Fuck me now. Make love to me later.” Raiden slowly rose to his haunches and smiled at the wildcat that lay before him. He quickly took the condom Hitomi was waving in front of him and put it on as they both continued to stare at one another. “Put your ankles on my shoulders, baby.”

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Hitomi did as instructed as Raiden snuggled up close until the head of his cock was grazing her outer lips. “Please, Raiden,” she begged. “What, sweetheart?” he asked between heated gasps. “Tell me what you want.” Raiden edged his cock in just a bit and pulled it back out. Teasing Hitomi, making her writhe underneath him. With an eyebrow arched, Raiden asked, “Is that what you want, Hitomi?” “Uh-huh.” She tried to squirm down on his cock but he stilled her. “I want to hear you say it. Tell me.” He dipped into her wet, hot box again a little deeper this time and quickly moved back out. “Mmmm.” She finally answered him in a husky voice. “That…Raiden…I want to feel your thick cock sliding all the way into me, filling me to the hilt.” “You have a way with words, baby.” Raiden knew Hitomi was going to be a tight fit just from the shallow dips he had made. Damn! He didn’t know her pussy was going to suck his cock in, inch by slow, controlling inch. “You’re killing me, Hitomi,” he strained through gritted teeth. Once he was balls deep inside of Hitomi he stilled, letting her get used to the fullness he caused. Raiden was in no rush to have this moment end. He took his thrusts into Hitomi slow and deep. Enjoying the displays of emotions that swam across her face, Raiden flicked and squeezed her nipples every time he went deep inside of her pulsating fire. “You are so beautiful,” he whispered as he brushed the moist strands of hair from her face. “I–I need you, R–Raiden. More. I need more.” Hitomi started wiggling her legs as if she wanted them down. Catching her obvious hint, Raiden grabbed her ankles and brought them to his sides. “Fuck me.” She was breathless, but her eyes never wavered from his. Raiden quickened his pace.

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“Harder.” Raiden grabbed hold of her waist and thrust deeper, harder, bottoming out. When the head of his cock caressed her womb it sent Hitomi into a high-pitched squeal of extreme pleasure. “Again!” she demanded. He growled as he flashed a passion-filled grin, “You like that, baby? Is this what you want?” He continued to thrust deeper, harder bottoming out again and again. She squealed in ecstasy over and over again. “Baby, I want to come. Please,” she begged. “Please let me come.” “Kiss me, Hitomi.” As he leaned forward, pressing his body against hers, she wrapped her legs around his waist and her arms around his neck as he continued his thrusts. Hitomi took his mouth in a passionate, rough embrace that had Raiden moaning with delight, that sent his body into overdrive. That was all it took to kick his already wilting willpower over the edge. With her legs, Hitomi guided him harder and faster into her fevered, ravenous chasm, and he was drowning. Her pussy had a choke hold on his cock and he was loving every minute of it. He felt how her body trembled every time he commanded her to come. It was an intoxicating rush he would never get tired of. Feeling her hips moving faster, Raiden broke their kiss, wrapped his arms around her, and fucked her faster and harder than he thought possible. “Come! Come now, baby!” he roared. He gripped her tight as he thrust into her body. Hitomi screamed his name over and over as she rode out the orgasms that seemed to never end. He thoroughly enjoyed the spasmodic caresses her soaked sheath gave as her orgasm flowed, coating his dick. Right on her climactic heels, the orgasm Raiden had successfully held at bay came forth with a forceful bang. Grabbing a handful of Hitomi’s hair, he yelled her name.

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**** Hitomi woke up to find Raiden stroking her hair and staring at her. She had never felt so sated in her life. Nor had she ever…wait a minute. Questions flooded her brain and it must have shown on her face. “You blacked out, baby.” The glazed look of a happily sated man lay in front of her. “I’ve never seen that before.” He kissed her forehead and looked back at her. “I cleaned you up and covered you. I’ve been laying here for about five minutes waiting for you to wake up or come to. Are you okay?” She blushed before she answered him. “I’m okay. That is a first for me, Raiden. Is that normal?” “I guess so.” He answered as he stroked her cheek. “We did something right, huh?” They both laughed. “What time is it?” She knew she had a drive ahead of her and dreaded it. It was already late. Raiden’s face turned serious. “Do you really think I’m going to let you drive at this time of night? You can go in a little late. Hell, you own the company.” She opened her mouth to protest, but his index finger to her lips halted any such thing. “I’m not demanding anything, sweetheart. I know better than that. I want you to stay the night with me. Plus, it is too late for you to be on the road alone. I will have your clothes taken care of by the time you wake up. Okay?” Hitomi stared at him as she contemplated his offer. “Baby, please just let me take care of you.” He gently stroked the side of her face and brushed his lips against hers. She knew she was dealing with a strong-willed man who only wanted her to be safe. Sleeping next to him wouldn’t be such a bad idea either. “Please, Hitomi. Allow me the pleasure.”

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Hitomi knew there was no use denying this man who truly seemed to care about her. A sexy smile grazed her lips. “Yes, on one condition.” “I’m listening.” “We hit the shower before going to sleep.” “Agreed.” Laughing, they rose from the bed and headed into the bathroom together. **** A few hours of sleep were all that Raiden had needed. He had gotten dressed as the sun had come up. The soft cries caught his attention when he had left the door to the apartment opened as he took care of a few things in his office. A light tap at the office door momentarily diverted his attention to the apartment. Breakfast had arrived. Quickly setting the tray down on the foot of the bed, a concerned Raiden went to Hitomi’s side. “Wake up, baby. It’s just a dream.” He whispered as he wiped the tears that were flowing down Hitomi’s face as she slept. “What haunts you in your dreams?” He needed her to open up to him, share her hopes and dreams as well as her fears. **** The feel of Raiden’s hand on her face woke her from that dream. She hoped he wouldn’t ask her about it; she wasn’t prepared to share. Suddenly the smell of food caused her to move hastily to the upright position. “Good morning, beautiful.” Raiden kissed her forehead then placed the tray containing French toast, eggs, and bacon in front of her. “Eat up, sweetheart. Your new outfit is hanging on the door in the bathroom.” Hitomi looked up at him with astonishment.

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“How? It’s only…” She leaned over to glance at the clock on the nightstand. “…seven thirty in the morning, Raiden. How in the world did you manage to get any of this done while I slept? “I told you I would take care of you. Now eat and don’t forget to call Heather.” He gave her a soft kiss on top of her head. “Thank you.” Eating heartily, Hitomi watched Raiden as he walked around the room with only a towel around his waist. She wanted him again, but she knew she had to get herself ready for work as well. He wasn’t kidding when he said he would take care of me. She was falling hard for him and enjoying every minute of it. The internal echoes of crumbling around her heart made Hitomi smile. Raiden had effectively breached it. “That was delicious, but why didn’t you eat with me?” “I woke up early and had a muffin. And I managed to get all of my paperwork in order for you.” Smacking her on the ass as she sauntered to the bathroom, he asked, “How would you like to start on my financials today? I finally have everything you need to find the thief.” The mention of his financials brought her to a halt, and she became serious. After a few moments, she spoke. “Okay. Let me call Heather and see what she has for me and then we can go from there.” “Sounds good to me, sweetheart. I would love to have you only a glance away in my private conference room.” She didn’t want to be greedy, but she wanted as much time as possible with Raiden. They were thinking alike. “I wouldn’t have it any other way. Now behave so I can get ready.” She closed the bathroom door on him. She should have known that wouldn’t keep him out. He pushed the door open, tossed his towel and followed her into the shower. ****

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Raiden was already dressed and sitting behind his desk when Hitomi finally emerged from the apartment wearing the clothes he had picked out for her. She had to admit the man had taste. Hitomi donned a crème-and-cognac-colored, sleeveless, belted heart dress and a cropped cognac leather blazer with matching heels. The sexy undergarments he’d left hanging with the dress were a lovely touch. Her heart warmed as she quietly stood in the door watching him work. She was proud of the business he had built. From what she had known about him personally as well as what she had found when she researched his business, Raiden didn’t rule with an iron fist. That’s why it was difficult for her to wrap her head around the fact that one of his employees would want to steal from him. “Hey handsome, how do I look?” Raiden looked up from his computer monitor and smiled. His eyes softened and her heart skipped a beat. Slowly standing, Raiden did not bother hiding his erection. “See what you do to me?” She smiled back at him. “You look beautiful, baby. Do you like what I picked out for you?” “Yes, I do. Still haven’t figured out how you knew my size, but then again, I don’t care. You have great taste, and you can dress me anytime.” Raiden now stood in front of her, giving her a tender kiss. “I would like to know where you managed to find this lovely ensemble.” Caressing her smooth cheeks, Raiden smiled at her. “I will never tell. A man has to have a few secrets in order to surprise his lady. ” “Okay, I’ll let it go.” Raiden took her hand and began guiding her in the direction of his private conference room located on the opposite side of his office. “I spoke with Heather and had her clear my schedule for a few days. I’m all yours.” “Mmmm, I will keep that in mind.” He held open the conference room door and motioned for her to go inside. There were stacks of

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papers as well as a telephone and laptop sitting on the conference table. “I think I’ve gathered all that you will need to get started. The laptop sitting on the table is set up with my password only. That way you will have access to everything without having to alert my employees as to what you’re doing.” As Hitomi walked around the table and glanced at the paperwork, Raiden continued giving her instructions. “Okay, one last thing. If I’m not around to answer your questions, only speak with Daphne, my executive assistant.” Hitomi walked back around to the door where Raiden stood and kissed him again. “All right, handsome, I understand all the rules given to me. Now get to work so I can begin.” Three hours later, knee-deep in clues, Hitomi didn’t hear the tapping at the door. She wouldn’t have heard the fire alarm if it went off. Whenever she began her search, whether for discrepancies or ways to improve a company’s performance, she made it a habit of keeping her MP3 player inside of her purse. She had her headphones on, blaring old-school Janet Jackson, Madonna, and Prince tunes while she worked. The sweet smell of peaches swiftly caught her attention. Turning off her music and taking off the headphones, Hitomi looked up to see who had walked into the room. Raiden. He stood inside of the conference room staring at her with a sexy smile on his face and the look of love in his eyes. “You’ve been working diligently for three hours straight. I thought maybe it was time for you to take a break, grab some lunch. I brought you some peach-blend white tea.” He placed the tumbler in front of her. Hitomi took a sip of the tea and closed her eyes as she reveled in the sweet taste. “Mmm, Raiden, this is delicious.” After a few more sips, she finally spoke again. “Did you want to order in or go out?” “Let’s get out of here for a little while and grab something light.” That was all the convincing Raiden had to do. Hitomi grinned up at

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him as she moved from her chair. “How would you like to be my standing lunch date from now on?” “I would really like that. Now hurry up and feed me. I’m starving.” **** After gathering more information to track the missing money, Hitomi had eventually gone back to working out of her office. She had begun sharing lunches with Raiden on a daily basis with lovemaking being the occasional dessert whether in her office, his apartment, or her condo. Tonight, she was oddly nervous about having dinner with Raiden and Kimi. The sun was beginning to set as Hitomi pulled into the circular driveway of Raiden’s two-story English manor estate. There were at least five acres of land. Hitomi was speechless as she took in the beauty of the home. A smile curved on her lips when she spotted a modest horse stable behind the house. She loved to ride. Making her way up the cobblestoned walkway, she gasped when the front door suddenly swung open. “You made it!” “Hey, beautiful girl.” Kimi rushed outside and took Hitomi by the hand and brought her into the house. It amazed Hitomi how quickly Kimi took to her. She had heard a few horror stories of friends dating people with children, and things didn’t flow as smoothly as they had for her and Kimi. Seeing Kimi just as excited as she was made the butterflies in Hitomi’s stomach slowly calm down and disappear. “Wow, Kimi, your house is beautiful.” They bypassed the massive living room that Raiden clearly didn’t use. Instead, Kimi guided her to the left toward the kitchen where Raiden was happily occupied. “Thanks. Come on. Daddy is cooking.” It seemed as if every room was bigger than the next. The kitchen was spacious and amazing. The refrigerator blended with the cabinets,

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all covered in maple wood. The island was wide enough to include a sink and long enough to eat meals on, too. Watching Raiden stirring the sauce in the pot was sexy as hell. There was nothing better than knowing your man knew his way around a kitchen. This man started a fire within her every time she saw him. Wiping his hands on a nearby towel, Raiden walked over to Hitomi and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek. “I see you made good time. You look beautiful. Why don’t you have a seat in the family room, and I will finish up in here.” She adored the goofy grin he was sporting as he watched her. “Would you like something to drink?” “No, thank you. Are you sure you do not want me to help?” “Daddy is a great cook. Come on, Hitomi. We’re missing SpongeBob.” “You heard the boss, Hitomi.” Raiden could not control his laughter. Kimi was beyond outspoken. “Can’t turn down SpongeBob.” She winked at Raiden as she followed Kimi into the family room to the right of the kitchen. This room was where Raiden and Kimi clearly spent most of their time together. And it didn’t hurt that she had a clear view of Raiden. **** Raiden could not pinpoint when it actually happened, but he knew something was different about the way he felt for Hitomi. At the last minute he decided to have a quiet, comfortable dinner at his house. He and Kimi were going to cook for Hitomi. At least that was the plan. As it turned out, he cooked while Kimi clung to Hitomi the moment she opened the front door. Kimi was absolutely fascinated at how Hitomi could fashion her hair into a bun with her chopsticks. They sat and giggled on the sofa as Hitomi tried to show Kimi how to do it. While he prepared the shrimp and broccoli Alfredo, he stole glimpses of Hitomi and Kimi being silly together in their own little

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world. The sight of Kimi comfortably talking and playing with Hitomi was comforting and reassured his feelings for her. Although Raiden had never had this experience before, Kimi’s opinion mattered more than he ever thought. Any woman he brought into his home and around his daughter would have to have her seal of approval first, no matter how much he liked her. And from the looks of things, Hitomi was way past the approval stage with Kimi. Once they sat down to eat dinner, Kimi pretty much controlled the conversation. Neither of the adults minded one bit. It gave Raiden the chance to revel in how good Hitomi looked in his home. Having her here made him feel complete, and he loved that feeling.

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Chapter 8 The conversation between the three was interesting enough. Raiden explained to his daughter, who was a princess and a tomboy, the difference between roughhousing and defensive moves on the soccer field. Oftentimes, he would catch Hitomi staring at him with love-filled eyes, as if she was looking through to his soul. Whenever they would lock eyes, she would smile sweetly at him, blushing, and then continue eating. It went on like that until they finished dinner. By the time Raiden and Hitomi had cleaned up the kitchen, Kimi had returned from taking her shower. Hitomi had prepared Kimi’s hot chocolate as instructed while Raiden went to the family room and put on one of Kimi’s favorite movies, Monsters, Inc. Settling down after finishing her hot chocolate, Kimi climbed onto the sofa, placed one of the throw pillows in Hitomi’s lap and propped her sock-covered feet snugly under her father’s legs. The actions between Hitomi and Kimi seemed like a normal routine they went through every night. Trying not to get caught staring once again, Raiden saw the calm alleviation in Hitomi as she sat on the sofa with Kimi’s head on her lap. Hitomi gently stroked Kimi’s hair until she fell asleep. Raiden turned off the television, scooped Kimi out of Hitomi’s arms, and headed for the stairs. Hearing her footsteps, Raiden turned around with a smirk on his face. “You don’t have to come with me, sweetie. I will be right back. Just need to tuck my little princess in.” Looking toward the floor, Hitomi spoke in a whisper. “May I please come? I will be very quiet.” Raiden looked into Hitomi’s eyes and realized she didn’t want to be alone.

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“Please, Raiden.” The sadness in her voice wasn’t lost on Raiden. Something was going on with her, and he wanted to know what it was. Now wasn’t the time to discuss it, but he knew he would definitely bring it up later. Another topic for the list of questions he was afraid to ask. He didn’t think she would want to watch Kimi getting tucked in, but the look of loneliness and longing in her silvery-gray eyes when she looked up at him almost knocked the wind out of him. Knowing that she wanted to participate in this part of his life made the entire night even more special. How could he ever tell her no? “I couldn’t think of anything better than you joining me in tucking Kimi in.” He gently stroked her cheek then climbed the stairs as she followed behind him. After tucking Kimi in and descending the stairs, Hitomi casually laced her fingers through Raiden’s as she continued to look straight ahead. Taking a quick glance at Hitomi, he saw the contentment on her face. Raiden felt it necessary to say nothing. He gently squeezed her hand instead. She was guarded with him but wide open with Kimi. He didn’t understand why. Ever since our first lunch together, you’ve occupied most of my thoughts. You’re going to have to open up to me, Hitomi. I’m already growing too attached to you. **** Hitomi was not sure what would happen if she stayed now that their chaperone had gone to bed. Overwhelmed with emotions, she was unsure what was going on with her mind, body, or her heart at the moment. The one thing she was sure of was that she felt a part of her was missing ever since she and Raiden had that first lunch together. It was an element she didn’t think she’d ever have the courage to want again. As she retrieved her purse, she secretly prayed

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he would kiss her. Unsure of the boundaries set in his home, Hitomi would prefer he made the first move. “It’s getting late. I’d better get going,” Hitomi declared as she searched for her keys inside her purse. Great stalling tactic. Raiden stood watching her with a look of confusion. That was a good sign because she was feeling the same way. Was he afraid to ask her to stay or did he want her to leave? Kimi was upstairs fast asleep, but Hitomi didn’t know what the rules were. The one thing she was certain of was she wanted to be with Raiden. She really wanted to stay. She wanted more time with him. The need to be with him was overwhelming. She never knew she was capable of feeling this way about another person. “Okay. I’m glad you came over for dinner. And seeing how much fun Kimi had with you, I’m sure it’s safe to say she was glad you came as well.” Hitomi held her purse in one hand, and her keys in the other. This way she wouldn’t do anything stupid with her hands. She reluctantly walked toward the door with Raiden behind her. “Thanks for inviting me. I had a great time.” She stopped a few steps from the door and turned to look Raiden in the eyes. “Thank you for allowing me to watch you to tuck Kimi in. It really meant a lot to me.” A small smile tugged at her lips. “Anytime Hitomi. You’re always welcomed here.” She turned and reached for the doorknob. “Hi…” Hearing her nickname, she’d barely turned back around before Raiden gently cupped her face and kissed her. It was slow, deep, and passionate. Hitomi continued to stare at him as if she wanted to say something but didn’t. She was lost and felt as if she were about to make a fool of herself. Raiden broke eye contact first as he reluctantly reached around her for the doorknob. “I’m sorry. I did not mean to rush you. I know you have boundaries.” He shook his head and opened the door. Hitomi closed the door, never taking her eyes off of him. She dropped her keys and purse and slowly eased her hands up his chest,

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smiling as his muscles flexed, over his shoulders, and around his neck, pulling him to her until their foreheads touched. “Kiss me again.” Hitomi had been craving Raiden ever since the first time she spent the night with him at his apartment. After that sizzling kiss he had laid on her, Hitomi felt as if her mind were battling her heart and body. Her mind reminded her of the deal she made with herself not to get involved with anyone ever again. Her body, well her body wanted, no, needed to be touched. Her heart…well it wanted Raiden. She agreed with her heart. She was screwed. Once again, he cupped her cheeks, but this time it would be to hold her steady. Unbeknownst to Hitomi, she’d just invited him to devour her mouth. This time, he lightly traced her lips with his tongue. She moaned with pleasure. He smiled and then sucked her bottom lip. When he pulled back she saw the raw hunger in his eyes. Leaning in, he brushed his lips against hers. She parted her lips and sucked his tongue into her mouth. Raiden let out a low growl. This time, Hitomi smiled, never breaking their kiss. Raiden walked her backward until her back pressed against the door. She was grateful because she didn’t know how long her legs would work if he kept kissing her. Reluctantly, he broke their kiss. They were both out of breath. “I don’t want to stop, Hi.” His breathing was shallow as he rubbed the pad of his thumb across her lips. Hitomi could only stare. She knew the hunger and need for Raiden shone in her eyes. Nodding her head yes would suffice. Picking up her purse and keys off the floor, Raiden placed them on the small table near the front door. He grabbed Hitomi’s hand and headed down the hall to his study. It seemed like a long time since the

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last time they had made love, and she could not wait a moment longer. **** “Take your clothes off.” Bolting the door, Raiden dimmed the small lamp that sat on a side table. Only the two of them were in the study, but he looked up anyway in Hitomi’s direction. The voice, raspy and sensuous, didn’t sound like her. Yet he silently complied as he curved his lips with approval. The way she watched him undress made him so hard it hurt. Once naked, he started to walk toward Hitomi, only to be halted by her outstretched hand. “Stop,” she whispered as she pushed him back against the door. “You promise not to move?” she asked teasingly. His little minx was seducing the hell out of him, and he loved every minute of it. “I promise,” he answered as his eyes burned with desire. Making love to her again was all he could think about. He did have rules in his house, but Hitomi was his woman whether she realized it or not. He would make love to her whether Kimi was home or not. At the moment she stared at him with so much desire in her eyes that he would follow her lead no matter what it was. He loved that Hitomi was giving him orders. It made his dick harder. Now if he could manage to control himself and not devour the luscious woman standing in front of him. She was smiling at him as if she were calculating the wicked things she wanted to act out. When she pulled her shirt over her head and tossed it to the floor, Raiden thought his legs would give out. She wore a skimpy black bra and it was held together with a simple pink bow. He knew that if he pulled on that bow her soft breasts would tumble forward. The thought alone made him growl deep in his throat. Willpower. He had never heard of it.

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“Damn, you look good enough to eat,” Raiden moaned through gritted teeth. Giving him a sexy smile, she kicked her sandals off and slowly pulled her jeans down and tossed them to the side. The matching black panties were held together on her hips with matching pink bows. One tug and her wet, glistening pussy would be bare and in full view, but not yet. When she stood up, giving him a moment to drink in the sight of her, Raiden could barely compose himself. “Double damn!” He began walking toward her. Hitomi gave him a tsking sound of disapproval, and Raiden reluctantly went and stood back against the door. Craving this woman was an understatement as pre-cum dripped from his hard, swollen cock. Seduction. A naughty, knowing look was on Hitomi’s face as she slowly made her way to stand in front of Raiden. “Do you realize how sexy you are? How much you excite every part of me? I have to constantly control the need to touch you,” she murmured as she kissed and nibbled his earlobes. The touch of her tongue on his lips halted any response he was going to voice. Instead, Raiden could only produce moans of passion and desire. He wanted this woman, but the rules were for him not to move. I’m going to come if she doesn’t hurry up. Her lips were soft and tasted of strawberries as she slowly and passionately kissed Raiden. He wanted to touch her. He knew she had to be soaking wet. Hell, he was on the verge of coming. Raiden was feeling proud. He wanted to stand a little taller because he knew this was all for him. As she took the kiss deeper, she found his nipples and began touching and teasing them. Raiden moaned and thrust his hips at her. “Baby, you’re killing me. Please let me touch you.” “Not yet.” She trailed her tongue down his chest and licked at his nipples as both hands clasped his hard pre-cum-soaked cock.

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Melting from her touch, Raiden stayed glued to the door, afraid he would explode at any moment. “Please, Hi.” A small, sneaky giggle floated up from Hitomi as she went to her knees. Her hands caressed his thighs as her tongue darted out to taste the liquid on the tip of his hard, swollen cock. Looking up at him with a naughty smile, she said, “Mmmm…just a little more, baby, and I will let you move.” “You’re gonna get it, Hi.” Her tongue stroked the underside of his cock while her thumbs caressed his balls. “Wha…What is it…Pay– Payback…” He was dizzy with lust. He wanted to slam into her, making her scream his name. Apparently, Hitomi unleashed just a touch of talent she had hidden. Using one hand to cup his balls, she held his cock in the other one. She swirled her tongue around his cock before she took him into her mouth and caressed his balls again. Guttural moans came from Raiden. When she looked up at him, he knew his eyes were so dark with desire, and from the way her eyes widened, it frightened and excited her at the same time. He gave her a weak nod in warning. He was going to fuck her good when he got his hands on her. Instinctively, Raiden thrust his hips at her, encouraging her to continue torturing him with her mouth. Grabbing hold of his thighs, she began taking him into her mouth until the tip of his cock touched her throat at a slow pace. She kept her pace painstakingly slow and steady. She had him so primed and ready, he could erupt at any moment. She was testing his patience. He was trying his best to obey her rules of not touching. His willpower was crumbling. **** The anticipation of what he was going to do to her had her so wet her own juices had soaked her panties and slowly started to flow down her legs. Continuing her slow pace, she heard Raiden growl. Her chopsticks were pulled out of her hair, his hands tangled in her

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hair as he began to fuck her face. “Dammit! I’m not coming this way. Not tonight.” He pulled her to her feet. “Damn, you are sexy woman!” One firm tug at the ribbon on her bra and those plump breasts were in full view for Raiden to suckle. “Mmmm baby, you are delicious.” He nipped and teased each breast while his hands quickly worked on the ribbons on her hips. “Hot damn, Hi, you are soaking wet. I have to taste you.” “No. I need you now, baby. Please.” Begging Raiden was turning Hitomi on. “You’re the boss, sweetheart.” Moaning deep, he took her by the hand and went to sit in his oversized armchair. Once seated, he pulled Hitomi by the waist as she threw her legs over the side of the armrests and settled on top of him. She could tell her move had startled and excited him. Hitomi was coming out of her sexual shell. Holding his gaze, she lifted herself up and took hold of his cock as she lowered herself onto him. For a few long moments, they simply looked into each other’s eyes. Raiden’s burning gaze made Hitomi feel as if he could see deep into her soul, aware of her needs and desires. Being with him made her complete. An uncontrollable sigh floated in the room when their lips touched. The kiss became sensuous and extremely passionate. Raiden’s hands caressed all of Hitomi’s body as he began undulated movements of his hips. Her hands tangled in his hair as she whimpered. The need for him overwhelmed her. A lightning bolt laced with craving and hunger must have struck them both. The kiss eased, and Raiden lowered his head and sucked in a nipple. Pressing his hand to her back, he brought her body closer to him. As if reading his mind, she said, “Hold my waist tight, Raiden.” He did as instructed, never questioning. She slowly leaned back and braced her hands on his forearms, opening herself up completely and extremely exposed to his strengthening thrusts. Each savage thrust

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caused every one of her nerve endings to burn with the need to have more of him, deeper, harder. He held her firmly and thrust hard, grinding inside of her. “Damn I can’t get enough…” He craved to have this connection with her. “I’m losing myself in you, Hi.” She moaned with pleasure. “Oh baby, more please.” With a shaky voice, she spoke. “More.” Two strong thrusts into her pushed her. “Pull me up.” Sitting upright, she continued the strong, steady, hard, deep thrusts. “More,” she whispered. “You feel so good inside of me.” Moving faster, Raiden slid his thumb down to tease her clit. “Come, baby.” She moved her hips, meeting his thrusts as she bucked her hips toward his thumb in need. Her nails dug into his shoulders as he sped up his movements and gave firmer strokes to her clit. “I–I…” When her first orgasm hit, it was brutal. She was glad Raiden muffled her screams of passion by covering her mouth with his. The multiple orgasms left her winded as she felt Raiden blasting his seed into her. It seemed like she rode those waves for days. Her movements eased and she laid her head on Raiden’s shoulder. Still inside of her, pressing their hearts closer together, he said, “I love you.” Her body stiffened, losing the ability to breathe, and slowly tears ran down his chest and arm.

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Chapter 9 Walking into the ballet studio brought back fond memories for Hitomi. The high-gloss wood floors, walls lined with mirrors, and the wooden bars all sent her back in time. Hitomi and her sister Miki had a short stint as ballerinas. They joined every activity and sport available; they drove their parents crazy. Sticking to an activity was a different story altogether. The girls usually made it through three or four sessions before losing interest. Miki usually followed whatever Hitomi did when they were young. Hitomi simply had a strong curiosity and thirst for knowledge, wanting to know how to perform said activity, not necessarily sticking to it. There wasn’t a sport out there that she didn’t know how to play. Watching Kimi stretching, Hitomi could only smile at how cute she looked in her black leotard, cream tights, black and cream striped legwarmers, and black ballet shoes. Her hair was in a bun, and she was sporting a small tiara around it. Hell, this little girl didn’t mess around. Oh no she didn’t. Hitomi did a double take. Kimi had on glittered lip gloss. My kinda girl. Hitomi couldn’t help but admire this eightyear-old girl. Sure, Kimi had energy to burn and interests galore, but no matter what she was participating in, she went for it with a passion. **** Standing at the back of the ballet studio, yet to be noticed, Raiden loved watching his daughter practice. Sure, he complained as he would load up the checkout counter with legwarmers and leotards in

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every pattern and color, but he knew how his daughter was. She didn’t ask for these things to get attention or act like a spoiled brat. Kimi was simply focused, serious, and wanted the full getup for practice. He watched how Hitomi and Kimi silently talked to each other during practice. Aside from the obvious racial differences, a stranger watching the two of them would think they were mother and daughter. Hitomi sat front row in the chairs placed off to the side for the parents. He noticed that whenever the instructor complimented or corrected Kimi on toe position or other moves, she always looked at Hitomi for approval. Hitomi would give Kimi a small thumbs-up and a smile when a compliment was given. And she would do a “chin up” move and mouth “It’s okay” and still smile at her when she was corrected. I’m in love with her. I can’t believe I told her. He thought about how easy it was to invite Hitomi into his and Kimi’s circle. The few women he had gone out with had never been around his daughter. And the only other people he’d trusted her with were the Lacoste family. Although he hadn’t seen Hitomi since college, Raiden didn’t have any qualms about her being with Kimi. It amazed him how fast and easy his daughter took to Hitomi. The night after his business meeting with Hitomi, he had spoken to Kimi about her. The first words out of her mouth were “She’s coming to my soccer game, right?” There was something about this woman that had his heart kicking into overdrive every time he was around her. There were two things that tugged at him about last night after dinner. One: Although he did not expect it, she did not say, “I love you.” Two: They did not use a condom. Not that he wouldn’t mind having more children with Hitomi. It would be good to actually have the conversation before anything like that happened. ****

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Feeling eyes on her, Hitomi turned toward the back of the room and caught sight of Raiden staring at her. She could not contain the huge grin that slid across her face when she saw him. She motioned for him to come up there with her. She had saved him a seat. Raiden quietly took the seat beside her. He put his arm around her chair and caressed her arm with his thumb. He waved excitedly with his right hand when Kimi caught sight of him. “You didn’t tell me how talented Kimi was.” He shrugged. “What can I say? She takes after her dad.” Hitomi elbowed him in the side. They both muffled their laughter. He was a proud dad indeed. Practice ended and they waited while Kimi gathered her things. He leaned over and whispered in Hitomi’s ear, “I missed eating lunch with you today.” “I missed eating lunch with you, too.” What’s wrong with me? Why am I afraid to admit aloud that I love Raiden? I’m positive he’s expecting me to reciprocate the words he shared last night. He has not mentioned it yet but I’m sure he will. Having him in my life has made me feel complete, and meeting and falling for sweet little Kimi was an unexpected bonus. Having both of them in my life is what I’ve been missing. She was comfortable with Raiden. It felt as if they had never lost touch. He gently squeezed her into him. “I like the way you think, Hi. I missed you more.” He inhaled deeply and groaned softly in her ear. “I love being in your company, Hi. Do you think you could handle seeing me more than once a day?” Hitomi placed her hand on his knee and looked into his eyes, studying them. As if in doubt. “I’d love that, Raiden.” She knew she had to be blushing. She felt the burn of her cheeks and didn’t care. They did not have time to discuss anything further. Ballet classes had ended and the children began gathering their things. At the last minute she realized Kimi was running straight toward them.

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Or rather toward Hitomi. “Okay. Should I be jealous?” Raiden teased. “Hitomi, did you see me? How did I do?” Kimi asked as they stood to greet her. Hitomi winked at Raiden and then answered Kimi. “You were great, my little Kimi. Just try and make sure when she corrects you, you try and remember so that it won’t happen again.” She cupped her chin and gave her a loud smack of a kiss on her head. Hitomi couldn’t understand why Kimi was so silent. Did I say that in a harsh way? She looked from Kimi to Raiden. She was lost to what was going on. Did she miss something? “What?” She directed at Raiden. “It’s just…” “My mommy used to call me ‘my little Kimi,’” she said, smiling at Hitomi. Hitomi smiled weakly at Kimi and looked to Raiden with the “Oh” look. She could tell he was fumbling to find the right words. Before Raiden could speak, she looked back to Kimi and apologized. “It’s okay. I like when you say it, too.” She gave Hitomi a reassuring hug. “Are you sure, Kimi? I don’t want to use the special name your mommy called you…” “I was special to Mommy. I’m special to you.” Being a typical child, she changed the subject without blinking. She finally acknowledged her dad. “I’m hungry. Come on, Hitomi. Let’s go.” She started toward the exit. Hitomi and Raiden exchanged comical looks. Raiden shrugged his shoulders in complete amusement. Hitomi was astonished at how mature Kimi was. “Well hell, I guess that conversation is resolved and over? I can see now I won’t win too many arguments with her.” Raiden let out a deep, hearty laugh. “Nope. Welcome to my world.” ****

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“Are you the one who keeps bringing me here?” Hitomi’s voice trembled as she braced a palm on the big oak tree that faced the playground. Her knees felt as if they would give out at any moment. As the woman walked toward her, it seemed the blinding rays of the sun blocked the view of the woman’s face. “It is you that brings you here, Hitomi. I am only your guide,” the woman answered. “Guide? Guide for what? Am I dead? Is this a dream? I don’t understand.” No matter what angle Hitomi cocked her head, she couldn’t get a clear view of the woman’s face. And she was only inches away from her. “I will share what I’m allowed to. Some things you will have to figure out on your own. But you need to listen carefully. Okay?” Hitomi nodded as the woman continued. “Take a good look around. What do you see?” Hitomi did a slow three-sixty. All she saw was lush green grass and no one else around for miles. “We are in a park. Children are playing on the playground, but we seemed to be the only adults around.” Locking eyes with the woman. “I don’t understand.” “Besides you and me, what do you see?” “Children?” “Exactly.” Afraid of where the woman was going with this conversation, she said, “It still doesn’t answer my question of why I am here.” “I have been coming to you for three years, Hitomi. It is time.” “Time for what?” “What you want most. You have everything within your grasp. It’s time.”When Hitomi looked down, her belly protruded and there was movement. Words wouldn’t come forth. Her hands slowly caressed the wonder that lay beneath. Hitomi’s head snapped back up to the woman with tears in her eyes. Her questioning look lingered.

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“Why now?” she whispered, finally starting to understand what this was about but not hoping for it at the same time. “It was not time before. Now it is.” “I’m afraid.” Her voice was so low she barely recognized it. “I was not sent here for that. For three years I have waited for you to speak to me, but you never did. I had so much to share with you. Most of that is no longer necessary because now you are on the correct path. And now it is time.” “Can’t…not again. I’m not strong enough.” “You have to trust in yourself, Hitomi.” “I can’t…I can’t…” Tears poured from her face as the baby inside her continued to move and kick. **** Hitomi woke up crying as usual and shaking. “I will never let that happen to me again,” she muttered as she rose from the bed and went through her morning routine, intent on pushing the dream from her memory.

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Chapter 10 For six years, it had broken Natalia’s heart to watch Hitomi intentionally shut her emotional side down. Natalia knew better than anyone that there was nothing wrong with working hard to get your business going and growing strong, building up its reputation. But Hitomi would refuse to go anywhere that may look like she was interested in being flirted with like clubs or social gatherings, even when her friends begged her countless times. And God forbid they try and fix her up. She wouldn’t talk to them for weeks at a time until she finally calmed down enough to get over it. That didn’t stop Duran, and Natalia was glad he did it. A couple of years after her divorce, it was brutally clear that she wanted to be alone. No matter how hard Natalia tried, she couldn’t convince Hitomi that she wasn’t cursed or defective. Any conversations in this category always landed on deaf ears. That’s why Natalia was amazed at how Raiden had captured her heart without realizing it. It was Duran and his sneaky plotting that put those two back together again. **** “That is the look of a secret shared between lovers. Tell me, Hi, is that the look of love?” Natalia asked as she stood in the doorway of Hitomi’s office. She had no idea how long she’d been standing there staring at her best friend with the look of love plastered all over her face. This was a sight she wouldn’t get tired of seeing on Hitomi.

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I’ll be damned. Hitomi is in love and doesn’t even know it…or she’s too stubborn to admit it. I guess she is willing to let Raiden into her heart, but how far will she allow it to go? Please don’t let her screw this up. I haven’t seen her this happy in a very long time. And she adores Kimi as if she’s her own. When Natalia called earlier that morning, Heather had informed her that Hitomi’s standing lunch date, Raiden, had a last-minute meeting and Hitomi would be free for lunch. Natalia decided to bring lunch with her. Looking up with surprise like her hand had been caught in the cookie jar, Hitomi quickly closed the card and laid in down in front of her. “Hey Nat, how long have you been standing there?” Hitomi asked. “Oh, long enough to recognize that look. What was that you were reading?” She pointed to the small card on her desk. She didn’t miss the way Hitomi’s face flushed when she looked down at the card. “Raiden.” She sighed, lost in thought. “I mean, the card is from Raiden. About a week after our first meeting, he started this. Once a week there’s a card waiting for me somewhere. I never know where it’s going to turn up. He’s a great man,” she said as she motioned to her sitting area. “Sometimes I pull the cards out and reread them.” Natalia didn’t miss the quick flash of doubt flashed across Hitomi’s face. “Thanks for bringing lunch, but I didn’t know you were coming.” “Heather gave me a heads up. Thought we’d hang out for a bit. I don’t have to see patients for another three hours, so thought I would take advantage of your empty time slot.” Hitomi gave her a knowing look but said nothing. Natalia wanted to talk about her relationship with Raiden. Her friend was finally happy and she hoped she stayed that way. They talked and giggled over lunch. Hitomi told her about her impending weekend with Kimi. She knew it was a huge responsibility and took an extreme amount of trust from Raiden to allow Hitomi and Kimi to spend some of the

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weekend alone. They had been seeing each other for over three months, and Natalia was glad Raiden had that much faith in Hitomi to keep his daughter safe. He had asked her to pick Kimi up and take her to ballet practice, and he would return tomorrow night. She couldn’t believe how quickly she fell head over heels in love with Kimi. That little girl had spunk and a fear of nothing. She had been trying to contain her excitement about being with Kimi. Whenever Hitomi spoke of Kimi, she could see the longing in her friend’s eyes. She could hear it in her voice as well. Natalia knew that Hitomi had given up on having children years ago. She hoped her friend would change her mind. Getting serious, Natalia said, “Can I ask you a question?” “Sure,” she answered as they cleaned up their lunch trash. “Are you in love with him?” Hitomi looked at her but didn’t answer. “Hi, we’ve always been straight up with each other.” After waiting again without a response, she shook her head. I should have known it was too good to be true. She is going to deny herself true happiness. “Never mind.” “You know what, sweetie.” She paused to look at her watch. “I need to get going.” She gave Hitomi a long, solemn stare. “I’m going to say something that may end our friendship, but you know what…I don’t care.” She waved her hand to stop Hitomi from commenting. “No. You will listen whether you want to or not. All of us, me, your family, and friends have sidestepped this topic for far too long.” She tried to control her emotions but couldn’t. “Dammit, Hi! You love him. You sure as hell love Kimi. Hell, a blind man can see this. This man loves you and makes you smile. Only you refuse to acknowledge any of this, which means you haven’t told him either. I want you be happy. I love you, and I can’t take seeing you intentionally choosing to be alone and damn near miserable.” Taking a moment to catch her breath, she started for the door. She jerked to a stop and turned as if someone had pulled her. “Hitomi Marceline Narcisse, if you fuck this up...If you can’t admit you are in love with this man, I’m going to

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personally kick your ass!” She produced a weak smile. “Call me next week,” she whispered while wiping the tears that were coming down her face. Natalia quietly opened and closed the door behind her. **** Hitomi had stood dumbfounded. She had been at a loss for words. She couldn’t answer Natalia. She was afraid of what that would mean. Could she handle the weight of that type of commitment again? Frozen in place, Hitomi quietly nodded as the tears flowed like a river down her own face. She knew Natalia was right. Hitomi was head over heels in love with Raiden. But was she brave enough to tell him? When Natalia had asked her if she was in love with him it had stopped Hitomi in her tracks. She hadn’t wanted to acknowledge it, and now Nat had asked it. Which meant it would only be a matter of time before he would ask the same question, even though he had already professed his love for her. She had yet to tell him one way or the other about her feelings. Shit! Hitomi was so lost in thought about what Natalia had said to her that she did not hear her office phone ringing. Eventually, Heather came in and snapped her out of her trance long enough to inform her that Raiden was holding for her. “Hey sweetie, how are you? I missed you. I’m sorry about canceling lunch.” “I miss you, too, Raiden. Don’t worry about it, Natalia stopped by and kept me company.” “That’s good to know. I was wondering, if it’s not too last-minute for you, I wanted to take you out on an adult date before I leave tomorrow. Cage is going to take care of Kimi tonight and get her off to school, and I’ve informed the principal and her teacher that you

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will be picking her up. So what do you say? Feel like dressing up and going out to dinner with me?” “I can never say no to you. I will find something that will knock your socks off, Raiden.” “Damn, Hi, I can’t have a hard-on at my desk. No more talk. I will pick you up at seven.” “I will be ready. See you soon, sweetie.” “Bye, gorgeous.” Hitomi still had a few hours to burn before calling the workday to an end. She had been digging deep into Raiden’s financial records for any obvious discrepancies but did not find any. She knew that would be too easy. Companies sought her out for tasks of this magnitude for several reasons. Hitomi was nothing if not discreet. And she had a knack for finding things. It would sometimes take her several times and different avenues, but she always found what she was looking for. It was two months into her search, and she had found one of the discrepancies. Digging deeper, she thought she was on the verge of finding something else—possibly a connection to the other. A little bit more time and she knew she’d find it. Coming to a good stopping point, Hitomi finally called the day to an end. **** At the request of both Raiden and Kimi, Hitomi became a permanent fixture at every activity Kimi participated in. She was amazed at how Raiden let her set the pace in their…whatever they were. She still hadn’t opened up to him about her marriage since it was a touchy topic she still was not prepared to share. She liked the fact that he asked nothing of her. They hadn’t made any verbal promises of commitment to each other, yet they were always with each other whenever possible. Like he had already done to her, she wanted so bad to confess her love for him. Try harder.

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Hitomi was very appreciative that like tonight and many other occasions, Uncle Cage would swoop in and take Kimi on some sort of outing in order for Raiden and Hi to have some adult time. Sometimes Kimi would be gone a few hours and sometimes one of the other Lacoste siblings would ask if Kimi could spend the night at their house with their children. Hitomi didn’t realize how much they were missing out on until their first time without Kimi. Raiden didn’t ask where she wanted to go nor had she suggested anything. The excitement of going out together had her head in the clouds. Hitomi had gone through a dozen outfits before she finally decided on one. “Tonight I’m wearing grown-up clothes. I’m going to make him pant when he sees me.” She smiled, satisfied with her decision. No matter what she wore around Raiden, he always made her feel beautiful, but tonight, she wanted him to come in his pants at the sight of her. She showered, sprayed on her favorite perfume, put her make-his-mouth-hit-the-floor dress, and wore her hair in a sleek, straight ponytail that fell between her shoulder blades. Sliding into a pair of strappy stilettos for extra height, her ensemble was complete. Taking one last glance at herself in her full-length mirror, she was pleased with the results. The doorbell rang as she put on her tinted lip gloss. **** Raiden had brought pink roses with him tonight. He knew it was her favorite color. That was one of the several reasons he thought she was unique. Hitomi wasn’t into red roses, regardless of the said meaning. Back in college, her friends used to laugh at the guys who showed up for their date with a red rose. Her friends always knew that would be the first and last they’d see of him. If you wanted her attention, you bought pink flowers. Those ranked number one on her list than any other color.

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He was excited about being on his first after-dark date with Hitomi sans Kimi and thankful for having Cage as his best friend. Whenever he took Hitomi and Kimi, better known as “his girls,” out for a meal or cooked at home, they usually had food fights. Tonight was going to be special because he finally got to dress nice just for Hitomi. Pulling into the garage of Hitomi’s condo, Raiden felt a twinge of nervousness. Pinpointing the source of it was impossible because going to her condo had become second nature for him. Her condo was located just outside the city, and she had given him a passkey, alarm code, and a parking pass, just as he had given her a key to his home along with the access code for the security system. Finally coming to the conclusion that he was just excited about tonight’s date, Raiden had managed to calm his nerves in the elevator ride up. If only someone would have prepared him for what waited behind Hitomi’s door. When Hitomi opened the door, the soft scent of her perfume flowed out to greet his nose. Raiden loved her smell. After being around her all this time, it was second nature to be turned on by Hitomi and her scent. The flowers slipped from his hand and fell to the ground, mouth agape, eyes wide. Shock was a better description for what stood in front of him. Shock and extreme arousal. She wore a pink, silk halter dress with a plunging neckline that clung to every curve, stopped way above the knee with an embroidered-band empire waist and heels that screamed “fuck me.” Which he intended to do later. Damn! I’m in trouble tonight. Why did she have to wear that sexyass dress? Great, now I have a hard-on. She is on fire! Or is that my dick? Hitomi stood there laughing hard at Raiden’s face. “Close your mouth, babe. I take it you like?” She did a small twirl for him. She had become a pro at teasing him. Raiden tried to calm himself, trying to make his cock go down without much success. He

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knew if his reaction to her was like this, he could only imagine other men drooling at the sight her and staring without shame. Giving her a weak smile, he picked up the flowers and walked inside, shutting the door behind him. Without saying one word he went into her kitchen to get a vase to put the flowers in, trying to give himself time to calm his rock-hard cock as well as his temper. After taking care of the flowers, he turned his attention back to the living room where Hitomi still stood silently waiting for him. Standing in the entranceway to the living room, he did take satisfaction in knowing that Hitomi was a beautiful woman and she would be on his arm tonight. That still wouldn’t stop men from staring at his woman. Locking eyes with her, he closed the distance between them, pulled her close to him, and looked down at her. “Please tell me you have a coat?” he said in a strained voice. Hitomi looked dumbfounded. “No. It has a small shawl. Why?” Brows furrowed and a look of disbelief on his face, Raiden couldn’t believe Hitomi did not know how downright sexy she looked. “Sweetie, you look fucking fantastic in that dress.” She smiled, ready to respond, but he held up his index finger. “Oh, I’m not finished. You look hot, which means not only can’t I get my dick to go down, I’m likely to kick someone’s ass for staring at you a little longer than necessary.” When she donned a sly grin he was relieved that she liked his possessiveness and point-blank terms. She pouted. “I didn’t mean to get you upset. I just thought it would be nice to get to wear something flirty and sexy for you. A little more R-rated than our usual G-rated outings.” He was putty in her hands once she pushed that bottom lip out. No words were needed. Raiden traced her bottom lip with the pad of his thumb then she parted her lips, tickling his thumb with her tongue before she sucked it into her mouth. They both moaned in pure satisfaction. Raiden slowly freed his thumb and bent to kiss her passionately. It was arousing, soft, and sensual.

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Hitomi finally eased their kiss but didn’t pull out of his embrace. “Raiden, I wore this dress only for you. I don’t care who’s looking at me as long as I have your undivided attention tonight. That’s all that matters to me.” She brushed her lips against his and then continued, “Thank you for the flowers. They are beautiful.” Reaching out and caressing her cheek, he was amazed at how she made him feel. It was official. She belonged to Raiden. Hitomi was stuck with him. “Oh, you definitely have my attention, Hitomi. You’re welcome, sweetie. We better get going.” Walking toward the door he yelled a command over his shoulder. “Don’t forget that damn shawl!” She’s going to make me come in my pants before the night is over. Hitomi paused to look up at Raiden. “Did I tell you how good you look tonight?” Rising up on her tiptoes, she swiped his lips with the tip of her tongue. Without waiting for a response, she continued, “We make a damn hot couple.” She smacked his ass, walked out the door, and tried to contain her laughter. He noticed that since being around him, she was starting to feel comfortable in her skin. He thought she seemed free and that she liked it. Raiden was at a loss for words. Instead he gave a deep, hearty laugh. But her statement did give him cause to pause. He wanted her underneath him tonight. He didn’t know how much longer he could contain himself. Making it through dinner without ripping that thin cloth of a dress in half was going to be a damn near impossible task.

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Chapter 11 Hitomi shook her head and giggled. She couldn’t believe the jealous streak he had. It was kind of sexy. Then again she couldn’t believe how sexy Raiden looked as he held the door open for her. He had let his hair grow out more. It was long, just grazing his collar and swept behind his earlobes. It was slicked back tonight, making those light brown eyes gleam. He donned a cream cashmere Henley shirt that was taut against his broad shoulders and muscular chest and black slacks that proved he was best friends with the gym. He had a damned hot ass and thighs she couldn’t wait to touch. Whoa, sister! Where did that come from? Oh hell, who am I kidding. I want this man. No, I need him…bad. I love this man. Walking to the door, the scent of Raiden tickled her nose. Issey Miyake—her favorite. That cologne turned her on when he wore it. When they reached the garage of Hitomi’s condo, she laughed when she saw Raiden’s car in her extra parking space. “What happened to your SUV? You know…your daddy-mobile.” She was laughing so hard she couldn’t help but tease him. It was an absolute rare occasion to see him driving anything but his dependable SUV. She knew his silver two-seater Aston Martin was his baby. Kimi always had lots of gear with her and there was no way he would drive her around in it. Raiden had to admit that comment was too damn funny. Joining in the laughter, he opened the door for her. “My baby needed to breathe, so I thought tonight was the perfect opportunity. Adult night requires an adult vehicle. And, Hitomi.” He tweaked both of her perky, erect nipples. “Tonight I’m not daddy.” He shut her door and walked

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around to his side with a sly smile on his face. She could see that he wanted her and couldn’t think about anything else. “I know we didn’t actually agree on a place in particular to go to for dinner and I hope you don’t get upset with me.” He glanced in her direction only to see her listening and looking at him intently. “I thought we’d go to Soledad’s on the River. They have dinner and dancing all in the same place. What do you think?” Placing her hand on his thigh to reassure him it was okay, Hitomi was actually pleased at his choice. She had heard of the restaurant in question. It was a little out of the way, but it didn’t matter, as long as she was with him. “I’ve never been there. Don’t you need a reservation? How’s the food?” He laid his hand on top of hers and threaded his fingers through them. “It’s great. You’ll love it. And for us, no reservation necessary. No more questions. Let me spoil you, okay? Just enjoy your night out, Hitomi.” A short ride later, they came to a stop in front of the valet stand at Soledad’s on the River. Raiden walked around to the other side of the vehicle as one of the valets opened Hitomi’s door. Raiden shook his hand and gave him a tip. He put his arm out for her to take, and they walked into the restaurant. To her astonishment, they walked by loads of people waiting for tables and straight to the hostess. When the hostess looked up, she had a warm smile on her face. She was tall, slender woman in her late twenties. Her hair was cut in a Cleopatra style, no makeup necessary, dark-chocolate complexion with lovely dark brown eyes to match. She also wore the hell out of a red spaghetti-strap pencil dress. As sweet and innocent as she looked, she didn’t take any flack from the customers waiting to be seated. There was a little rustling behind Raiden and Hitomi when they walked up to the hostess, but when she looked up from her podium at the waiting customers, she gave them a look that said don’t-screwwith-me-or-you-will-never-get-a-table. That shut them up fast.

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The hostess looked from Raiden to Hitomi and back to Raiden, never breaking her smile. “Mr. Saga, it’s been a while. How are you?” After they exchanged pleasantries, she looked to Hitomi and greeted her as well. “Beautiful dress. My name is Camille, and you must be Ms. Narcisse.” It was not a question. Hitomi was flattered and a bit stunned. But Camille continued. “Don’t be surprised. Mr. Lacoste informed me that you two would be coming. He told me to be on the lookout for a beautiful black woman with gray eyes, and dragging behind her would be a somber Japanese man.” Hitomi couldn’t contain her laughter. Raiden shook his head and smiled. “That sounds like him.” “I have your table ready for you. Follow me please.” Camille motioned as she headed into the dining room. Hitomi looked at Raiden with amusement. She was impressed at the hostess for not only acknowledging her but complimenting her as well. The hostesses she ran across usually flirted with the man, totally ignoring the fact that he may be with someone. She liked this hostess. When they walked into the dining area, Hitomi saw it was shaped like a U. The dance floor and small stage were in the front and center of the U-shaped restaurant on the left as she walked in. The lighting on the dance floor was darker than at the tables. Tables and booths lined the inner and outer portion of the U formation. As her eyes hit the curve of the U, there was a slight angle, making the center of the U sit higher up than the rest, also giving the restaurant two levels instead of one. Once they were seated, she couldn’t help but be amazed at the view of the river. They had the perfect table. So, of course, curiosity was killing her. “Raiden, who owns this place? And why would Cage call ahead for us? How did he get us the perfect table at such short notice?” She looked at her menu while she waited for him to answer. “One of his sisters owns the restaurant. She’s also the head chef.” He never looked up from his menu as he answered her.

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“This is absolutely beautiful. But I have a question. I didn’t know hostesses got paid so much that they can afford a three-thousanddollar dress.” That got his attention. His head snapped up. “Are you kidding me? That’s how much that thing was?” He shook his head in amazement. Then it hit him. “Wait a minute, how would you know?” Hitomi cocked her head and smirked as she looked at him. “I own one, silly. ‘Special occasion dress.’” She made air quotes. “But you didn’t answer my question.” “Soledad is Cage’s sister and owns the restaurant. She knows what looks good. She knows her restaurant is upscale and having her hostess dress just as exquisite as the food she serves keeps her clientele coming back. Her hostess, Camille, sets the unspoken dress code here. Plus, one of their other siblings is a buyer for one of the major department stores. Soledad likes to give her clientele a run for their money when they see Camille. I guess some women refuse to let the hostess outdress them.” He smiled at that thought. “Too bad Camille and Soledad always win.” “Smart woman. I can agree with that. It does look beautiful, and I see the dance floor is already occupied. Thank you for bringing me here.” “You’re welcome. Let’s order. I’m starving.” After placing their order, Hitomi wasted no time getting him onto the dance floor. The band was excellent, and she couldn’t wait to be in Raiden’s arms. This was the first time they had danced together. She stood and extended her hand to him. “Would you dance with me?” “I’m sorry, sweetie. I was lost in thought.” He stood and escorted her to the dance floor. Walking hand in hand, Hitomi tried to push aside the thoughts that bombarded her. I know he’s not going to be all macho and a pain in the ass about things like that. It shouldn’t matter who asks first. Hell, I wanted to dance so I asked. Damn, can he even dance?

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There was a slow song playing when they hit the dance floor. Every time she was in his arms she felt weak in the knees. Being this close to Raiden was great, but keeping her hands on his shoulders was a difficult task. She could feel his erection on her stomach, and it was all she could do to keep from sliding her hand inside of his slacks and stroking him. Her restraint had weakened considerably by the time the band played a little salsa music. Is this band trying to drive me insane? Hell, Hitomi didn’t know Raiden had moves like this. He was moving his hips and spinning her all over the place. She thought she would lose it when he dipped her. Oh man! I’m going to have an orgasm right here. **** Raiden knew Hitomi was turned on, and he could only thank Soledad for the musical request. He caught her eye when she stepped out of the kitchen in search of him and Hitomi. Camille had alerted her to his arrival. He loved salsa music and winked at Soledad when she walked over to the band to request they play a little. He loved seeing Hitomi’s dress spinning in the air. It was sexy as hell, and he noticed other couples watching them with interest. He had a hard-on and didn’t care. He was caught up in Hitomi and the excitement that shone in her eyes. He dipped her at the ending of the song, which to his surprise brought a few rounds of applause from onlookers. When he brought her slowly back up, they were face-to-face, staring at each other intently. Just the heat of her breath near his mouth was exciting. Holding her by the waist with one hand, he brought her head toward him with the other and gave her a quick but gentle kiss. After their dinner, they danced again. This time Raiden let his hands roam. As they danced to a slow song, he caressed her naked back, which in turn caused her to squirm against him.

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Hitomi was on fire for him and he knew it. He could feel the heat of her pussy scorching the fabric of his slacks. As usual, he could see the raw passion in her gaze as they locked eyes on the dance floor. If he ever had a doubt, all he had to do was look into her eyes. Even if she wouldn’t reassure him verbally, the way she felt about him could clearly be seen in her eyes. He would swear that as he stood on the dance floor, his dick had gotten bigger, heavier. The urge to bury himself balls deep inside of her was astounding. He managed to pull her closer to him, if it was even possible. They danced slow and close, stealing kisses from each other. He gently trailed his tongue down the side of her neck, and then kissed in the opposite direction. He whispered sweet compliments in her ear as he slowly rubbed his cock against her. He knew the teasing was torture for the both of them, but it was fun watching Hitomi battle to keep from having an orgasm while dancing. As they danced, she wrapped her arms tighter around his neck and whispered into Raiden’s ear, “I need you, Raiden.” Raiden’s body tensed for a moment as he digested her confession, then pulled back from her to stare down into her eyes, still swaying from side to side. He wanted to make sure he understood her meaning. “There’s nothing I want more than to make love to you tonight. Are you sure, Hitomi?” He could see the fire in her gray eyes. The amber color that surrounded them seemed brighter. Her excitement fueled it further. She nodded her head, never breaking eye contact with him. “I need you to make love to me tonight. Is that clear enough for you?” She reached up and gave him a deep and passionate kiss. Slowly pulling back and out of breath, she laid her head on his chest. Once the song ended, Raiden grabbed her by the hand and briskly walked her back to the table. “You shouldn’t have told me you wanted me to make love to you with us being so far from your condo. I’m going to drive like a bat out of hell.”

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Hitomi giggled as she caressed his hand. Every time they left the dance floor, she had to walk in front of him to conceal his erection. This time was no different. They were ready to leave. He paid the bill and waited for his car. Once again, he placed Hitomi in front of him to hide how excited she made him. It didn’t help that Hitomi took this moment to reach behind her and caress his cock while they waited. Raiden sucked in a breath and gave a low groan. “Sweetie, you are going to make me come in my pants.” She gave him a sneaky look over her shoulder as she lightly gripped his cock. “Say please, and I will stop.” He hissed, barely getting the words out. “Please, Hi.” She giggled but stopped. “You will pay for this when we get to your place, woman.” The car pulled up in front of them, and he smacked Hitomi’s ass. She squealed as she got in the car. As promised, he drove like a bat out of hell. Hitomi kept teasing him with kisses and touches, and he could barely contain himself. **** All hell broke loose when they climbed into the elevator to go back to her condo. As soon as the elevator doors closed, Raiden attacked Hitomi’s mouth. He was on her so fast she didn’t have time to react, just feel. Kissing her deep and rough, Raiden’s tongue teased hers as he pushed her against the wall and cupped her breast. Hitomi moaned against his mouth. Breaking their kiss, she was out of breath. “I’ve wanted your hands on me all night.” “Kiss” was all Raiden managed to get out. He responded by gently pinching her nipples. Hitomi moaned and pressed her hands against his chest. “Baby, we have to stop. We’re here.” Raiden pulled back just before the doors opened. They walked quickly and silently to her door. Once the door was closed and secured, Raiden turned on Hitomi.

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The look in his eyes was intense, crawling with hunger. He looked as if he would tear her apart, which of course gave her unexpected excitement. Everything was fine until he slowly stalked toward her, never saying a word. For every two steps he took toward her, she took one backward. Until she hit the wall. Shit! I love teasing him but shouldn’t I know my floor plan better than this? Raiden bent down and took her shoes off as he held her gaze. He caressed her legs as he started to stand. Slowly and gently he scratched his nails up her legs until he reached her panties, Her chest heaved in rapid succession as she moaned with great anticipation. Cream flooded her sheath, and lust burned in her eyes. His face was right in front of her panties, blocked only by her dress. The dress that she wore was so thin that she could feel the warm moisture of his breath. As if her panties couldn’t get any wetter, he lingered there for a moment longer, fingers at the edges of her soaked panties, before standing up. Hitomi’s breathing was shallow as her heart continued to race. She wanted him badly. Raiden took her hands and held them above her head with one hand as he caressed one of her nipples through her thin, silky dress, as it stiffened a bit more. He traced her lips with his tongue. In return, his body was set ablaze when Hitomi sucked his tongue into her mouth with a slight tug. She sucked his tongue slow and deep. Raiden moaned and pressed his body to hers, letting her hands fall to her side. Her hips thrust forward as he now caressed and teased both nipples. She reluctantly broke their kiss as he took a small step back. “Turn toward the wall, Hi.” Raiden’s look was serious, but he spoke with a soft but firm voice. Hitomi looked as if to question him. “Do you trust me as I trust you, Hi?” “Yes,” she whispered. Why wouldn’t I? “Do you think I will hurt you?”

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“No.” “Turn around, sweetie, please.” Hitomi turned to face the wall. She didn’t know what to expect, and that’s exactly what she wanted. Every time they made love, it always felt like an adventure. He took her by her hands and placed them back on the wall, spread out on the sides of her head, palms out. “Keep them there,” he whispered in her ear. At first, he stood as close as possible to her but never touching her body. Then he slowly traced her spine upward with his tongue until he reached her neck. He stopped, and Hitomi’s breathing quickened. “May I unfasten your dress, Hi?” Hitomi was nervous and turned on at the same time. This was new to her, and damn did she like it. She had to force the answer out. She mumbled, “Yes.” He unfastened it, and with no other restrictions holding it in place, the dress silently dropped to the floor and left her soaked pink silk thong exposed. He stood back with admiration. “Damn, Hi. You’re beautiful all over.” Sitting on his haunches, he caressed her body, starting with her ankles and working his way up, one calf, knee, and thigh at a time. He took his time, enjoying the way her silky skin felt against his hands. Pleased at the way she twitched at the feel of his hands on her body, he moaned in satisfaction as he made his way to her perfect little butt. “Your sweet scent is embedded in my memory, baby.” He nipped at each cheek before continuing his journey upwards. “Raiden, I won’t be able to take much more of this,” Hitomi whispered as she took shallow breaths. With one firm tug, Raiden ripped the flimsy silk thong from her body. Wrapping an arm around her waist, he pulled her back to press against his chest, and her hands remained on the wall for support. Hitomi angled her head to look at him so he could kiss her. He licked his lips before kissing her. The other hand made its way around to caress her breasts, threading each of her nipples between his index

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and middle finger. She could feel his hard cock and began to grind her butt against him. Hitomi moaned in his mouth.

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Chapter 12 With her butt clearly glued to his cock, he removed his hand from her waist and slid down to cup her pussy, loving the heat that pulsated from there. “Mmmm, you’re extremely wet. Is this for me, sweetie?” He knew the answer, but he wanted to hear it from her. “Yes, Raiden. It’s all for you. I’m yours, baby. Kiss me, please,” she begged as she tried to catch her breath. He did as requested. Gently, he stroked her nether lips as his thumb caressed her swollen nub. He pushed one finger inside of her, moving in and out of her at a slow and steady pace. Her slick, tight walls sucked at his finger. “Ahhh…that feels good, Raiden.” Raiden broke their kiss. “Hi, you’re always so tight, baby. You’re going to squeeze the life out of my cock.” “Good,” she said with a smile on her face, eyes closed. Raiden inserted a second finger, trying to spread her a little. He angled his fingers to press against the spot that drove her insane. Her moans were setting him on fire. “That’s right, baby, fuck my fingers. Do you like it, Hi? How does it feel?” “Yes, I like it. It feels so…” He had successfully ripped her train of thought apart when he pushed a third finger inside of her. Raiden loved how she responded to his tender caresses. Damn, that feels good! Raiden moved his arm back to her waist, wrapping it tighter around her. She was moving hard and fast on his fingers. He could feel her walls clenching and pulling at his fingers. But she wouldn’t let go. She was fighting her orgasm. “Don’t fight it,” he whispered in

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her ear. “Let go, baby. I promise I will make you come over and over tonight.” She moved faster, fucking his fingers harder. When she cupped her breasts and moaned louder, Raiden responded with a deep growl of his own. Her body was moist with sweat. She was watching him intently. Her lips were parted as she breathed heavily, but her eyes were pleading, filled with need. What did she need? Those magic words. “Come for me, baby. Come…come…come for me.” He gently bit her shoulder. That did it. The words, the biting, or both, sent her over the edge. Hitomi screamed out his name as she leaned on him for support as her orgasm slammed through her body. Raiden held her tightly with his arm to keep her from falling over. They stayed like that for a while until she started breathing normally again. Removing his fingers from her, he licked her juices from his hand. After picking up her dress off the floor, he scooped her up in his arms and made his way to her bedroom. **** Hitomi scooted back until she was in the middle of the bed, propped on her knees. She wanted to enjoy the enticing man that stood in front of her as he began to undress. There was no way she could ignore the bulge in his pants. Not staring was damn near impossible. He raked his fingers through his black hair nervously as he stared at her. It was amazing how she got turned on by some of his simplest gestures. Raiden removed his shirt, followed by his slacks. She could see he was already at attention, ready for her. Hitomi could never get enough of seeing him naked, and watching him undress was sexy as hell. When he finally pushed his boxers down, Hitomi let out a gasp before she could catch it.

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“Holy hell!” The teasing she tortured him with caused his cock to become even bigger and thicker than the last time, and the tip was red bordering on purple. “Be gentle,” she said with a sly smile. “You’re so crazy, Hitomi.” He laughed as he climbed onto the bed with her. “Lie back, baby. I want to taste you.” Hitomi happily obliged. Raiden sat on his haunches, staring at her pussy for what seemed like forever. It made Hitomi nervous. “Is something wrong?” “No, sweetie. I’m just enjoying the view of your luscious pussy. I love how you cut the grass on your lips, leaving it bare for me.” She didn’t care if it ruined the mood. She had to laugh. “Baby, did you just say ‘cut the grass?’” Raiden looked at her, as if in confusion. “Hell, I guess I did.” He laughed at himself. “Be quiet, woman. You’re interfering with my concentration.” He leaned his body forward and kissed her. “I will be back, sweetie. It seems little Hi needs my attention.” “Uh-huh…the man has given it a name.” She loved the playfulness during their lovemaking. Opening her legs wide, Raiden licked her up and down a few times before sucking on her clit. He licked her clit firmly with long strokes, then continued sucking on it again. At the same time, he took his index and middle finger and caressed her nether lips in an upward motion, his fingers in a V until they reached her clit. Then he’d gently squeeze. Hitomi jerked at the sensation it sent through her body. “I feel it building already, baby. I’m going to come soon. Real soon!” Hitomi squealed and moaned. Raiden stopped doing everything. “What the hell?” She stared down at him with a lust-filled, frenzied look. She caught the wicked look on his face. He didn’t respond. He couldn’t. He was busy teasing her body. He blew on her swollen nub then fucked her slit with his tongue.

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“Oh. My. God!” Hitomi grabbed his hair with both hands, fucking his mouth. Raiden slipped two fingers inside of her and quickly removed his tongue. When they locked eyes, Hitomi whimpered. She was waiting for him. “Come for me.” Then he continued his assault on her swollen nub. “Ooooh!” She removed her hands from his head and grabbed her sheets, pulling one side off the mattress. Her hips were thrusting in sync with the movement of his fingers, and she continued to moan aloud. “I’m coming, Raiden. Baby, I’m coming!” She screamed his named as he continued to thrust into her. He slowed his strokes as her body began to slowly stop convulsing. Hitomi was too impatient to wait. She grabbed his hair once again, but this time it was to give an order. “Get your ass up here now! I need you inside of me, Raiden. Please, baby!” In a move so quick, she had pulled a condom out of her nightstand and tossed it to him. She wondered if he could tell how much she was dying to feel his cock sliding inside of her. She felt crazed, dizzy, coated in a blazing lust that just wouldn’t die. If he didn’t move his ass she was going to attack him! Raiden moved, smiling wide at her. “Oh…my sweetie is bossy in bed…Mmmm, I like it.” He quickly sheathed himself and continued on his mission. The desire in his eyes was so strong she could almost taste it. She was burning up on the inside and didn’t hear him when he spoke the first time. He repeated himself. “Hi, baby, put your ankles over my shoulders.” She did as told, trying her best to keep that swollen, purplish tip in her view. Sitting on his haunches, he pulled her to him until her sensitive folds were grazing his painfully swollen head. He was biting his lips, concentrating as he tried to shove his cock inside of her.

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And Hitomi slowly scooted back away from him. That got his attention. He looked up at her with a smirk on his face. “Baby, I can’t make love to you if you move away from me.” “Sorry, sweetie. You seem bigger than last time and you look as if one touch and you will explode.” “I promise you will enjoy it. Okay?” She nodded her head. He stared at her as if he was studying her facial expressions. He reached out and stroked her cheek. Her body was still on edge, sensitive. “Do you still trust that I won’t hurt you?” “Yes.” “Okay. Trust me. Look at me.” Before she could respond, he entered her with one swift thrust and remained motionless once he was inside of her. As tight as she stayed, she knew he would come right that instant. Hitomi didn’t scream. She just yanked at the sheets until the other side of the sheet came off the mattress. Yet, she never looked away from him. Once Hitomi started moving her hips, he began moving in and out of her. She reached out for him, needing to feel him closer to her body. “Come here,” she whispered, trying to stay focused on his face, but she could already feel another orgasm slowly building deep inside of her. With Raiden, her orgasms seemed to come from nowhere and damn near knocked her out. “Mmmm, I can’t get enough of you. Do you know how beautiful you look underneath me?” Not waiting for a response, he kissed her deep. Pulling back, he made a trail of kisses to the side of her neck. He licked and nibbled at it. “Raiden,” she mumbled. He moved one hand down to tease her clit. The man was insatiable. He wanted her again. How was that even possible? It didn’t matter. The thought of him wanting her again made her grin. She felt

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beautiful whenever she was around Raiden. He explored her body. Touching here, caressing there. She had never been so thoroughly satisfied. Hitomi felt her body slowly burning and picking up speed fast. Every nerve ending in her body was being bombarded with so many sensations she thought she was going to go crazy from it all. “Hi, I’m barely hanging on, baby,” he uttered as he moved from her neck to suck a nipple into his mouth. While remaining buried deep inside of her, he rolled onto his back until she was on top. Raiden had the sexiest look in his eyes as she rode his cock. Leaning forward, she licked a nipple. “Hi.” He hissed and jerked at the sensation of her tongue against his skin. She smiled and licked the other nipple. Her body tingled as she went back and forth, teasing them both. Without warning, her movements quickened, and she gripped Raiden’s shoulders. “Raiden,” she said in a husky voice as she felt her orgasm urging forward once again. He grabbed hold of her waist as she was hit with wave after wave of satisfied bliss. Riding out her orgasm as she felt another one quickly surfacing, she reached behind her between Raiden’s legs to cup and stroke his sensitive balls. He jerked and moaned as she caressed them. She had managed to push him over the edge. “Come for me, baby,” he groaned. She came just before he did. The room was filled with moans and groans as their speed finally began to slow down. Without saying a word, Raiden rolled onto his side and disposed of his condom. Pulling Hitomi close to him, he pulled the covers on top of them. Mutually sated, they fell asleep. They made love three more times that night, experiencing their last orgasms as the sun came up.

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**** Their lovemaking increased as the months went by. Hitomi had become so involved with Raiden and Kimi that Duran, her second in command, had eagerly taken some of her workload in order to free up some of her time. Her friends breathed a sigh of relief as she finally allowed someone near her heart again. Hitomi had taken Heather’s twin boys to a few of Kimi’s games, and of course they were proud owners of matching team shirts. Raiden trusted Hitomi enough to pick Kimi up from school and let them have girls’ afternoons getting manicures and pedicures. He knew how much they cared for one another and would never deny the two most important ladies in his life time alone to hang out with each other. He had finally come to the realization that although he was madly in love with Hitomi, he dreaded the possibility of her never saying it back. The things she did, her actions, showed that she loved him. But he was completely unsure if he could handle her not verbally reciprocating her feelings. Screw that! There was no way he could handle not hearing those words. He wanted to spend the rest of his life with Hitomi. Together he wanted to give Kimi more siblings. He would have to figure out a way to bring up this topic without scaring her away. Raiden had an unexpected business matter that needed his immediate attention. He had to travel, and it would be a simple overnight trip. Since it was Friday, Cage had suggested Hitomi and Kimi have an overnighter. As far as Raiden was concerned, Hitomi was the woman for him, and having her and Kimi spending more time together was a great idea. This would be the first time that Kimi would be spending the night with Hitomi. He knew everything would work out just fine. He had made all of the arrangements. Cage was going to drop Kimi off at Hitomi’s office. Hitomi would take her to ballet practice before heading back to her condo. Hitomi had voiced one concern. She had

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told him that she thought it would be better if they stayed at his house since Kimi wasn’t used to her condo. She did not want to take the chance that Kimi would not sleep well in unfamiliar surroundings. He agreed. Kimi had been to Hitomi’s home before, but spending the night was totally different. Later that night Hitomi had called him on his cell phone. “Hey! How’s everything going?” he asked. He was excited to hear her voice. “It was fun. First I called Cage and let him know I was going to pick Kimi up at school and take her to practice instead of him dropping her off. Then…” Her voice trailed off. “Then what?” He was literally sitting on the edge of his hotel bed. She had sounded happy just moments ago. What could have happened? “Our little Kimi has the lead in her ballet recital. She’s the Lady Bug Princess. Her instructor told us at practice. Kimi was so excited and I was grinning like an idiot. Of course we tried not to hurt anyone’s feelings with our celebration so we played it cool until we got inside the car. It was so awesome, Raiden.” He was overwhelmed by the love and excitement in Hitomi’s voice. “I’m so proud of her! I know she was excited.” “She was very excited. After we left the ballet studio, we grabbed a pizza and came back to your house and had a ‘lazy girl’ night just lounging on the sofa and watching movies together.” “Sounds like the two of you are having a great time.” He could not believe how much he missed both Kimi and Hitomi. “We did. She’s asleep now.” “I’m sure her instructor gave you a list of things Kimi will need. Don’t worry about it. I will buy whatever she needs when I return tomorrow.” “Well, if you don’t mind, I wanted to have a girl’s day on the town with Kimi. I wanted to take her to get a manicure and pedicure, too, if that’s okay with you?”

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“Have your fun, sweetheart. Give Kimi my love.” “I miss you, Raiden.” He could hear the longing in her voice. God, he wished he could hold her in his arms right now. “I miss you, too. See you tomorrow night.”

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Chapter 13 “This is so cool, Hi!” Kimi exclaimed when they took their seats at the American Girl Café. “I’ve never been here before. Mommy promised me she would take me but we never got the chance.” “Oh, Kimi, I’m sorry. I didn’t know, sweetie. Do you want to go somewhere else?” Hi wasn’t sure whether to hug her or hold her hand. She didn’t know what to do in a situation like this. “I’m eight. That means I’m almost a preteen. I know about death. Mommy made lots of DVDs for me before she passed away. And she talked to me about what was going on with her and her body. I didn’t understand it at first, and I cried all the time. Then after a while, I started to understand. My mommy was needed in heaven. And she watches over me.” Being typical Kimi, she changed the subject. “I’m glad we get to have breakfast lunch here today.” “What? Oh, you mean brunch. I thought this would be fun. Since you’re almost a preteen, does that mean that you are too big for BuildA-Bear?” Her squeal was so loud she made Hitomi jump in her chair. “Oh my goodness! This is going to be one of the coolest outings ever!” She ran over to Hitomi and gave her a hug. “You’re the best. Thank you, Hi.” Hitomi took pride in the fact that although Kimi had declared she was almost a preteen, deep down inside she was still a little girl who loved hugs and being spoiled. “I’m glad you’re excited about today, Kimi. Don’t forget, we are getting manicures and pedicures too! Today we do all girly stuff. Okay?” Plastering a huge grin on her face, Kimi nodded hysterically.

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**** The sun had set hours ago as Hitomi and Kimi walked into the dark home. They had been gone all day and were worn out. Hitomi had sent Kimi to her room to shower and get ready for bed as she headed to the opposite end of the house to Raiden’s guest room, which was right next door to Raiden’s room. After getting cleaned up, Hitomi went back down stairs to fix Kimi some hot chocolate. She had more fun today than she thought she would. When they left the café, Kimi held her hand everywhere they went. Hitomi felt a stronger connection with Kimi… “Hi, I thought Daddy was coming home today? It’s after eight, and he still isn’t here.” Hitomi gave her a loving smile as she wiped Kimi’s chocolate milk moustache off. “Your daddy left a message on the answering machine, sweetie. His flight was delayed, so he will get home a little later than expected. Since we already ate dinner, do you want to just put in a movie and lay down? I’m a little sleepy.” “Can we watch it in my room? Will you lay down with me again like you did last night?” Rubbing Kimi’s hair, she knew she’d never tell her no. This little girl had her wrapped around her finger. She knew they wouldn’t make it through the entire movie anyway. They were tired. **** The night before, Kimi had had a hard time getting to sleep. The pizza they had eaten for dinner didn’t sit well on Kimi’s stomach. She gave her something for her stomachache that didn’t seem to help at all. Kimi just kept saying it hurt and it felt tight. It wasn’t a major crisis, and Hitomi didn’t feel it was necessary to call Raiden. She called an expert closer to home.

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Heather. After Hitomi described what was going on, Heather knew what was happening. She told Hitomi what she needed to do. “Hmmm, okay, Hi. She just has gas. It sounds like you may need to help circulate it out.” “What!” Hitomi tried not to freak out, but this just didn’t sound like it was going to be good. “Don’t get your panties in a knot, girl. It’s really simple to alleviate. It happens to the twins from time to time. Just have her lay on her back and gently but firmly rub her stomach in a circular motion and pushing downward to help the gas escape.” “Thanks, Heather. I didn’t have a clue what was going on.” She finally let out a sigh of relief. “Anytime, Hi. Call me if you need me.” Kimi eventually fell asleep, but Hitomi was afraid to leave her alone. She wanted to be right there if Kimi needed her. **** “Tell me the story of how you got your name again.” Kimi was fighting going to sleep. Hitomi actually enjoyed this game. Hitomi giggled. She thought Kimi was asleep. “My little Kimi, I thought you had fallen asleep.” “Almost. If you tell me the story I promise I will go to sleep.” That was a terrible bribe. Hitomi knew Kimi didn’t mean it the way it sounded, but it was still funny. “Okay, sweetie. One more time, get comfy.” Kimi scooted up close to Hitomi, their foreheads touching. Hitomi pulled the comforter up on top of them before she began. “My father was in the military. And when my mother was pregnant with me, he had orders from the military which moved them to Japan. They ventured out a lot, and my mom frequented an antique store and became friends with the owner, Aya. Mom wasn’t fluent in

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Japanese, but over time Aya taught her. Aya spoke three languages, English being one of them. As the day of my birth got closer, Mom, Dad, Aya, and her husband Sam had become close friends. “Sam and Aya were with my parents when I was born. Dad and Sam stood looking in the window of the nursery at me for the longest time. My clear gray eyes amazed my dad because no one in our family had them as far as we knew. My looks were a combination of both my parents, just not my eyes. Sam told my dad that the name Hitomi meant a girl with especially beautiful eyes. Dad instantly fell in love with the name, and so did Mom. The name stuck, and Sam and Aya became my godparents and the best friends my parents have ever known.” Eventually, sleep finally took over both of them. **** Raiden knew his two favorite girls would be asleep when he finally got home. What really melted his heart was when he found them in Kimi’s big bed asleep with their foreheads touching. Raiden couldn’t believe how the sight of them tugged at his heart. Yep, he was a goner for sure. The picture before him clenched his heart in a way that seemed to take over his emotions. He turned off the television and turned on Kimi’s sound machine. He scooped up Hitomi and quietly shut the door. He took her back down the hall to her room and tucked her under the covers. He sat on the edge of the bed, stroking her hair adoringly, wondering how much longer he would have to continue to go to sleep alone. He wanted her in his life on a permanent basis. Sighing, he had to make himself get up from the bed. His cock was hard, she was asleep, and he knew it was time to go. He didn’t see her open her eyes. When he turned to walk away, she grabbed his wrist. “Welcome home, baby,” she whispered.

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“There’s no place I would rather be, sweetheart,” he countered as he sat back down. “I’m sorry I got in so late. My flight was delayed. Did you miss me?” A burst of energy and lust rushed through his body as Hitomi slid off the bed and locked the door. Click. Raiden stood and turned to look at what Hitomi was doing behind him. He was floored and hard as a brick. Hitomi undressed until she stood in her hot pink lace panties. Hands on hips, she uttered, “Come here so I can show you how much I missed you.” Raiden dashed across the bed still wearing his slacks and dress shirt sans shoes. He stared, drinking in the sight of this beautiful woman whose gray eyes seemed to glow in the faint darkness. “Oh my God, Hi, you really are trying to kill me.” “Pretty much.” Arching an eyebrow, she whispered, “Touch me, Raiden.” He groaned as he pushed her against the wall and cupped her breasts. Pressing them together, he licked both nipples, dragging his tongue back and forth across each one. The way they pebbled under the strokes of his tongue turned Raiden on. Taking the left nipple into his mouth, he suckled hard as he caressed the right breast with the other hand. “Oh my…yes,” she moaned. She shuddered beneath him as he sucked and nibbled her breasts. He knew how responsive she was and he enjoyed every minute of it. Having her naked and at his mercy kept his cock throbbing to slide between her thighs. Raiden gently squeezed her nipple, and Hitomi thrust her hips at him. He could tell her heat was building. Nothing turned him on more than when she would have an orgasm without him ever penetrating or tasting her. Rolling her hard nipple between his thumb and forefinger, he tugged on it, sending bolts of pleasure straight to her already wet

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pussy. He switched and put her right breast into his mouth and squeezed her left nipple. This definitely got a reaction out of her. Watching her face as he stroked and teased her body was a sexy sight. “Mmmm, Raiden…harder. Squeeze harder.” Her breathing was erratic as she threaded her fingers in his hair. She arched her back off the wall, trying to get closer to him. Hitomi was burning up all over as Raiden continued to suck and squeeze as instructed. She pulled his waist closer to her as her orgasm took over her body and soaked her hot pink lace panties as evidence. “How do you keep doing that?” She smiled, her voice barely above a whisper. Cupping his face, Hitomi’s hands guided him up to her mouth. Raiden took the kiss nice and slow, wanting to savor it. He kissed her passionately. Their tongues teased each other. Letting go of her nipples, he moved his hands smoothly up her back, pulling her into an impenetrable embrace as they continued to kiss. Easing their kiss but not moving apart, they took shallow breaths. Hitomi traced her fingers over his face. The love for him shone in her eyes. His heart ached more every day. She still wouldn’t admit it, but her actions and even the look in her eyes at that moment screamed she loved him. How much longer could he continue to put himself through this? “I love you, Raiden.” He jolted at the words as if hit in his heart by Cupid’s arrow. Raiden stared into her eyes affectionately. The doubts he had just felt quickly faded away. Those were the words he had been waiting for. “I love you, too, Hi.” He grazed her lips as he reached down to caress her pussy through her soaked lace panties. He loved the way she smelled. Inhaling deeply, he loved the sweet concoction of cherry blossoms and her musky, sweet scent that floated around the room. Raiden realized that Hitomi was still a little weak in the knees from her orgasm, so he cupped her ass and picked her up. Hitomi simultaneously wrapped her legs around him as he walked the few steps to the bed and laid her down. He quickly undressed and slid

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onto the bed with her. Ripping the thin strap of cloth she called panties, Raiden tossed them to the floor. Her sweet, musky scent filled his senses. He was dying to taste her. She pushed Raiden onto his back and climbed on top of him. She flirtatiously rubbed her wet pussy on his stomach as she coated his face with butterfly kisses. Nibbling at his ear, she murmured, “I love you more than you know. Remember that.” She trailed her tongue down the side of his neck, making her way to his hard nipples. She pinched both at the same time. Raiden hissed at the pleasure that soared through his body. He stared at her, hoping she would do it again. “I’m going to flip you over if you keep doing that, woman.” Gently grabbing hold of his nipples, she teased him. “Behave or you don’t get your present.” She narrowed her eyes at him, still teasing him. “Do you want your present, Raiden?” Raiden was not above begging. He was all about the “by whatever means necessary” motto. “Please, baby, I want my present.” He smiled lazily at her, completely turned on. The anticipation of what was coming next was making his cock pulsate harder. “Good boy.” She smirked as she finally let go of his nipples and lightly traced her nails down his chest, stomach, bypassing the fire that was his cock, and on to his thighs. Moving her body backwards, situated between his thighs, she caressed his cock with the back of her hand. Raiden flinched at the touch. She slowly took him into her mouth as far as possible, getting his cock nice and wet. Putting her hand to her mouth, she formed an O, moving up and down his cock and twisting her hand in opposite directions. “Oh baby, that feels so good,” he muttered. She tightened her hand and continued to move up and down as she lowered her head and licked his sac. That earned her louder moans from Raiden as he placed his hands on either side of her shoulders and tried to pull her off of him.

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Hitomi whined as he tried to remove her hot, wet mouth. Raiden choked as he spoke. “Baby, you have to let go. We haven’t made love in two days. I won’t last very long…but you know that already. I want to come inside of you.” “Fine.” She reluctantly let go of his cock and pouted. “Come here, big baby,” he jokingly replied as he sat up and reached out for her. “Wrap your legs around my waist. I want to take my time.” She nodded her head and scooted up to him, her heat hovering right above his cock. The lusty look of desire on her face was one he adored. Her lids were heavy as she watched him from under her lashes, and her lips were swollen. “Baby, I need you. Slide down on my cock. He missed you, too.” He smirked. Hitomi did as told. She slowly slid down on top of his cock, adjusting to him as his thick cock stretched her. “Mmmm. I missed him, too.” He held her at the waist as he began to move in and out of her at a slow and steady pace. Controlling her movements was necessary or he would be finished before they began. “Kiss me,” he whispered. She wrapped her arms around his neck and traced his lips with her tongue before kissing him. As they continued to move in unison, building up the fire that was brewing between them, their kiss deepened, became more passionate. They moved as if they were determined to meld their love, their souls. Their tongues danced and teased each other as Raiden’s grip on her waist tightened. “Raiden.” Her breathing became shallow. He thrust harder, but it wasn’t enough. He had to have more of her. Raiden wrapped his hands firmly around her as he rolled them over, lying Hitomi on her back. He didn’t have to worry about his cock coming out. Her pussy sucked him tight like a kung fu grip. Hitomi continued to thrust her hips forward, trying to pull him in deeper. Raiden grabbed her legs as he spoke. “Put your legs on my shoulders, baby. I need to be deeper inside you. This isn’t enough.”

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Hitomi gave a low growl, surprising Raiden as he grabbed her ankles and kissed her legs as he thrust harder. “More. Baby, I need more.” “Okay.” Raiden smiled down at her. They were thinking the same way. He grabbed her hips and slowly pulled back until only the tip of his cock was inside of her, then pressed forward hard and fast. Never losing momentum, he continued this movement as Hitomi moaned and began to grind her pussy harder on him. “Harder.” She was breathless as she continued. “Fuck me harder.” Raiden nodded and stopped moving. “Wh–What are you d…?” He put his hand over her mouth. His light brown eyes seemed darker as he stared at her. “You want it harder.” It wasn’t a question. “Grab that pillow…you’ll need it.” Hi stared with hesitation and excitement in her eyes. She never took her eyes off of him as she quickly reached for the pillow. “What will I need this for?” Arching an eyebrow at her, he said, “Hmmm…you’ll figure it out.” Not waiting for a response, he rose to his haunches, pushed her legs out to her sides, scooted closer to her, and growled low and hard as he looked at how wet she was. Hitomi watched intently. Grasping her thighs firmly, he attacked her pussy with an urgency. Filling her to the hilt with his cock, he watched her put the pillow over her mouth to muffle her screams of passion. The only other sound heard above her muffled screams was the smacking of their sweaty bodies as he thrust deeper, harder, and faster. Giving them both exactly what they wanted, needed. The screams faded as a long, low moan began to build and grow at a fast pace. Hitomi was still thrusting her hips. He could still feel her pussy spasm around his dick, and it wasn’t slowing down like they had, it was increasing once again. They way she clenched at him every time he pulled out was painfully delicious. He could never deny her.

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Raiden could barely hold on to her as she began to fling her hips off of the bed. Moving to his knees to keep up with his wild woman, he managed to cup her ass, leaving only her shoulders touching the bed. “Come.” Raiden couldn’t think straight, barely hanging on. “Fuck.” He hissed. Their bodies were covered in sweat. Raiden realized he was no longer leading the train. Hitomi was fucking the shit out of him. “Oh…it’s com…yea…Ra…oohhhh!” Hitomi was incoherent and panting. She grabbed the pillow and screamed. She pulled at the pillow at both ends so hard as she came Raiden heard it rip. That didn’t stop her. It wasn’t just a strong orgasm. It was long and strong. If Raiden hadn’t been holding her so tight, she would have flung off the bed. Raiden kept moving faster, deeper, and harder. He couldn’t hold back any longer. His cock was on fire, and he felt as if he were a volcano. “Hi…baby.” She locked eyes with him as they rode out their orgasms. Untwining their bodies, no words were spoken as they lay their wet bodies under the covers, still panting. Raiden pulled her back to his front and fell asleep. Managing to make love one more time in the early morning hours, they showered together and changed Hi’s sheets. “The sun is coming up, Hi. I better go get into my bed before Kimi wakes up. I’m sure I won’t be able to sleep with you lying next door.” He smiled as he cupped her face and kissed her gently. Rubbing her hair back off of her face, he pulled her to his chest. He loved holding her tight. “I will be awake if you can’t sleep. We can always lie on the sofa a watch a movie until we fall asleep from exhaustion.” Neither of them attempted to move. It was obvious they did not want to leave each other’s side. He was glad he wasn’t the only one that had felt that way.

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Hitomi pulled back and looked up at Raiden. “Come on, babe.” She giggled and reached for his hand as she walked to her door. “What movie do you want to watch?” Raiden chuckled and threaded his fingers through hers. “We are pathetic.” “No, babe, we’re in love.”

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Chapter 14 Hitomi had followed the breadcrumbs the thief unknowingly left behind until she hit a brick wall. She had a knack for knowing where to look. It was almost like putting a puzzle together. You just had to know where the pieces fit together. This was one of Hitomi’s areas of extreme expertise. Until she hit that damn wall. The person working for Raiden, who in turn was stealing from him, had been extremely sloppy. Then his actions had all but vanished. He left a false clue here and there but never allowed a person to get too close to the truth. When Raiden had given her total access to the company’s records, she immediately started with the employees. There were over one hundred names to dig through. Her expertise in this area was kept strictly confidential. It was the only way to keep the criminal unaware of what she was looking for. Running social security numbers of each employee was tedious but necessary. You never knew what an employee could have gotten into after the first background check during their initial hire date. And once she discovered there was only one employee contracted to work from home, red flags immediately went up. The job title was exactly the same as another employee who worked in the building and also shared the same last name. Not one to believe in coincidences when it came to missing money, Hitomi was like a bloodhound—well, more like a bloodhound with nowhere to go. Apparently, Boyd Johnson decided to stop being sloppy. The trail all but disappeared. That’s when she put a call in to Stacey. She could type her ass through just about any code and backdoor. The woman could out-

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hack a hacker, all courtesy of her now ex-husband. Stacey was always the absolute last resort and worth her hefty fee. That’s why Hitomi was grinning when Stacey had returned three hours after getting settled into one of Hitomi’s conference rooms with Raiden’s files to let her know she’d found the money and thief. “Okay, Hitomi, Raiden has a clever little thief on his hands. Too bad he couldn’t outsmart me.” Stacey took a seat in front of Hitomi’s desk, smiling like a kid in the candy store. “Good grief, Stacey, you couldn’t at least make me think you were working hard for your fee? You know, take a little longer. Make me feel good about my skills. Act like it was a little trivial for you.” Hitomi shook her head as she grinned at Stacey. She knew how Stacey operated. Hell, once Stacey realized her husband’s daily patterned changed, she found out the hotel he was using, found the secret credit card he was using, learned of the other woman’s name and address, and pulled a copy of her driver’s license. She never left the house to find any of this. From the desk in the bedroom they shared, she quietly built her ammunition for the divorce she was going file. “You know once I get going, Hitomi, I can’t stop.” “All right, let me have it, Stacey.” Hitomi sat up straight and slowly let the smile fade from her face. She knew the now serious look on Stacey’s face meant it was fun for her but a punch in the gut to Raiden. “It seems that Raiden’s human resources supervisor has several talents. You found only one theft and thought there was more, right?” “Yes, that’s correct. It was like the connection damn near disappeared every time I thought I had something.” “That’s because the genius knew what he was doing. The path was easy enough to follow, but I guess he got smart and clever. Or at least he tried to. But you were on the right track about the two men being possibly related.” Stacey pulled out a few sheets of paper and laid them in front of Hitomi. She then walked around the desk to point

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out the path the thief took. “Here’s how he did it, Hitomi. Since Boyd Johnson handled the paperwork for his department, he managed to add his deceased brother to Raiden’s employee pool right along with a fictitious second cleaning service for the company. The checks were direct deposit, which of course requires no signature. The address on all paperwork for the cleaning company is a post office box that he has keys to.” “Damn, Stacey, how the hell did you do this in three hours? Hell, it took me a few weeks just to find what little I did manage to uncover.” Hitomi smiled as she looked at her. She knew Stacey was good, but she never really wanted to know how she managed to access all the information she uncovered. Just cut the check and be overjoyed that she did. “Now Hitomi, I know that was a rhetorical question. Oh, before I forget, here’s Boyd Johnson’s real address, driver’s license picture, as well as the make and model and license plate number of the car he drives. It also includes the banks and account numbers he used to steal the money from Raiden. And it looks like he never even touched the money. It’s all still there.” “Wow! I’m paying you extra just for that.” She stood and walked Stacey to the elevators. “What I don’t understand is why he didn’t spend it. What was he planning on doing with it?” Raiden would be ready to kill when she told him everything that had been uncovered. Stacey gave Hitomi a quick hug and stepped onto the elevator. She pushed the button to hold the doors open. “Hitomi, you never asked how much Boyd Johnson stole. Considering what you told me, I don’t think Raiden really knew how much was stolen either.” “Crap! I was so wrapped up in the unveiling and quickness of your findings, I totally forgot. How much?” “Three and a half million dollars.” ****

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“What the hell? What was he planning on doing with my money?” Raiden paced back and forth in his office. He had cancelled the rest of his appointments when Hitomi had shown up unexpectedly. He hadn’t braced himself for this. There were phone calls he needed to make and get that piece of shit out of his building. Raiden had been patient while waiting for Hitomi to try and find his money. She had already explained to him that it could be a possibility that she wouldn’t be able to find it. He, in return, told her that he would pay whatever was necessary to find his money. He was grateful that Hitomi, her company, and Stacey were able to find his money. All three and a fucking half a million dollars. “I will let you get to whatever it is you need to in order to get this situation under control. I leave for Japan in the morning. You’re still coming over tonight, right?” “Of course.” Raiden kissed her on the cheek and walked Hitomi to the elevator. “I will see you in a few hours. I have some calls to make.” **** Hitomi couldn’t stop smiling as she rolled her bags to the front door. She always looked forward to seeing her godfamily, and the party the family threw for her godfather was always indescribable. But that wasn’t where the smile was coming from this time. Last night, Raiden strolled in as if a weight had been lifted, and they had a wonderful night together. Raiden eased all of her questions by telling her that his lawyers were handling “Boyd Thieving-Ass Johnson,” and all was well. With that taken care of, they had rushed through dinner to get to dessert. The trip to Japan was going to be a week-long party fest, and Hitomi thought she had better check her e-mails and send Heather another one containing her contact information in Japan. Once she finished responding to her e-mails, Hitomi gathered her things in

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anticipation of the driver who was to take her to the airport. An envelope slipped out of her purse when she yanked it hastily. Investigating the contents of the envelope, her heart raced when she realized it was a letter from Raiden. Dear Hitomi, I will miss you while you are away. I hope you enjoy your visit and make it back home to me safely. Last night was wonderful, just like any other time we get to spend together. I love you and can’t wait to have you in my arms again. I’m yours forever or for as long as you will have me. You bring out the mushy side of me, sweetheart. I want to be with you, spend the rest of my life with you, and have beautiful children with you so our little Kimi isn’t alone. I love you. Raiden The letter fell from her hands as she began to cry. They were not tears of joy, more like fear. Things were great with just the three of them. Why did Raiden have to go and ruin her happiness by wanting more children? There was only one way to handle this situation. She knew this relationship couldn’t go any further, especially if she could not give Raiden what he wanted. That letter was another reminder of how broken and defective she was as a woman. Hitomi knew she needed to end this relationship with Raiden as soon as possible before they got hurt anymore than they already had. There was no way in hell she was going through that type of pain and loss ever again. This trip came just in time. Unfortunately for Hitomi, she wouldn’t get a chance to think about how to end her relationship with Raiden. When her driver pulled up to the curbside check-in at the airport, Raiden was waiting for her with hot drinks in hand. She had told him that she was being driven to the airport and did not need him there to keep her company. He clearly chose to ignore her request. Although she had to admit the

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gesture was sweet, after reading his letter, she was not prepared to see him. “Damn, he just forced my hand. Might as well deal with this now. The sooner the better for us both,” she mumbled to herself before getting out of the car. Hitomi had come to accept living in a world of what will never be instead of living in a world of what could be. No matter what her dreams showed her, she chose to accept the fact that the future Raiden wanted with her wasn’t possible. Accepting the hot green tea from Raiden, they checked her bags at the curbside check-in and went inside the airport. It wasn’t difficult for Raiden to find a quiet place to talk inside the airport. It was early in the morning, and they sat in one of the airport restaurants not eating the breakfast they had ordered. Despite the wonderful night they had shared, Hitomi was indifferent and distant. His intense gaze made her uncomfortable. She looked away. She felt as if she allowed him to stare hard enough, he would unveil all of her secrets, and she just wasn’t ready for that. She could feel her eyes begin to water. Placing his hand on top of hers, he asked, “What’s wrong, Hi?” Looking down at her watch for a distraction, she realized she still had to go through the security checkpoint. It was time to leave. Leave not just the restaurant, but Raiden. The love she didn’t want to give up. But sacrificing their relationship was a better alternative than Raiden realizing how dysfunctional her body was. Or so she assumed. “I have to leave, but I need to tell you something.” Rushing her words was the only way she knew she could get out of there in one piece. She was being selfish and didn’t care at the moment. He would thank her for this one day. “I’m sorry to do this now, but I have no choice. I read your letter this morning and it was…unexpected. You want things that I cannot give you…”

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He removed his hand from hers as tears fell from her eyes. Sitting back in his seat, she knew her words had stunned him into silence. His eyes went from gazing to glaring. Turning from pensive to brooding. “I–I think it’s best if we end this now.” Screaming was all Hitomi wanted to do, but she had to get this out. There was no way she could go to Japan, knowing he would be waiting for her. She was unable to give him what he wanted. A family. And right now the look in Raiden’s eyes was scaring the hell out of her. Thank goodness she was in a public place. “I love you with all of my heart, but there is no use in you waiting, wasting time with me looking for something I can’t give you.” “What’s that?” His words were harsh and he had all but growled them out at her. She couldn’t miss the anger in his voice. He was pissed off. She watched as his knuckles, tightly clenched, turned white. She knew at that precise moment Raiden was fighting for control. Hitomi stood and gathered her things. At first, she wasn’t going to answer him. But then she wasn’t going for Bitch of the Year. “A family,” she whispered as she quickly brushed his cheek. **** Raiden was starting to think he was cursed. Everywhere he turned—in his home, office, car, Kimi, there was something that reminded him of her. It had been five days since the day Hitomi left him sitting in the airport restaurant to pick up the pieces of his heart, his life, his future with her. Saying her name hurt—hurt his heart, mind, body, cock. It had been five days of going through the motions at work as he replayed those fucked-up events over and over in his head, trying to figure out where things went wrong. He had come up empty at every attempt at a solution. She was due back tomorrow, and Raiden still craved to see her. She had to be out of her mind to think his feelings

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would simply die. That sure as hell wasn’t going to happen. He had questions that needed to be answered. He had no clue what the hell had happened or what Hitomi was talking about. That cryptic conversation had driven him nuts every time he thought about it. Instead he focused a little too much on Kimi and eventually started irritating her. He didn’t realize Hitomi had already purchased the things Kimi needed for her upcoming recital. He should have known Kimi could see right through his attempts at father-daughter bonding. Raiden never had to “try” and spend time with her. He had apparently driven Kimi so crazy that she had asked if she could spend time at Soledad’s house. Apologizing over and over, Raiden reluctantly obliged. Sadly, he was beginning to irritate himself. Today, Raiden felt it was time to irritate his best friend instead. Cage. Admitting he needed help in this portion of his life wasn’t something he willingly shared with others. Pride was not something Raiden cared to battle with, not today. He wanted the love of his life back and someone to help him do it. **** Looking up from his computer, Cage’s mouth dropped open. Raiden knew he looked like a walking disaster, but the way his friend’s eyes softened only made him feel worse. “Now Soledad’s phone call becomes clear. She told me Kimi was staying a few days with her and that you looked a mess.” Cage grinned. “What the hell happened to you, man? Damn, she’s only been gone…what, five days? And what’s with the shades?” He still had a little pride left. Raiden knew bursting out in tears would make him look like a big girl. Instead, he took a seat in front of Cage’s desk and sighed deeply and loudly. Yes, pouting was way better. Talking about this wasn’t going to come easy for him. It was obvious Cage thought he was missing Hitomi because she had gone out of the country, but his friend had no clue.

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He took off the shades and laid them on the small table beside him. “She dumped me, Cage. She dumped me before she got on the fucking plane.” Cage groaned as he rose from his chair, closed his door, and grabbed the seat beside Raiden. Raiden saw the realization hit him. “So that’s why Kimi has been staying at my sister’s house. Does Kimi know?” He shook his head and mumbled, “No.” “Hell, Raiden, why didn’t you talk to me sooner? I would not expect any normal person to handle a breakup well, but shit, you let her in, in your circle, your heart, your family, and she dumps you at the airport. You want to tell me what happened?” Cage was biting the inside of his cheek. Raiden knew he only did that when his anger was boiling over and he was trying to reel it back in. When he began tapping his foot, Raiden sighed. He knew the foot tapping by Cage meant he was trying to remain silent. They had always been like that with each other. If one hurt, so did the other. Raiden sat in the chair, staring at the floor for a few minutes, just trying to gather the words to replay the events of the devastating morning at the airport. After sharing what had happened, Cage looked as lost and stunned as Raiden had been. “Damn, Raiden, I don’t understand. Let me get this straight. Dinner the night before went well?” “Yes.” “The wee early-morning lovemaking and spooning time went well?” “Yes.” “You slipped a letter into her purse and eventually met up with her at the airport, correct?” “Yes.” “The fucked-up breakfast breakup where she stated she doesn’t want kids is where it all went downhill, right?”

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“What the hell, Cage! Make your damn point already.” He couldn’t help the outburst considering he came to his friend for help in the first place. But Cage was only pissing him off more. Cage forged on as if Raiden had not even spoken. “Look, dumbass, think about it. The two of you are the sappiest couple I’ve ever laid eyes on. I haven’t seen you this goofy in a very long time. Something must have happened to her in the past. Your confession about a future with her has scared her off in a bad way. What really punches me in the gut is the fact that this is going to truly hurt Kimi.” “Yeah.” Raiden placed his head in his hands and sighed. “I’m not ready to tell Kimi yet. She knows something is wrong with me but I haven’t told her anything. I guess it was a mistake bringing her around Kimi…” “Don’t do that, man. You fell hard. There’s no crime in that. I just have one question for you. What do you want to do?” Standing up, Raiden walked over to the window and gazed at the people on the street. He never once figured that his life would have spiraled out of control so fast. His voice was low, but he knew Cage could still hear him. “Claire was a great woman, Cage. She had to be to marry a man she knew wasn’t in love with her. I loved her as much as I could, but my heart had always belonged to Hitomi-fuckingNarcisse the moment I met her all those years ago and Claire always knew. Now after all the pain of losing Claire to cancer, raising a daughter alone, I had a second chance with the one woman who holds my heart in her hands and she crushed it.” Pushing his hands into his pockets, he turned and faced Cage. “I want her back. Even after this roller coaster she has put me on, I want her back. I refuse to let her run from her feelings again. You think I’m a glutton for punishment. Don’t you?” Cage wore the biggest grin. “No, I don’t, you big crybaby. Shit, clean your face up. I don’t know if this will work, but I have an idea.” Standing, Cage walked over and slapped his best friend on the back. “I can think of only one person we know who may be able to shed

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some light on your shitty situation and possibly help get your woman back.” Not ready to get his hopes up, Raiden asked one simple question. “Who?” “Duran.” **** Raiden didn’t expect to hear from Hitomi when she had returned, but the realization of her not calling after her return was still difficult to swallow. He wondered how was it so easy for her to return home and go on with her life as if their relationship was a passing fancy. Determined not to let his wandering mind get the best of him, he finally gave Duran a call. There were no guarantees that he would get Hitomi back. If all else failed, maybe Duran could give him more insight to why Hitomi abruptly ended their relationship. It had been two days since her return, and although he still had not heard from her, Raiden was in better spirits. Cage agreed to join him and Duran for dinner. It had been a while since all three of them had gotten together. He had no idea what to expect from this meeting, but he did have high hopes. Staying positive, Raiden knew things couldn’t possibly get worse.

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Chapter 15 Things got way worse. It was like a damn ambush. No, scratch that. It was an ambush. No wonder Duran insisted on having dinner at his house instead. When Raiden and Cage pulled into the driveway, there were two other cars already there. Duran answered the door with a smile that clearly didn’t meet his eyes. Over his shoulder, Raiden spotted two women. He expected to see smiles, laughter, and excitement. But as Raiden and Cage were escorted into the dining room, they saw melancholy, neutrality, and seriousness. Fuck a duck, he was screwed. “Natalia, Riva, this is Raiden Saga and Cage Lacoste.” They each took turns shaking hands with the women before taking their seats. “I hope you don’t mind, I invited the ladies here because all three of us are Hitomi’s closest friends. I went ahead and told them what you told me about the incidents leading up to the airport breakup.” Duran held his gaze with Raiden. This was serious shit and there was no use in pussyfooting around the issue. “I went ahead and had dinner prepared.” Cage frowned at Duran. “Don’t worry, dick, I remembered what you like. Plus, it’s best to keep Raiden’s hands busy while we talk.” “Aw hell,” Cage mumbled as he drank from his wine glass while he stole glances at Natalia, who was sitting next to him. “Hence the two bottles of wine chilling on the side of the table. There’s more in the kitchen,” Natalia whispered to Cage. “All right, Duran, get to it. This damn near looks like an intervention so that means whatever you have to share is a lot worse than I originally

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thought.” Their plates were full and in front of them, but no one seemed hungry for food. The silence was driving him crazy. “There are things we can’t share with you, Raiden, because of Hitomi. Things shared in confidence that not even her parents know about. But I do think we can clarify a few things,” said Riva. “I don’t have to be a fly on the wall to know she never shared any information about her marriage. Am I right?” The stunned look on Raiden’s face must have said it all. “She’s extremely closed-mouth about the topic and refuses to share it with anyone that asks. The bad part is we”—Natalia picked up the conversation next, pointing to herself, Riva and Duran—“already know what occurred, and she still won’t rehash any of it with us if we bring it up.” Taking a huge swallow of her wine, Natalia continued, “The only thing you need to focus on is the fact that your letter alone is what caused this.” Anger swept him up so fast he wasn’t able to control it. Raiden jumped up from the table at the accusation. “What the hell kind of…” “Sit down.” Riva’s voice was low and commanding. Raiden wasn’t stupid. That was the voice of a dangerous woman. He slowly took his seat. “It’s not like that, Raiden. Take a seat, man, and listen,” Duran said with an unusual calmness in his voice. After Raiden sat back down, Duran continued. “You struck a nerve with her. In your letter, you said you wanted a family or something to that effect, right?” “Yes, but shit, I didn’t know that was a bad thing.” “It’s not, Raiden. But you would not have known what topics were difficult for Hitomi to handle since she didn’t share certain facts with you,” Riva added. “You guys are talking in circles. Would one of you simplify this shit for me? Please!” “Let’s clean this up and take the wine into the sitting room,” Natalia said as she stood and picked up her plate as everyone followed suit.

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Clearing the dishes was done in silence. Five wine glasses and three new bottles of wine were taken into the sitting room. Raiden and Cage shared the sofa as Riva claimed the oversized chair to their right and Duran sat on the arm of the chair. Natalia paced the floor slowly as she waited for everyone to pour their wine and get settled. “I hate to say it but the shitty way Hitomi went about ending your relationship is clearly tearing you up. You made her happy. I hadn’t seen her genuinely happy in a very long time.” Raiden was at a loss for words as he watched Natalia swallow the last of her wine and take a deep, long breath. “She’s running, Raiden.” “Yes, she’s running…again. Hitomi doesn’t believe she deserves total happiness, and she’s afraid that she can’t give you what you asked for in your letter.” “I’m still lost.” He felt as if he would cry at any moment. Sure he was a man, a strong-willed man, a prideful man, but right now, in this house, he didn’t care who witnessed his weakness and heartache for this woman. He just wanted her back. “You asked for a family, Raiden. Think about it. Without breaking my confidence to my best friend, you’re going to have to think long and hard and come to some conclusions on your own. To her, you and Kimi are enough.” Cage quickly caught on and gave a small “Oh.” Raiden noticed Cage and Natalia exchange glances before his friend spoke again. “Damn.” All eyes turned to Raiden, hoping he had caught on. Once he did, he looked into Cage’s knowing gaze before putting his head into his hands. Clearing her throat, Natalia got back on track. “This is how I see it, Raiden. Hitomi messed things up with you big-time. She broke your heart. She didn’t share many personal and pertinent things of her past with you. We all could see the change in her and the effects you and that beautiful daughter of yours had on her.” Natalia paused and

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edged her glass toward Cage, who was pouring himself another glass of wine. After she took a few sips, she continued. “We love her, Raiden.” Looking up finally, he caught the gazes of everyone looking at him, and he nodded with understanding. “But here’s the thing. Riva, Duran, and I have agreed that although your heart has been broken, there is no use in you walking around in pain. I guess you did not know she hasn’t returned from Japan like she was supposed to?” “No.” He knew his shock was obvious, and that anger was in his eyes. This confirmed she was running now, running from her feelings. All she had to do was talk to him. He was not a difficult man to confront. “Yeah, she is being a coward. Eventually she has to come home and face reality. But for now, she’s hiding out at her godparents’ house.” Drinking the rest of her wine up, she forged on. “I know it’s not my place, but if I were you, I would pull myself up by the bootstraps and get on with my life. Hitomi knows she screwed up the best thing that has ever happened to her. It will be up to her to come back here—come back to you and explain everything. It’s unfair to you and your daughter. We are here if you want to talk.” The smacking of his tongue caused everyone to smirk then laugh. It broke the tension that had been floating around. “No seriously, Raiden. You will see soon enough. Eventually you will want to know how she is and things like that. Just ask. I promise we will tell you. But don’t push Hitomi. What will hurt her most is not being around you and Kimi. You two going on with your normal routine. It was unfair of her to take the choice out of your hands and decide everything on her own. It is up to Hitomi to grow the hell up and tell you what is going on and then let you decide what you want to do. But until then, take my advice, and I know it will be difficult.” A low snicker caught Raiden and Cage’s attention. “Oh yeah, one more thing, Raiden. When you take her back…” Duran grinned when he saw Raiden’s reaction to the interrupted statement. “Man, who are

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you kidding? You’re among friends. Anyway…when you take her back”—a sneaky smile curved Duran’s lips as Riva pinched his thigh—“don’t give in right away. Make her suffer just a little bit. Show her how much of a bad girl she has been.” The room filled with laughter, but Raiden just smiled and let the wheels in his head start turning. As difficult as it was for him to hear these things from Hitomi’s closest friends, he knew they were right. It didn’t mean it would be easy for him. **** Japan “What are you running from, beautiful eyes?” Sam, Hitomi’s godfather asked as they stood near the koi pond in his yard. “I don’t know what you mean, Sam.” She knew she hadn’t fooled anybody with the bloodshot eyes she’d donned since landing in Japan. Letting out a belly laugh, Sam squeezed her shoulder and pulled her to his side. “You can’t bullshit a bullshitter, Hitomi. I know when you’re lying. Do I need to remind you that you were supposed to leave four days ago? So I will ask again, what are you running from?” Hitomi was silent for a long time before she began to talk—to explain. She told Sam everything about the breakup with Raiden and the events that led up to it. Hitomi had even shared the odd dreams she’d had. She had not shared this with anyone. When she was done, she and Sam were seated on a nearby bench, and Hitomi was wiping her tears once again. Taking it all in, Sam took a deep breath and looked up at the sky and then at the koi pond a few feet away. “Do you love him?” “Yes, with all of my heart. I love him.” She felt her heart skip a beat when she thought of Raiden. “I know you love that sweet little girl. Am I correct?”

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“Oh yes, definitely.” Her heart skipped a beat at the happiness Kimi brought. “So what’s the problem, Hitomi?” Quickly putting his hand up to stop any debate, he gave her a tsk-tsk. “Sweetheart, angels come to us in dreams all the time. You’re not paying attention.” He laughed aloud as Hitomi stared at him. She loved the wisdom he often shared, but at the moment she was confused. “You young children still haven’t learned. I’m a spiritual person, Hitomi. Your angel has shown you the possibilities, what can happen if you allow love to enter your life. Sometimes, beautiful eyes, sometimes things are not meant to be at the particular moment we may want them to happen. And then sometimes, Hitomi”—he lifted her chin and stared directly into her eyes—“just sometimes we are lucky enough to have an angel in our dreams telling us when the time is right. And apparently, the time is right. Don’t be so quick to dismiss your dreams when they are so clear.” Standing up from the bench, he helped Hitomi to her feet as well. “Now listen up. You’re going back home.” “But…” She quickly slapped her mouth shut when Sam gave her a stern look. She was thoroughly acquainted with “the look.” That look could mean a thousand and one things, and as a child she was afraid to ask what a particular “look” meant. Now as an adult she still knew when to shut her mouth when “the look” was thrown her way. “You need to handle this correctly, Hitomi. Whether you choose to patch things up with this man or not, he deserves a clear and honest explanation. Cut the cryptic crap out. Understand?” She nodded her head yes, and he continued on. “What you did was horribly wrong and heartless. I wasn’t there to witness what you did, but I can guarantee you’ve wounded this man’s heart. And I would hate to see what his little girl is going through.” Sam was correct. She had been heartless. How could she have forgotten about Kimi? The tears began to fall uncontrollably. “Oh my goodness, I didn’t think about that at all. I never meant to hurt either

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of them,” she proclaimed through her sobs. Attacking Sam with a bear hug, she thought she was going to be sick. “I have to fix this,” she mumbled into his chest. “Oh you’re damn right, you’re going to fix this. My children do not behave in such a crass manner, Hitomi, and that includes you, too. You’re lucky your parents did not extend their visit.” They started back toward the house. “Now Aya is fixing dinner. Your last for this visit. You, my dear, are getting on my plane and going home to grovel for your man.” Tossing a sidelong glance in her direction, he gave a small chuckle when he saw her sticking her chin out with a little too much pride and shock. He squeezed her shoulder. “Ah, beautiful eyes, don’t let your pride keep you from the one you obviously love. When will you learn that I’m smarter than you? You want him back, so you will grovel.” Hitomi lowered her head as she walked with Sam in his side embrace. She knew she wanted Raiden back. Begging had never been her style, but after the crap she pulled, getting him back would be damn near impossible. If he talked to her. If he took her back. Hitomi realized that Raiden may no longer want her in his and Kimi’s life. But as difficult as it was for her stomach that notion, she had to try. Raiden and Kimi were her family, or at least she wanted them to be, and she would fight to be back in their lives. She was on the next plane headed to the United States. **** The atmosphere was different as Hitomi stood beside the big oak tree and watched the three children on the playground. She still could not make out their faces, but she could tell that there were two small children—a boy and a girl—and one older girl. As usual, she was the only other person around. The sun began to shine brightly in her eyes just like it usually did when the faceless woman came to speak to her. “What do you have to share with me this time?”

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“Everything.” “How so?” “Look at the children, Hitomi. How is this different from the other dreams?” Hitomi looked at the playground, watching the three children play…three children. There’s usually one child—one girl. “The two smaller children are new. Why?” “You have finally begun to really pay attention.” A soft laugh slipped past the woman’s lips. “For once, he listened.” Confused, Hitomi stared at the woman. She had never been a chatterbox before. “Who listened?” “Raiden.” When Hitomi gasped at his name, the sun no longer blinded her vision, and the woman’s face became visible. “Claire?” she whispered. “Yes, that would be me. You are a very difficult woman, Hitomi.” “I–I don’t understand.” “When you wake up, ask Raiden what was the last thing I said to him. Just know he finally listened to me, and now your future together can begin.” “Okay. But I’m still lost.” “Before I died, I was shown a lot of things, and I believed and did the best I could to prepare and steer my family in the right direction. Once I died, I was sent to guide you. And now, I am no longer needed. My daughter and Raiden are with the right person. Or will be soon enough.” “Oookay. Who are the children?” “Ah, I was wondering when you would ask that. Like I’ve tried telling you over and over, now the time is right.” Claire called the children over to them. The children came running toward them yelling “Mom,” “Mom.” But what surprised Hitomi was they ran past Claire and directly to her. Hitomi’s eyes filled with tears, and she looked up at Claire. “Don’t do this to me.”

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“You have to have faith, Hitomi. You are dreaming, talking to me, Claire, a dead woman…Clearly anything is possible. These are yours and Raiden’s children. An older Kimi and your two smaller children, twins, and if you would care to look down, there’s another one on the way.” Hitomi’s eyes overflowed with hot tears of joy. When Kimi stepped closer, she could see how much she had grown into a teenager, coming into her own and beautiful as ever. When the twins stepped up to her, she laughed. The little girl looked like Hitomi. She had her dad’s and Kimi’s whiskey-colored eyes, black, soft, curly hair, and a beautiful golden complexion. The little boy was too handsome for words. He looked like Raiden with Hitomi’s translucent gray eyes and curly hair and complexion like his twin sister. Turning her eyes back to Claire, Hitomi had to ask, “Is this really possible?” A knowing smile appeared on Claire’s face. “Yes, it is possible. It’s already happening, Hitomi. It is time for me to leave you. Your husband is waiting for you. Everything is as it should be. Or will soon be.” **** Two days. Hitomi had been back for two days, and she was cowering in her office, waiting for one of her friends to get on her case. So far nothing had happened. She had not heard from any of them. And Duran had resorted to talking to her via his assistant. He kept insisting he was too busy to stop by and talk. Even Heather wasn’t talking very much. Hitomi missed eating together the fruit salads Heather always had waiting for her, missed the small conversations about the twins and she even missed hearing about the sweet things her husband did for her.

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“I really screwed it up,” Hitomi muttered to herself. An appointment reminder alert buzzed from her computer monitor. Hitomi stared at the screen as she performed a few clicks and realized Kimi’s big recital was tonight. “Damn. I don’t want to cause a scene.” Her heart broke at the thought of missing this very important recital. She and Kimi had stopped at several stores for the perfect red ensemble for the recital the Saturday before she left for Japan. Hitomi knew this was a really important event for Kimi, and she wasn’t sure how Kimi would feel about her showing up at the recital after breaking things off with Raiden. Sliding open her bottom drawer, Hitomi pulled out a long, slender, lustrous onyx box and opened it. The inside was lined with black silk fabric that gently held the custom-made, glossy cherry-red chopsticks decorated with pink cherry blossoms. The wider ends of the chopsticks were encased in platinum with Kimi’s name engraved on them. “What do you have there?” Hitomi jumped, startled by Heather. She didn’t hear her step inside of her office. “These are chopsticks for your hair. I had ordered them for Kimi for her recital, which is tonight, by the way.” She stared at Heather a moment longer than necessary. Then a small smile spread across Hitomi’s face. “You sent that reminder, didn’t you?” “Who, me?” Heather looked away for a sec, and then pointed to the chopsticks. “I don’t know what you are talking about. But…I figured you would want to sneak in and see her anyway.” Hitomi was grateful for the conversation. She had been lonely as hell and welcomed any topic from Heather. Hitomi knew her friends were disappointed in her and how she handled things. But at least Heather was talking to her for the moment. Yet, how the hell was she supposed to slip in to see Kimi’s recital knowing Raiden and the Lacostes were going to be there? “I know what you are thinking.” Heather sat in one of the chairs in front of Hitomi’s desk and continued, “Kimi still doesn’t know what

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happened. She just knows you have been out of town trying to handle some things.” Heather shook her head slightly. “Don’t go getting any ideas, Hitomi. I still know what you’re thinking. ‘He hasn’t told Kimi because he’s hoping…’ right?” “Yes,” Hitomi answered, afraid to smile at the thought. “Well, that’s what I’m thinking, too. But, that’s for you to dwell on later. Tonight, go backstage and hug your daughter, Hitomi.” The gasp surprised Hitomi. Calling Kimi her daughter caused her to choke with hope. If only… “She wants to be your daughter, and she misses you. I should know. Somehow that smart little girl got a hold of the office number and calls all the time. Just not today. Go backstage and hug her. Show her the beautiful gift you bought and place them in her hair. If possible, sit in the back, away from Raiden, and watch your daughter perform. Or at least tell her you will be in the back but won’t be able to stay afterward. Confront Raiden at another time, away from prying eyes and Kimi.” Heather stood up and straightened her slacks. “I think I’m finished with this segment of ‘Dear Heather.’ I’m going to lunch if that’s okay with you.” “Thank you, Heather.” Hitomi got out of seat and walked around to hug Heather. Lately she had become a running river of tears. They were always hanging right on the edge, ready to pounce at any sentimental thought or conversation. “Thank you so much for that. If only you had advice about my other friends. I would love some advice on how to fix that.” “Ha! You’re not off the hook with me either. For now, just repair your heart, his heart, and your relationship. Put your family back together again. Now get it together, woman. I will see you after lunch.” Walking over to the window, Hitomi realized she had a lot of repairing to do. One person at a time. This was going to be the most difficult thing she ever did. She knew, without a doubt, it would be a

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breeze with Kimi. Raiden, on the other hand, would be like one of those cowboy movies she used to watch as a kid. A damn showdown at noon. “Let’s just see Kimi first,” she said aloud.

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Chapter 16 The Performing Arts Centre parking lot was filling up fast. The different performing arts studios got together to hold their recitals together on the same night. “Six thirty,” Hitomi repeated to herself as she sat in her car. The event started at seven, and Kimi’s group went on first. This would give Hitomi enough time to get backstage and wish Kimi luck. After getting out of the car, she started for the stage entrance. She didn’t know if she could handle running into Raiden or anyone else for that matter. She just wanted to see Kimi, hug her, wish her good luck, and probably dish out some lame-ass excuse for why she wouldn’t be around again. It was almost ten minutes till showtime when Hitomi finally found Kimi among the chaos that was going on backstage. Raiden was safely seated when she last checked, so she decided to quickly wish Kimi luck. “Hitomi!” Kimi could barely contain her excitement when she saw Hitomi approaching. The bear hug she gave nearly knocked the breath out of her. “I’ve missed you, my little Kimi.” Hitomi broke their embrace to get a better look at Kimi’s bright red ensemble. She played the “Lady Bug Princess,” the main character in the ballet. “Your black and red wings look awesome!” “Thanks. Dad put my hair in this bun and sprayed some glitter stuff on my hair and my face, so I would sparkle just like the gloss you bought me to wear tonight.” “You look beautiful. Your dad did a great job.” She pulled out the lustrous onyx box. “I ordered these for you to wear for your

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recital…if you’d like.” She had Kimi’s full attention. When she opened the box, Kimi’s eyes shone so bright, Hitomi was glad her gift was received with such excitement. “What do you think? Do you want to wear them tonight?” “Oh yes! Yes, yes. They are pretty and have my name on them. This is the coolest, Hi!” She hugged Hitomi hard. “Please put them in. They are calling for me.” Once the chopsticks were in her hair, Kimi took a quick glance in the mirror. “They are perfect. Thanks!” She hugged Hitomi and started to run and catch up with the group, but she stopped short and turned back. “Where are you sitting? With Daddy?” Doing the best she could to hide the sadness that crept across her face, Hitomi answered, “No. I will be in the back. I have to leave once you’re finished. Now give me one more hug before you go.” She hated letting Kimi go. “You look perfect. Good luck, my sweet Kimi.” Hitomi grabbed a seat on the back row just as the lights went out. From where she sat on the left side of the auditorium, she had a great view of the stage, as well as two huge projection screens and a view of Raiden. She would give anything to be sitting next to him and enjoying Kimi’s performance together. Some of their most passionate moments flew through her mind as the music started. She missed him, missed his touch, his lips on her, his warm flesh on hers as they moved together. Get it together, girl! You screwed up and now you’re walking around here looking like a freaking stalker. Develop some damn courage and get your man back. Once Kimi came out, Hitomi managed to clear her thoughts and watch this developing ballerina. Kimi was getting better. She took ballet, like all of her activities, seriously. But Hitomi recognized the talent Kimi had lying just underneath the surface. She could go far with ballet if she stuck to it. Raiden’s constant movement caught Hitomi’s attention. He leaned over in Cage’s direction. Cage leaned forward in his seat a bit before

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sitting back and nodding his head. Then Cage said something to the siblings sitting beside him, and they all seemed to shake their heads no. Raiden swiftly swung his head around as if he were in search of someone. Shit! He saw the chopsticks. He knows I was backstage. He must have asked if one of Cage’s siblings gave them to Kimi. Raiden gave up his search and turned around. Hitomi let out a breath she didn’t realize she was holding in. As soon as Kimi’s recital ended, Hitomi hightailed it out of there. She wasn’t ready for a confrontation just yet. **** Hitomi figured it was now or never as she sat in yet another parking lot. Taking a few minutes before she stepped out of her car, she was a nervous mess, a walking disaster, and she prayed she didn’t throw up before her meeting. After Kimi’s recital, Hitomi had decided to call her friends together for dinner, an apology, and any help they could muster. She wanted to be back in Raiden’s life and was terrified of how to accomplish that. It had taken lots of lasagna, French bread, and “I told you sos” before her friends forgave her and a plan was concocted. Once in agreement, her friends wished her well on her impending meeting today. Duran had made it clear that they could only point her in the right direction. The rest was up to her. As she rode to the top floor, Hitomi could only pray that her plan didn’t backfire. A follow-up meeting with her risk management firm had been scheduled with Raiden. There had never been any specifics given as to who would represent her firm at the meeting. That left her the prime opportunity and maybe her only opportunity to see Raiden without the possibility of Kimi being present. She was his last appointment for the day. Everything was going to be okay. When she walked into his office, there was no joy in his eyes. There was no smile on his face. There was no look of happiness. The

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ice-cold stare Raiden gave her sent chills up and down her body. Hitomi did not know whether to smile, sit, stand, speak, run, head for the hills, or cry. Her nerves were frazzled and she was on edge. She had to admit her friends only said they would get her in the door. The rest was left up to her. She had to get the love of her life back on her own. And from the cold stare he gave her, it was not going to be easy. Everything was not going to be okay. **** “Have a seat, Hitomi. I’m sure this follow-up won’t take long. ” Raiden half expected her to show up at some point. He was positive she was at Kimi’s recital although the chopsticks were his only proof. He was still in love with her and just as pissed with her. Seeing her standing only a few feet away from him forced Raiden to control the anger that was starting to inch its way to the forefront. The woman standing before him did not look like the joyous, bold, and confident woman he was used to seeing before she tore his heart out. The woman standing in front of him now looked a mess. She looked like she hadn’t had a good night’s sleep in a while. Good. Now she at least had a taste of how he was feeling. Staring at him curiously, she hesitated. When Raiden only stared back at her she let out a deep sigh and quietly sat down. Raiden opened a folder that was lying on his desk and pretended to skim the contents. He had to do something while he handled his emotions. He didn’t expect Hitomi to handle the follow-up appointment. Although he wasn’t sure who would have shown up, he sure as shit didn’t expect to see her anytime soon. She had returned to town and had not contacted him. He was surprised when she walked through the door. The moment his office door opened, the scent of her perfume hit him before he had the chance to look up. After his stomach turned into knots he did not want to look up. Anger, heartache, and love all

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battled to be at the forefront of his emotional stance. He still wasn’t ready to confront her. The woman he never wanted to see again. The woman he was angry with. The woman who hurt him. The woman he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. The woman he couldn’t stop thinking about. The woman he still loved. Get your shit together, man! Let’s see what she has to say first. I’m still pissed off at her and I will make her pay. First I make her squirm. “The authorities were called in and I eventually received every dime stolen from me…” “I’m sorry.” A sniff followed the whispered confession. Finally looking at her again, he asked, “What did you just say?” “I’m sorry, Raiden. I’m sorry for the pain I caused you. I’m sorry for the cowardly and screwed-up way I ended our relationship. And yes, I did know it was perfect.” Her eyes were glued to her lap. He watched as she took a few deep breaths before she started to continue. “Hitomi, none of this is necessary. I accept your apology but let’s just get through this meeting. Please.” The last word was forced out through gritted teeth. He wasn’t sure exactly what was going on, and he wasn’t sure if he wanted to hear it. He had been miserable as hell, and being this close to her was confusing. As much as he wanted to hug and kiss her he was still mad as hell. “You were at the recital.” Raiden watched her squirm uncomfortably in her seat. “You were at the recital, and you didn’t have the decency to talk to me. Kimi went on and on about the engraved chopsticks you placed in her hair before she went onstage. The moment I saw them in her hair I knew it was you. I hoped it was you. Even though you had no desire to talk to me or let me know that you were back, I’m glad you did talk to Kimi. She has been asking about you.” “I don’t understand why you insist on reprimanding me like a child. I am trying to apologize and your attitude does not help one bit. Can you please give me a few minutes of your time? Just let me get this out, and I will leave. I will send Duran to handle the follow-up.”

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“Okay. I’m listening.” He was doing a bad job of trying to sound angry. But he would hear her out. The look on her beautiful face was so defeated he didn’t know if he had the strength to keep up the facade. After the dinner he had with her friends and Cage, Raiden had finally figured out what was going on with Hitomi, but he wanted her explanation. He had to hear her out. “I miss you with all my heart. I miss you and Kimi. I should have just opened up to you the way you did with me. You trusted me enough to share things that were close to your heart, and I shoved your trust to the side. I–I guess I didn’t want you to know how messed up I was. After I share with you why my marriage ended maybe you will understand. Shoulda, woulda, coulda won’t fix anything now but you deserve an explanation for my behavior…for everything.” She took a long, deep breath before speaking again. “I’m not a fan of rehashing the painful memories of my divorce or the reasons for it. Whether you take me back or not, you still deserve the truth.” By the pained look on her face, he could tell this was not an easy topic for her to rehash. He was proud she was finally willing to open up to him. “I fell in love with you.” She twisted her fingers in a nervous manner. “The weekend of my birthday—the one we spent together in college—is when I realized how much I loved you. How much I was in love with you. How much I am still in love with you. It only took one weekend. One weekend of firsts for the both of us. My heart wanted something my mind was not ready to grasp. I was young and afraid. Afraid of my feelings for you. You were my friend—one of my closest friends. I didn’t know how to handle things once reality set in. So I ran. And after graduation, I ran as far away from you as possible. I promised myself to never allow anyone access to my heart again. “After I married Daniel I figured I would eventually fall in love with him, but I did not. I cared for him, and we had a strong bond, a strong friendship.” She paused and retrieved a water bottle from

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Raiden’s mini fridge. After a few sips, she settled back down and continued to bare her soul. **** When Hitomi and Daniel were dating, they had discussed having a family all the time. They couldn’t wait to start one after they were married. They had already picked out numerous names for either sex. Three months from the day of their honeymoon she had found out she was pregnant. That night they called both of their parents, including her godfather in Japan. A week later, she lost her first baby. The loss was extremely difficult for them both. Daniel managed to handle it better than Hitomi. Hell, someone had to be strong for the other to lean on. They gave it some time before trying again. The second pregnancy was a welcomed surprise for both Hitomi and Daniel. She was four months pregnant and had felt the baby kick for the first time when she was driving to work one morning. She had to share the exciting news with Daniel. She quickly called him. He was ecstatic and told her he would come by her office at lunchtime to celebrate. As she was about to turn into the parking garage where her office was located, the driver two cars behind her was apparently speeding and did not notice the brake lights in front of them. A chain reaction occurred. That car rear-ended the car behind her, which in turn slammed into Hitomi’s rear bumper. Forcefully slamming into the steering wheel caused immediate pain to her abdomen. Heather was called by the lobby’s front desk receptionist in their building, who witnessed the entire incident. By the time the ambulance weaved its way through the morning traffic, Hitomi was already bleeding while lying in the backseat of her car holding Heather’s hand. Her willpower and excitement at starting a new family was slowly beginning to dwindle.

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Pushing doubtful thoughts from her mind, Hitomi’s third pregnancy was a surprise and a blessing. As a couple, they felt confident in this baby making it to term. Hitomi had made it to her six-month mark and things were going great. The baby was kicking and moving around and seemed to be progressing well. Even her doctor was starting to breathe a sigh of relief. Hitomi had even talked to Natalia about being their baby’s pediatrician. She was finally beginning to breathe a sigh of relief. In the middle of the night, she woke Daniel after feeling a few stabbing pains which quickly increased, giving her the impression that she was going into premature labor. The pain was immense and the sight of the bed was ghastly. The white sheets were stained with a reddish-pink liquid. Daniel raced her to the emergency room, still unclear of what was happening to his wife. After twelve hours in the hospital, the baby’s heartbeat could not be found. That was the final straw. And it was also the night Hitomi decided to end Daniel’s torment. She didn’t want to stand in his way of having a family since it was clear in her eyes she was broken, defective. Unable to give him the family they had discussed back in the beginning when she was still full of hope. Hitomi knew her husband was deeply in love with her, but she could no longer return the love she had for him. How could she when she could no longer love herself? It sickened her when she thought about how defective her body was. Daniel fought tooth and nail to stop Hitomi from leaving him. He tried to get her to consider in vitro fertilization or adoption as alternatives with no success. Hitomi would not have anyone think for a moment she didn’t love her husband with all of her heart. In her eyes, she had failed herself and Daniel by not being strong enough to carry their child to term and felt she would only hold him back when it came to having children of their own. She hated looking at herself naked…especially her stomach. Daniel, being the great man he was, tried his best to convince her they didn’t have to have children, he just wanted her. He was hell-

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bent on making Hitomi understand that just having her in his life was enough. They still loved each other and made love right up until the papers were finalized. Hitomi learned from Natalia that Daniel had finally realized there was nothing anyone could do to make Hitomi realize she was not defective and worthy of still having a loving family. Regretfully, Daniel stopped fighting. Two months after her divorce was final Daniel moved to another state. Guilt over ending her marriage just about brought her to her knees. She could not handle the looks of pity or encouraging words if she had stayed with him only to lose another child, nor did she want Daniel to feel guilty for something he had no control over. It was all her fault, and the decision to let Daniel go was best for both of them. Hitomi swore off marriage and gave up any hopes of ever having children. This was the reason why she dove into her work, avoided relationships at all costs, and almost alienated her friends and family in the process. Giving up, she made a personal declaration that she’d just love on the children of her friends and family. She felt as if her body was defective.

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Chapter 17 The room was silent. The only noises heard were sniffles from both Hitomi and Raiden. Hitomi continued on, sharing the dreams she’d had, each and every one in detail. She was on a sharing roll and figured there was no need to stop now. When she had finally finished baring her soul and then some to Raiden, tears were tumbling down her face like a river, yet her heart felt lighter. A weight had been lifted. And she felt as if she would throw up. She just hoped he didn’t turn her away after her overwhelming revelations. She prayed he was not disgusted or disappointed by the fact that she could not have children. Finally lifting her head up, Hitomi let out a small gasp at the sight in front of her. Raiden was no longer sitting at his desk but standing in front of her, leaning against his desk, eyes red from crying. She had brought the man to tears. There was no hint of disgust or disappointment in his eyes as he stared at her. The only things she saw reflected in Raiden’s gaze were compassion, sadness, understanding, desire, and love. There was no shame in his gaze. His emotions were easily displayed for her to see. Raiden reached down for Hitomi’s tear-dampened hands and helped her to her feet. After long moments of holding her gaze, he began kissing away her tears. Raiden began placing soft kisses on her eyes, nose, cheeks, and chin as he brushed back the moist, tear-soaked hair sticking to her face. “I’m so sorry, baby. I know there’s nothing I can say that will make you feel better or ease the hurt.” He hugged her body close to his and held her tight, listening as Hitomi let out a small sigh and laid

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her head on his chest. This was enough for her. Just being held in his arms, feeling the acceptance, helped. She tried to speak, but her mouth was pressed against Raiden’s chest. He pulled back as he stared down at her, smiling. “You were talking to my chest, sweetheart. What did you say?” She lowered her head before she began to speak. “No, Hi.” He lifted her chin with two fingers. “Talk to me. That’s the problem now. Baby, you’re going to have to trust me enough to handle whatever it is you need to talk about. I will not judge and definitely won’t speak without thinking first. Now, talk to me, please.” Raiden’s voice was calm and low. After a long pause, she spoke. “Do I disgust you? Do I disappoint you because I can’t give you more children?” She knew the answer, but hearing him say the words would make her feel a little better. Still holding her gaze, refusing to let her look away or feel pity for herself, he answered her. “Baby, I don’t feel that way, and I never will. Never. I just wish you could have trusted me enough in the beginning enough to share something so personal and close to your heart with me.” Letting go of her chin, he caressed her hair with one hand and pressed her body back to his with the other, lost in thought for a few moments as silence surrounded their intimate moment. “Hi, I want to ask you one question and then we drop the topic altogether.” Raising her head, crinkling her eyebrows, she was worried she wouldn’t be able to answer his question. “Okay. What’s your question?” “When did the doctor finally tell you that you physically could not have children?” For a few silent moments, she thought long and hard. “Well, they never actually said that. I…” Raiden’s lips covering hers stopped any further conversation. His kiss was soft and sensual. Welcoming his tongue into her mouth, she clutched him tight as he explored her mouth thoroughly. When her fingers cupped and kneading his ass she felt the low groan rumble through his chest.

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She, in return, did the same. He tasted of mint and spiced tea and all Raiden. Flavors she missed. The moment her hands began to roam and she deepened the kiss, Raiden eased away from her, breaking the kiss but not the embrace. “I’m not letting you go again. You understand this, right?” Her lips curved into a small smile, eyes gleaming with excitement and relief of not being rejected. “You’re n–not?” “No, Hi, I’m not. You broke my heart, but I’m not letting you walk out of my life again.” He kissed her cheek before he continued, “Actually, you’re not walking out of this building tonight. I believe you have some making up to do. What do you think?” Although her eyes were gleaming with excitement, her face was serious. “I will do whatever to make the pain I caused you to go away…” Grabbing her gently by the arm, Raiden headed toward his apartment, cutting off her sentence. A sneaky smile claimed his lips as they walked the few steps across the room. “I’m glad we are in agreement, baby. You hurt me. You hurt me big time.” Walking her into the apartment, he pointed to the bed. “Have a seat, baby. You’re going to be punished first.” When she sat down, she noticed Raiden walking back out of the apartment. He left the room and closed the door behind him. She heard a clicking sound as if he had locked the door. Then there was a faint knocking sound as if he had put something against the door. Hitomi kicked and pounded on the door, demanding that he open it. She was confused and a bit frightened by the odd turn of events. She thought they had made up and were about to make up. The last thing she thought was that she would be locked inside of his apartment with him on the other side of the door. The buzzing of the phone beside the bed caught her attention. Hitomi stopped banging on the door and answered the phone. She knew it was him. “What!”

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“Sweetheart, you have no reason to be mad at me. I believe I’m the injured party here.” How the hell did he sound so calm and cool while she was on the edge of having a panic attack? “Raiden, I swear I’m going to kick your ass when you open this door!” “Promises, promises. You say the sweetest things, baby.” After he let loose a chuckle, Raiden continued, “I have to call Cage so he can pick up Kimi, and I need to finish up a few things before I’m officially done for the day. I will order dinner for us—” “As soon as you open this door, Raiden—” “Hush, woman. Anyway, you should realize you’re not going anywhere, Hi. Stop interrupting me. The longer it takes me to finish, the longer it will be before I open the door.” He paused, and Hitomi remained silent. “Why don’t you go in the bathroom and take a soothing bubble bath. All the things you like are under the cabinet, and I filled the dresser drawers with the panties, bras, and other underthings you favor. I won’t be too long.” Hitomi wasn’t sure how to take Raiden’s behavior and attitude. She was nervous as hell. “I’m sorry, Raiden,” she whispered. A deep chuckle flowed through the phone again. “Oh baby, I know you are. Now go run your bathwater, and I want you to remember two things, Hi.” “Y–yes.” “You left me here to pick up the pieces after you left. You have no idea the hell you have put me through.” **** The line went silent as she continued to hold the phone a little longer. This was not the Raiden that she knew and loved. Quietly placing the phone back in the cradle, Hitomi walked to the bathroom to run a bubble bath. After undressing and slipping inside of the

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bathtub, she started the Jacuzzi jets. Her mind was racing a mile a minute as she replayed the events that had occurred in Raiden’s office. She knew Raiden would not hurt her, but it sounded like he was going to throw one hell of a temper tantrum. Hitomi also knew she deserved each and every bit he threw her way, so she figured it was best to enjoy this bath in silence and take her punishment like a big girl. Once she finished her bath, wrapped in an extra fluffy towel, Hitomi went searching through the drawers and gasped as she thumbed through two drawers filled to the rim with matching bra and panty sets ranging from lace, silk, and even the lazy day cottons she loved. “Oh my goodness,” she whispered to herself. The third and fourth drawers were filled with sleepwear. Sexy sleepwear, camis and shorts, long silk tops and bottoms, and last but not least, her favorite sleepwear, Raiden’s T-shirts. She slipped on one of his shirts and inhaled his scent. Damn, she loved that man. Hitomi walked back into the bathroom to look under the counter and found every product that she used. “Observant.” Lathering her body with the sweet-scented lotion, she wandered into his closet. “Might as well explore while I wait for my punishment.” Stepping into the entrance of the closet, she blinked as motion-sensor lights illuminated the room. It was a well-organized U-shaped closet. The lingering scent of Raiden’s cologne filled the room as she started on her left and slowly thumbed his clothes. Tailored suits and shirts hung on wooden hangers along with a few pair of casual pants. Hitomi couldn’t believe the knot that formed in her stomach as Raiden’s scent invaded her senses. Just standing there in his closet wearing his T-shirt, she felt as if her body had been enveloped in Raiden’s embrace. She could not imagine the hurt she had put this man through. As Hitomi made her way around to the other side of the closet, she stopped. Raiden had bought clothes for her as well. The items only took up a small amount of space, but the sight of it all was

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amazing. Hitomi thought she would throw up. How could she have hurt a man she was in love with and who was clearly in love with her? He took her needs very seriously, filling his drawers with items for her, filling his closet with clothes just for her, and loading his cabinets with the specialty items she used, including the items for her sensitive skin. Unable to control the quiet tears that fell, Hitomi crawled into the bed and pulled the covers over her head. “How could I have been so stupid?” she whispered before drifting off. **** The soft sounds of a door opening and closing did not wake Hitomi up, but the clanging of dishes did. She sat up and saw Raiden setting out their dinner. Sliding out of the bed and tugging his T-shirt over her naked bottom, she walked closer and realized it was dinner for one. “Raiden?” Her voice was soft and scratchy. Without looking up, Raiden continued placing food on the small table. “I’ve already eaten. I didn’t mean to take so long. Here’s your dinner. I’m going to take a shower.” She watched as Raiden’s lean body walked past her and strode into the bathroom. He didn’t utter another word nor did he look back. It was if he was talking to her out of courtesy. Hitomi did not want to overanalyze things, so she sat quietly and ate her dinner and awaited her so-called punishment. Not having much of an appetite, she pushed her plate back just as Raiden walked out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist. His hair was longer and finger-combed back with water still dripping from it. Water lingered on his neck and rippled chest. Mouth open, she shamelessly stared. I wonder if he would be mad if I jumped his bones right now. My goodness, he looks good enough to eat. Oh hell, am I drooling?

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Raiden moved around the room as if she wasn’t there, not uttering one word to her. Hitomi sat and watched as Raiden dropped his towel and climbed into the bed. He graced the room with two words. “Good night.” Rising from her chair, Hitomi walked the distance to Raiden’s side of the bed. “R–Raiden? Why are you ignoring me?” She felt like a child, tugging at the hem of her T-shirt. “I would like my punishment now. Please. Anything to get you to at least look at me.” Quickly flipping the covers back, Raiden scooted over but never looked at her. Instead, he kept his eyes closed. “Turn off the light and get in the bed, Hitomi.” Once she climbed in the bed, Raiden flung the covers over her, turned his back to her, and continued to talk. “You don’t get it, do you, Hi? I know you better than you know yourself. I know the one thing you hate the most. The one thing you never like for me to do to you.” He sighed deeply. “Go to sleep, Hitomi. This is your punishment.” Dammit! I always said I want a man who is attentive and knows me. But it fucking sucks when he knows that ignoring me is the worst punishment to give me. I’d rather yell and scream, break something…anything but be ignored. Her heart was breaking all over again, but she deserved it. Hitomi lay still for a long time, listening to Raiden breathe. She missed his body heat, cuddling, being held by him. Now the man she loved slept with his back to her. To hell with it. He can ignore me, but I need him. Hitomi turned over and faced Raiden’s back. She moved in close to Raiden’s naked body but didn’t dare place her hands on him. She was afraid he would wake up and move away, rejecting her. She lay there feeling her heart beating as if it were doing a drumroll. With her forehead resting on his back, she felt slightly better. Any closeness was better than none at all. The reality of what she did to Raiden, the immense pain she had caused, finally hit her. Hard. The punishment he was giving her couldn’t compete with the

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punishment and pain she laid on him before she went out of the country. She lay motionless as the silent tears fell. **** Raiden lay in the bed, listening as Hitomi cried behind him. This is not what I wanted. If he inflicted the same amount of hurt on her as she had on him, neither would recover. He wanted her in his life, and ignoring Hitomi was quicker and would cause less damage to their shaky relationship. But now as he lay listening to his woman cry, it hurt him all over again. Damn. Turning over, he reached over her and wrapped her hand in his and pulled it to his mouth and kissed her palm. Her cries were no longer silent, and her body began to shake. “I’m sooo…I’m sorry, Raiden,” she whispered between hiccups. Her breathing was shallow. “My h–heart h–hurts, Raiden. I’m so sorry. Please forgive me.” Without a sound, Raiden turned her over to face him. Pulling her small body into his embrace, he comforted her. “Shhh, baby. We are going to be okay. You knew I couldn’t sleep with my heart hurting like this, babe. Stop crying, Hi. Shhh, calm down, love.” Hugging her tighter, caressing her hair, he felt her nod, and she slowly began to calm down. “I love you with all that I have, woman.” He gave her a small shake. “I need you in my life. Don’t ever hurt me again, Hitomi.” It just about did him in when she raised those swollen, cloudy gray eyes at him. He hissed and let out a low curse. “I promise I will never hurt you again. I swear. I love you so much. I’m sorry, Raiden. Don’t give up on me. Don’t let me go.” “But I have to.” Her eyes widened as she gasped, ready to cry all over again.

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“I have to, baby. I have to let you go…so you can turn over and press your back to my chest as we fall asleep.” He let out a chuckle as he watched the fear in her eyes turn to joy. “Jerk.” She turned over, and Raiden opened his arms only enough for her to turn over. Hell, he didn’t want to let her go either, regardless of the situation. **** The moonlight seeping through the blinds woke Hitomi. It lit the room up with a soft and sweet illumination. She lay in Raiden’s arms, enjoying the closeness they shared. It felt so good. At that moment, she knew things were going to be okay between the two of them. She was home. “I see you finally woke up.” One hand caressed her arm, causing goose bumps in its path. “Uh-huh.” She turned over and quickly covered his mouth with hers, slow and deep, intent on being in control as she sampled his sweet mouth. At least she thought she was in control. Raiden pulled her body close to his, letting her feel the urgent need that she had caused. His erection was strong and hard. He broke the kiss, and a wicked grin curved his lips. “It’s time, baby.” Still flying high because of a relationship renewed, Hitomi placed light kisses on his neck. Her voice was raspy when she spoke between kisses. “Time.” Lick, nip, kiss. “For.” Lick, nip, kiss. “What?” Lick, nip, kiss. “Mmmm, sweetheart. I need to be inside of you now, Hi.”

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Chapter 18 Pushing Raiden onto his back, Hitomi straddled his thighs without hesitation. Gently grabbing his dick and stroking it with one hand as she caressed his balls with the other was double the pleasure. She loved the way he felt in her hands. He was soft, silky, warm, and then hard. Hitomi knew the power she had at that moment, knew she could easily make him come in a matter of moments. But what fun would that be when she wanted to feel him inside of her? Hearing his moans of excitement caused her sheath to flood with her cream. “Do you know how beautiful you look sitting above me with my T-shirt on? You have no idea how much I missed you.” She felt her cheeks burn when she reached up to touch her hair. She knew she looked a mess. He stopped her hand before it reached her hair. “Sweetheart, your hair is in a messy ponytail. Your lips are soft, wet, and ready to be kissed again. Right now your eyes are eating me alive.” He groaned and thrust his hips up when she licked her lips. “You are ready for me, baby. I can feel your juices sliding down my leg. Stop teasing me. I need you now.” Hitomi slid up his thighs and hovered over his cock, resting her wet folds on his engorged tip, moving ever so slowly back and forth. When she removed her T-shirt, she was completely naked. She smiled when Raiden groaned. When he cupped her breast, without warning, Hitomi slammed down on his cock, followed by her squeal of pleasure. “Oh how I’ve missed you,” she moaned. “I will follow your lead,” he choked out. “Ride me, baby.”

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In her own euphoric haze, Hitomi laid her palms on Raiden’s chest and tossed her head back as she began milking him at a steady pace. With every upward motion, her pussy clamped down and held him tight. Their melodic moans combined with the pressure of his thumb circling her clit was the catalyst she needed to quickly send her nerve endings blazing. “Raiden.” Whispering his name as her pace quickened, she locked eyes with him. “I love you.” “I love you, too.” Extending his arms, he pulled her down to him. Voice raspy, he continued, “Kiss me.” Leaning forward, Hitomi cradled his face in her hands as she felt Raiden’s hands wrap around her, pulling their bodies as close together as possible. Their kiss was slow, passionate, and deep, and her joyride slowed to match the pace. The orgasm that was screaming to break through was pushed to the side, and time stood still for long moments as Hitomi wrapped her arms around his neck, allowing the passion of their embrace to take over. Kissing away the pain and hurt. Kissing with the promise to protect, listen, and share with one another. Imprinting the love they had for each other. Branding one another with the knowledge that each belonged to the other. Keeping their bodies joined together, Raiden turned until Hitomi was nestled underneath him. Cradling her body, his movements stilled. Their lovemaking had always been miraculous and special, but tonight it was a cleaning of the slate. As Hitomi slowly opened her eyes and stared right into Raiden’s, a stray tear slid down the side of her face. Wrapping her arms and legs around his body, she began to move in sync with him. The thrusts were indescribable. Raiden took her to levels she has never been before. He pulled back slowly until the head of his cock laid at the opening of her folds, thrusting forward until he grazed her womb. He continued this dance until she could no longer hold back the orgasm that had been pacing the sidelines.

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Something tantalizing always racked her body when he gave her permission to come. Of course she could have one without waiting for him to tell her to, but her orgasms were stronger, deeper whenever he gave the command. She waited for those magical words to slip from his mouth. “Come, sweetheart.” She held him as tight as possible as the orgasm took over her body, and Raiden began to thrust harder and deeper. “Raiden!” Gasping, Hitomi felt another orgasm building before she finished riding the waves of her first one. “Holy hell, another one is working its way up.” She felt Raiden’s chest rumble. “Mine.” He held on to her waist as he possessed her body. “More. Harder. Please, Raiden.” His grip tightened as their bodies became drenched with sweat. “I…n–need to come again, Raiden. Holy hell! Say it now. Please now.” The internal battle of delaying her orgasm this time around was of pleasure and pain. “Do you belong to me?” His voice was husky and short of breath. “Y–yes. I’m yours always.” She could barely think straight, trying to hold on to her orgasm. “Mine?” “Yours, Raiden.” Smiling wide, he kissed her lips then moved to her neck. Nipping, biting, teasing as he ground his hips into her. “Come for me.” He continued to nip at her neck while her body thrashed underneath him. The room was filled with outbursts of moans, groans, and screams by sated lovers. As their bodies calmed, they caressed each other with tender words of love. No longer joined together, they turned on their sides and quickly fell asleep in each other’s arms. ****

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“Congratulations, man!” Cage said to Raiden as he gave him a hug. Raiden had shown up unexpectedly at the Lacoste Publishing House to share his news. He knew Raiden was still in love with Hitomi when he called him and told him about their very first business meeting, which eventually turned into a very long lunch. Raiden just had not admitted it yet. Cage and his siblings had made bets on when Raiden would propose. He was blown away at how Kimi took to Hitomi immediately. People were always invited to Kimi’s games, but Hitomi was the first woman of interest that Raiden had invited. Hitomi was the first other than a Lacoste family member to get a team shirt. Hitomi was the first woman since her mother’s death to meet Kimi. Hitomi was the first and only to sweep Raiden off his feet since his wife’s death. And Hitomi was the first and only to win Kimi over sight unseen. Kimi and Raiden were a close father-and-daughter team. Raiden had told her about Hitomi and even shared pictures with her. Kimi thought she was beautiful and had kind eyes. The eyes, those kind, translucent gray eyes are what usually got you. And Kimi didn’t hesitate to discuss giving Hitomi a team shirt. Whatever made Kimi’s dad happy always made her happy. **** “I can’t believe it took you this long to come to that decision. You were a goner the first time you reunited with her. Have you picked out a ring yet?” Coming out of the clouds, Raiden sighed with bliss. “No, her friend Natalia is meeting me at the jewelry store. I know what I like, but Natalia will help me to blend my taste with Hitomi’s and hopefully come up with the perfect ring.” “Natalia?” He was momentarily lost in thought about the beauty he had met at the “intervention” dinner at Duran’s house. Cage could not believe how drawn he was to her. “Beautiful woman. You can’t

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go wrong with her friend there to help.” Looking at Raiden cautiously, he said, “Raiden, calm down.” Cage let out a deep laugh. He shook his head at his best friend. He hadn’t seen Raiden this nervous when he proposed to Claire. Well hell, this was interesting. “You’re going to stress yourself out. Calm down, or you won’t be able to tackle your objectives today.” Cage sat back in his leather chair in amazement. He was truly happy for Raiden. It was amazing to see his best friend and his daughter head over heels for Hitomi. Hitomi was a very lucky woman indeed. “I haven’t figured out when I will ask her. How long are you supposed to date before you propose?” “Are you kidding me? You know there’s no specified date for falling in love. Shit, Raiden, when it happens, it happens, and there’s nothing anyone else can say. If you want to marry her then ask her. This is between you and Hitomi. You should know better than to ask me that. Although I don’t think I will ever experience it, I was raised by parents who are still madly in love with each other. You know my parents married after one month of dating. They declared their love on their first date. They are still in love with each other. You’ve witnessed some of the groping yourself, man.” They both burst out laughing with that visual in mind. “Just let me know when you want me to get Kimi.” “Thanks, Cage. I guess that makes you my best man.” “Did you ever have any doubt, bro? The only problem I foresee is what to do with your other nine brothers and sisters in the Lacoste family. They treat you like a brother, call you brother, and will beat you up like one if they aren’t given some type of wedding duty.” Cage burst into laughter as he watched Raiden’s eyes bulge. “Just keep it in mind.” ****

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Raiden was on his second cup of caramel macchiato when he saw Natalia walk into the coffee shop. His nerves were a mess, and he knew he should have stopped at one cup. The espresso had him wired, and in the second cup, he had asked them to double it. He could run a marathon in a suit and dress shoes right this moment and win with time to spare. Even though his best friend was in denial, Raiden could see why Cage was taken with the mahogany beauty with the golden eyes. Natalia was kind-hearted and apparently loved children or she wouldn’t have become a pediatric doctor. Watching Cage go after Natalia would be an event Raiden would pay to see. “Raiden, put the coffee down. I won’t even ask how many you have had. You look wired to the teeth.” She smiled as she took a seat across from him. “I’m glad I decided to take the day off to help you shop for a ring for Hitomi. Take a few deep breaths.” “I’m a bit nervous, Natalia.” He pushed the cup away anyway. He was thankful that she had suggested he dress casual for the ringshopping adventure. He was unsure of how long it would take to find the perfect ring and was glad Natalia had agreed to help him. Raiden felt it was important for one of the three people Hitomi trusted to help him. They knew her taste in jewelry. He wanted everything to be perfect. “I would be worried if you were not nervous, Raiden. Hitomi is a special woman, and I’m glad she finally saw the light. But I’m especially happy that the two of you are back together. I’ve never seen such happiness. Although I have not met your daughter, I feel as if I know and love her already.” Subconsciously sitting a little taller, he smiled. “Thank you, Natalia. I love her.” “I know.” He was lost in thought for a moment. Good grief, how difficult could it be for him to speak his mind? The need to know was eating at him.

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“What’s wrong Raiden?” Calmly and collectedly, she sat patiently waiting for any type of response. “I want to ask you a question that I asked Hitomi the other night. If it’s too personal or overstepping boundaries, just say so, and I will drop it.” Nodding her head in the practiced doctor mode, she said, “I’m listening.” Raiden leaned in a little closer. “Before I ask this question, I just want to make something clear. Your answer won’t stop me from proposing, but after Hitomi shared her past with me, a thought occurred to me. And since you are a doctor, I want your opinion.” “Okay.” “Through all of those miscarriages, although devastating, I never once heard Hitomi say that a doctor told her she couldn’t have children. I even asked her the same question, and it almost startled her as if she had not thought of it. Like she simply assumed.” He put his hand up because he saw that Natalia was about to speak, but he was not quite finished. “Now don’t get me wrong. I still want children with Hitomi but it doesn’t matter if they are blood-related or adopted. I’m not letting her go, and I’ve made that part absolutely clear to her.” After being quiet for a few moments, Natalia spoke. “I really do admire you, Raiden. Daniel had been a fighter, but Hitomi fought harder. I can see that Hitomi doesn’t stand a chance in hell of winning a fight against you and Kimi. I’m glad you won’t let her walk away again.” She smiled at him. “Dang, Raiden, I keep finding more reasons to like you. I will admit that I’m a little jealous. I hope one day I’m lucky enough to meet someone like you.” Raiden felt flushed and knew he was blushing when Natalia laughed. “I’m sorry, Raiden, I didn’t mean to put you on the spot.” “It’s okay.” He shook his head, still slightly embarrassed. “Back to your question. When Hitomi was taken to the hospital for her third miscarriage, I went to visit her. I had spoken with her

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doctor and found out she was still capable of having children. I know about her fourth pregnancy.” Raiden slowly nodded his head and arched an eyebrow. “I had to check on one of my patients who was at the hospital to have her tonsils taken out and I ran into Hitomi’s doctor. We were standing at the nurse’s station and she had her chart in hand. Hitomi had already left the hospital when I arrived. Her doctor knew it would be unethical to share Hitomi’s information so instead she suggested I check on her. But before I left, Hitomi’s doctor asked for a second opinion on a patient she had. Flipping the chart open, I saw it was Hitomi’s and saw the reason for the emergency room visit. I got the hint. Clearly Hitomi didn’t want anyone to know what happened, especially since it happened after Daniel had already moved away. You are the only person I’ve told. I made an impromptu visit to her house and took care of her. Hitomi probably figured I was there out of sympathy, and I was, but not because of Daniel.” Taking a sip of water, she continued, “Some things just simply can’t be explained. I’m a doctor, but I’m also a spiritual person, Raiden. Some things are not meant to be, and then there are moments when although we may want things, it may not be the right time. Not yet, anyway. She can have children, but I don’t think she was meant to have them with Daniel. Do you understand?” “Yes, I do. Thank you for that, Natalia. It really helps a lot. Let’s just hope the time is right with me.” “It will be. Now let’s go get our girl that ring.”

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Chapter 19 Walking into Savagni’s Jeweler was overwhelming to Raiden, and he was once again thankful for Natalia’s help. He knew if he had come into the jeweler alone, the saleswoman standing behind the counter that greeted them with dollar signs glued to her eyeballs would have gone to town on his credit card before he knew what hit him. Natalia hooked her arm through his and took him in the opposite direction of the creepy, smiling saleswoman. They took their time looking around. Raiden was getting the urge to buy more than just a ring for his silver-eyed beauty. He wanted to spoil her. Hell, he would buy her the world if he could. Every piece of jewelry he eyed looked exquisite. There were several one-of-a-kind items in display cases lining the walls. The place screamed class and elegance, and it seemed to carry delicate items for every budget. Raiden was beginning to enjoy this store. Natalia and Raiden were discussing Hitomi’s taste in jewelry when an older gentleman walked out to greet them. “Hello ma’am, sir. How are you today?” “Hello there.” Natalia greeted him as if he were a breath of fresh air. He seemed genuine. “I’m trying to help my friend Raiden pick out a lovely engagement ring for my best friend. Between the two of us, we have an idea of what we are looking for.” “Ah. Would you be Mr. Raiden and Ms. Natalia?” Raiden was surprised the gentleman knew their names. “No need to look surprised. Mr. Cage rung me earlier and mentioned you were stopping by.”

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“I should have known he was on a first-name basis when he suggested your beautiful jewelry store.” He loved his best friend and couldn’t wait until it was Cage’s turn to come looking for an engagement ring. “Hopefully I will have exactly what you are searching for. But I have no problem designing whatever is necessary. Tell me what this special woman likes in her jewelry.” Natalia started first. “Round-shaped diamonds are her first choice, and then the princess cut runs a close second.” “Pink is her favorite color. I know they’re not common, but I would special order if necessary. I want a pink diamond. I won’t substitute that color for anything else,” Raiden added. Raiden watched as the gentleman seemed to take in and think about the adamant request he had just given. Mr. Savagni smiled. “Well, it seems that the two of you aren’t very challenging. I think I have a lovely ring or two, Mr. Raiden.” After a few moments in the back room, Mr. Savagni returned with a small black velvet display tray. When he removed the black velvet cloth to reveal the rings, Raiden was blown away. “Oh my, those are absolutely breathtaking,” Natalia whispered to Raiden. There were seven pink diamond rings to choose from. Three in gold and four in platinum. “Okay, Natalia, I know which one I’m getting.” He picked up a round pink diamond ring surrounded by white diamonds in platinum. “Oh my god, Raiden. It’s perfect.” “Okay, Mr. Savagni, wrap it up, please.” Raiden walked around, not really sure of what he was looking for. “Excellent choice! I have just the box for your special lady.” He turned to go into the back room once again. “Mr. Savagni, I have one question.” “Sure. How can I help, Mr. Raiden?”

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“Just two things, sir. First, you and I will have to work on those wedding bands of ours. And second, do you have any pink diamond teardrop earrings that will match her engagement ring?” Mr. Savagni gave Natalia a wink before speaking to her. “It seems our friend has found true happiness, yes?” Natalia nodded and smiled in agreement. “Hitomi is going to be knocked off her feet.” Mr. Savagni smiled and looked to Raiden. “I can’t wait to collaborate with you on the wedding bands, and as for the earrings, I have the perfect pair.” **** After Natalia helped Raiden pick out Hitomi’s engagement ring, she took a picture and sent it to their other best friend, Riva. When he expressed how nervous he was about picking out the ring, Riva called him on his cell phone to help figure out how he wanted to pop the question. Riva informed Raiden that the perfect place, the only place, would be Soledad’s on the River. The times Raiden had taken her there, Hitomi couldn’t stop talking about the restaurant. She loved it as if it was her first visit every time. Once Raiden and Natalia had parted ways, he called Riva back. He had one more question. “Riva, is it too pompous of me to purchase the dress I would like for Hi to wear? I’m standing in front of the display window of one of Hitomi’s favorite boutiques, and I see a dress that would be perfect for her and matches her engagement ring.” Sighing heavily on the phone, Riva said, “Raiden, I wish God made more like you, sweetie. Buy her the dress, and get the clerk to match it with shoes and a clutch. Okay?” “Uh-huh.” She lost him at the word “clutch.” “I want you to listen carefully to my instructions. I know you are familiar with shopping for her, but this is different. Do not steer away

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from my directions or the commission-hungry sales clerks will pounce on you.” Raiden laughed at that statement, but he knew better than to ignore her advice. “I’m listening.” “Are you sure the dress in the window is the one you want?” Without a second thought, he responded. “Positive.” He was imagining taking it off of Hitomi as he stood on the sidewalk. An erection was growing. He had to turn his focus on something else and fast. Look at the construction worker. Look at the hairy, ugly construction worker. Raiden figured there was nothing worse than going into a store specifically for women with a hard-on. Erection dead. “Okay, when you walk into the store, glance around. One of the sales clerks would have noticed you the minute you walked in the store. Make your way over to the display window and inform the sales clerk that you want that particular dress, and give her Hitomi’s size.” “Riva, you had me thinking it was going to be some stealth operation. I can handle that.” He was amazed at how these two women loved his Hitomi. She was lucky to have them in her life. And now he wondered what he would have done without their help today. “Smooth move, but that won’t work this time. You are shopping for a special occasion. They will be able to smell your excitement a mile away, which means tempting you with unnecessary impulse purchases. You have a checklist, and you have to stay focused. You say this dress is perfect?” “It is.” The color will make her skin glow. I can’t wait to kiss her shoulders when they are revealed. Hopefully Hitomi will rub that lotion on her body that looks like tiny, subtle flecks of glitter. “Remember that, and stay focused. Now, once you have the dress, stick with simple but sexy shoes. If you are unsure of the choices the sales clerk shows you, take pictures, send them to me, and call me immediately. Then last but not least, tell the clerk you want a simple clutch to match the shoes.”

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“That’s a lot of info. Thanks, Riva.” “You have just had the CliffsNotes version of Shopping 101 by Riva. I’ll keep my phone nearby. And you are absolutely welcome. Good luck, Raiden. I can’t wait to see her in it.” **** “Tonight’s the night.” Raiden was giving himself a pep talk on the elevator ride to Hitomi’s condo. It had been two weeks since he had purchased her engagement ring and booked Soledad’s on the River. He was going to propose tonight in front of all of their friends and family. Now, as he waited in the elevator, he felt a bit nauseous. Raiden almost ran out of the elevator when it finally opened. Stepping out into the hallway, he took a few deep breaths, trying to gather his composure. Hitomi would know something was up if he knocked on her door looking nervous and a bit green in the face. “Get it together, man,” Raiden whispered to himself as he pushed the doorbell. When Hitomi opened the door, Raiden was speechless. “Damn, woman, are you trying to give me a heart attack?” he exclaimed as he walked into her condo and shut the door. Wasting no time, he pulled her into his embrace. He couldn’t control himself as he covered her mouth with his, kissing her passionately. “You look beautiful, baby,” he muttered before he kissed her again. Finally pulling away, he admired the way she looked in her dress. He was proud of himself. Hitomi looked damn good. **** Hitomi felt like a princess. Never in her life had a man bought her a dress. It was pale pink chiffon, one-shoulder neckline with cream, beaded detail and stunning heels and clutch to match. Just the thought

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of him taking the time to buy something for her made her cry. She had already picked out an outfit to wear for dinner. Nothing extravagant, just a simple cream pencil dress. But when Heather brought in the huge red rectangular-shaped box with a matching red bow that was sent by messenger from one of her favorite stores, she was blown away. And the card, oh my, the card made her want to go to Raiden’s work and fuck him right then and there. Heather begged and pleaded until Hitomi read the card to her. I hope you don’t mind that I took the time to pick you out something to wear. This dress was screaming at me, so I had no choice but to purchase it. I know you own tons of beautiful things, but I would be honored if you would wear this dress to dinner tonight. I’ve included a pair of heels that I wouldn’t mind seeing you parade around naked in. Feel free to leave your undergarments in the drawer. I can’t wait to see you in this. I love you so much, Hitomi. You’ve stolen my heart. Raiden P.S. Would you please wear your hair up tonight? P.P.S. And you have an appointment in two hours at Plum Yummy Day Spa for a manicure and pedicure and an open tab for whatever else your heart desires. Enjoy your day. After Hitomi finished reading the card, Heather dashed out of the office only to return ten minutes later. “Okay, I know it’s only nine in the morning, Hitomi, but I’ve managed to rearrange your schedule. I will see you on Monday!” Heather picked up Hitomi’s purse and packages and slowly started to push her out of the office. “But I didn’t even get to see who I was meeting…” “You had a light schedule anyway. You trust me right? Right. Go enjoy your day, girl! Let the man spoil you a little.” “I will be back after lunch…”

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“Oh no the heck you won’t! You have an open tab, girl. Get a massage, a facial, a wax, or whatever!” She shook her head, tsking at Hitomi like a child. “Hitomi, you don’t want to hurt Raiden’s feelings. It looks like he really is trying to give you a special day. Don’t be ungrateful.” Heather could work a guilt-trip. Hitomi couldn’t help but grin as Heather flitted around the office packing her items back inside the red box they had arrived in. “Sorry. Thanks, Heather. Will you help me take this box down to my car? I have some folders I need to take with me.” “Of course. Make sure you get a wax!” **** “I love my presents, Raiden, and I received my beautiful pink roses about an hour ago. And I love you, sweetheart.” She picked up the clutch that was included in her package this morning. “That suit looks great on you. Did you color-coordinate us on purpose?” Hi asked with a grin on her face. He wore a black Armani suit with a pale pink dress shirt with the top button undone. “Of course I did. Hell, we look good. I have another gift for you. Thank you for wearing your hair up. You look beautiful.” He pulled out the rectangular-shaped box. She stood there agape and apparently speechless. Her eyes danced with joy. He knew she loved gifts and especially if the gift was from him. “Hold your hand out.” Hitomi held her hand out, and for a moment, she simply fingered the pale pink box he placed in her palm. “Baby, you have to open the gift in order to see it,” Raiden teased as he continued to watch her face light up. Spoiling her was just as exciting for him as it was for her. The look on her face was priceless. “Oh, sorry.” She blushed as she opened the box. The gasp of excitement was proof enough for Raiden. “Oh. My. God. Raiden, these are beautiful.” She fingered the pink diamond teardrop earrings while her eyes grew watery. He could tell she was trying to hold back

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the tears. She quickly walked over to the mirror in her hallway and changed her earrings. Raiden went to stand behind her as she finished putting on the second earring. Her beauty always amazed him. Laying his hands on her shoulders, he saw a glimpse of light reflecting from her shoulders. Hitomi leaned her head back against his shoulder as they continued to stare at their reflections in the mirror. Raiden inhaled her sweet, natural scent and whispered in her ear, “You smell delicious, sweetheart, and you are wearing my favorite scent. Mmmm…I may not be able to keep my hands to myself.” He leaned forward and kissed the sensitive part of her body where her neck and shoulder met. A hiss escaped Hitomi’s lips, and she smiled at him in the mirror, giving him a naughty look. “Raiden, we won’t leave here if you keep this up.” He loved when her voice became sensuous and husky. Of course, she didn’t help the situation by slowly moving her butt up and down against his stiff cock. “I’m going to eat you up later.” She arched an eyebrow at him. “Promise?” “I promise. Let’s get going, sweetheart. We have reservations.” He silently begged for willpower as his dick throbbed in his slacks. He wanted nothing more than to slide into her warm, wet heat.

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Chapter 20 Hitomi didn’t bother to ask where they were going tonight. She wanted to be surprised. She was enjoying the pampering and was still riding high off of the wonderful day at the spa. It was clear there was nothing Raiden would not do for her, and she felt the same way about him. Learning the hard way that communication was the key to her happiness with him, she made a vow to herself to share everything with him. When they pulled in front of Soledad’s on the River, she didn’t hide her excitement. The food was fantastic, and it had been a while since they had eaten there. It had quickly become her favorite place to eat. Although the restaurant always drew a nice-size crowd, tonight Hitomi noticed the parking lot seemed to overflow with cars. As usual, they walked right to the podium where Camille, the hostess, stood wearing another stylish dress. Tonight, Camille looked especially cool and collected. She immediately gave Hitomi a warm smile, then Raiden. “That dress is stunning. It makes your gray eyes really pop. I will definitely have to talk to Soledad about purchasing one for me. You look gorgeous.” Hitomi was blushing ear to ear. “Thank you, Camille. But I can’t take all the credit. This awesome man right here bought it for me, shoes and clutch, too.” Raiden gave her a hug from behind, and Hitomi quickly grabbed his hands tighter around her waist. She loved everything about him. Camille nodded her head in approval, “You have great taste, Mr. Saga.”

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“Thank you. I would do anything to keep a smile on her beautiful face.” The women both smiled at him. Hitomi knew she had a great man. “Thanks, sweetie. And I would do anything for you.” Looking to Camille, she said, “You know, that dress you have on is hot. I need to shop with you.” They shared a laugh at that. Camille looked stunning as usual. “Thank you for the compliment.” Walking around the podium, she continued, “We are packed tonight, as you can see.” She waved her hand in the direction of the people waiting. The crowd was larger than usual. “We had to open up the other area of the restaurant that’s usually used for banquets. I have your table ready. Lower level this time as requested. Closer to the dance floor. Please follow me.” A few patrons mumbled in the waiting area, which caused Camille to turn and give the look, and it was quiet again. Camille kept Hitomi so engrossed in conversation she didn’t get a chance to look around the restaurant. “No menus are necessary tonight. Soledad said she’s making you something special.” Camille gave a smooth smile and winked at Raiden before she walked away. “Raiden, do you know what she’s making tonight?” She was feeling giddy and couldn’t figure out the reason behind it. Maybe it had something to do with making up with Raiden or the special treats he showered her with. Whatever it was, she didn’t care. “Not a clue, but I’m sure we won’t be disappointed.” A smug smile curved his lips. As they sat, Hitomi finally glanced around the dance floor and realized Soledad had added pink rose petals to the tables along with a single pink rose and pink carnations in a vase. The entertainment tonight was a different group of musicians, and a microphone stood in the center, waiting for the soloist. At the moment, the small band strummed out mostly upbeat instrumental medleys. The waiter brought over two glasses of Moscato in pink frosted wine glasses. When he continued to hover and cleared his throat,

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Hitomi looked up from her menu to see what was going on. “This is for you, ma’am.” The waiter, who was dressed in black slacks and a black button-down dress shirt with a white cloth draped over his arm, handed her an envelope. Hitomi was shocked and amused when she felt herself smile. She slowly reached for the pale pink envelope. As the waiter walked away, Hitomi gave Raiden a puzzled look. “Babe, am I missing something?” she asked in a questioning tone. She was oddly excited. “Does Soledad have a theme going on tonight? What’s with all the pink and this envelope?” Visibly trying his best to hold in his laughter, Raiden turned to her and smiled. He nodded his head at the envelope. “Open it and see what it says.” With trembling fingers, Hitomi gently opened the envelope and pulled out a small card trimmed in cherry blossoms, her second favorite flower. She hadn’t even read the card and tears were already forming. Do you trust me with your heart? Hitomi’s eyes immediately snapped up to find Raiden on the edge of his seat waiting for her answer. The love and passion in his gaze burned straight through to her heart. “Of course I do,” she choked out. “I love you so much, Raiden.” “Thank you for trusting me. The night isn’t over.” He pulled her out of her seat and to the dance floor and they danced to a few songs. As they approached their table, the waiter had just placed their food on the table and filled their wine glasses once more. He nodded at Raiden as he pulled Hitomi’s seat out for her. “This looks delicious, Raiden, my favorite meal. Simple and delicious.” She didn’t recall seeing this on tonight’s menu. Stuffed chicken marsala, mashed potatoes, and steamed vegetables. Although they ate in silence, the smile permanently plastered on her face felt wonderful. She was happy and Raiden was the one responsible for it.

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Once they finished, the waiter collected their plates in silence. Hitomi wiped her mouth and was about to place her napkin down when she saw another pink envelope where the plate used to be. She glanced at Raiden as he coolly sat back in his chair with a sly grin. “Open it, sweetheart.” You have captured my heart, and I refuse to let you go. I can’t live without you. There is a question I need to ask you, but only if you dance with me first. **** Hitomi placed the card, identical to the first one, down on the table and locked eyes with Raiden. She couldn’t resist her next actions. She walked over to him, never taking her eyes off of him. She extended her hand to him. Once Raiden took her hand and stood, Hitomi pulled him to her and kissed him passionately. At that moment, she didn’t care where she was or who was watching. She was in love, dammit, and she wanted this man more than her next breath. Raiden was the first to break their kiss and she whimpered at the loss. He hugged her body as close as possible to his. She could feel the steel length of his cock as she pressed up against him. They stood next to their table, locked in a heated embrace. She closed her eyes as her head lay against his chest. She wanted to remember this night as if it were her last. **** He never understood all the things Claire had tried to show him, teach him, before she died. Claire had been a great wife and friend and a terrific mother. Deep in the depths of his mind he had to wonder if Claire had been trying to prepare him. Claire had joked and teased him so much about moving on that he had learned to tune it out. On

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the day she died, they had played cards in the hospital. Claire’s eyes were heavy and she lay back down. Right before she nodded off she told Raiden, “Don’t let her slip away from you again.” He held her hand, leaned in close, and whispered, “Who?” He assumed she was rambling about Kimi. Claire whispered, “Hitomi. Don’t let her slip away from you again.” Sometimes, he knew it paid to listen to those much wiser than ourselves. **** As they embraced, he watched as Riva made her way to the stage to sing with her band. He knew Hitomi hadn’t really paid any attention to what was going on around her, and that’s how he wanted it. If she had, she would have noticed all the Lacoste clan in attendance, as well as Duran, Natalia, Heather, her parents, godparents who flew in from Japan, and her sister Miki who flew from Hawaii. He had her head spinning as they walked onto the dance floor again. He let out a small laugh that Hitomi didn’t notice. She was dancing with her eyes closed, laying her head on his chest as her friends and family crowded the dance floor. She was so caught up in the romantic bliss that a tornado could have come through there and she would not have noticed a thing. After the first dance, the soloist began to sing, and he felt Hitomi smile against his chest. She whispered in his ear, “She’s singing Riva’s song. That can only be your doing.” She once again rested her head on his chest as they continued to dance. Raiden knew it was only a matter of time before she recognized the voice. The more the woman sang, the slower Hitomi danced. After a few more lines Hitomi stopped and Raiden laughed softly. “It can’t be.” She whispered as her head snapped up to Raiden before she turned around to face the stage. Riva was singing one of the songs that she had written for Hitomi years ago. She had put it on

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her first CD that also happened to go double platinum. Riva gave her a small smile and blew her a kiss. When Hitomi turned those gray eyes on him he could almost see the wheels turning. He raised his hand, showing her the small pale pink ring box. Hitomi looked at the box and back to Raiden. **** The people were no longer dancing, only stepping backward and forming a circle around them as they stood in the center. Hitomi did a slow scan and caught Natalia in her sight and Soledad. She didn’t think there was anything strange about seeing them at the restaurant. Until she kept turning and looking and saw faces, lots of faces she recognized. Her friends as well as Raiden’s friends were all there. When she caught sight of her family and godparents, Hitomi instantly looked back at Raiden. Except now she had to look down because he was on one knee as Riva’s singing became softer. “Raiden?” Her voice was raspy as tears swelled in her eyes. “Are you shocked, sweetheart?” he asked as his eyes began to water. Speechless, she could only nod. “Good, that means I did it right.” As he opened the small pale pink ring box, gasps were heard throughout the room. It was the most beautiful ring she had ever seen. Words were not forthcoming. All she could do was trace the beauty that gleamed inside the box. Damn! “Hitomi Marceline Narcisse, I have loved you since the first day I met you in college when I was going through my awkward stage and everyone thought I was a girl.” Laughter erupted. “What? I never knew…” She spoke so low she wondered if he had heard her above the laughter. But he continued on.

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“When you showed Kimi how to be more defensive and a little too aggressive in soccer, I knew I had completely fallen for you, and there was no coming back.” More laughter erupted as Hitomi started to feel her legs give out. She couldn’t believe what was happening. They hadn’t discussed anything. Then again, there wasn’t anything to discuss. She knew she loved Raiden and wanted to spend the rest of her life with him and Kimi. Her heart was empty whenever they parted. Hitomi slowly knelt down in front of him. “I love you,” she whispered for his ears only. “I love you, too. Baby, will you marry me? “Yes!” She screamed as her tears flowed freely down her face. With shaky hands, he pulled the ring out of the box and placed it on her left ring finger. He wiped her tears away as she did the same to him. She couldn’t believe he was crying in front of all his friends. He didn’t seem to care at the moment and neither did she. The love she felt for him was indescribable. Being with Raiden made her feel complete. Now they were going to be married and she would have both Raiden and Kimi become a permanent part of her life. Standing, he pulled her up to him as everyone cheered and Riva sang another upbeat song of hers. “Wow! Imagine how dramatic the wedding is going to be. Now the party can begin, everyone!” Riva exclaimed, winking at Hitomi when they locked gazes.

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Chapter 21 Hitomi never would have imagined that Raiden would have put together a wedding within two weeks without her knowledge. Of course, he had a lot of help from her friends. Just about everyone they knew pitched in to help get the wedding plans taken care of. He had made it clear to her he wasn’t wasting another minute without her in his arms. He would no longer continue to “act” as a family. They were a family and making it official was the last step. Raiden and Cage had made sure to book the rooms on the top floor specifically for the bridal party. So even though she and Raiden were apart, they were only across the hall from one another. The rest of their friends and family were scattered throughout the hotel. She felt like a princess when her mother had brought her wedding dress to her hotel suite the following morning after being engaged to Raiden. It was even more interesting to learn that Natalia, Riva, and her sister Miki agreed to all be her maids of honor. There was no debating. They had all been there for her in one form or another. The three women had even jazzed up their dresses. They were all the same pale pink color, but different styles. As was Kimi’s flower girl dress. To add more tears to the wedding, Heather’s twin boys were dressed in matching suits and pale pink bowties like the men. They were the most handsome ring bearers she had ever seen. It seemed that all Hitomi had to do was just show up downstairs in the ballroom where her wedding to Raiden would take place. Her mother had the honor of picking out her wedding dress. It was an ivory-colored knee-length, flirty, strapless wedding dress with satin bands with strappy heels to match. She loved it. The Lacoste sisters

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were there to help as well. They were family now and made sure Hitomi understood she would be smothered just as Raiden had always been. Only a man in love could throw together a wedding in less than two weeks without her finding out. The wedding and reception took place inside the same hotel. It was definitely a party for all in attendance rather than a stiff wedding celebration. Hitomi and Raiden had even managed a dance that included just the two of them and then one with Kimi as everyone watched their new family smiling together. It was a night Hitomi would never forget. It was a night that Raiden, once again, proved how much he truly loved her. Dying to finally have some alone time, Hitomi and Raiden decided it was time to leave their party. They were leaving for Italy the next day and Raiden was still eager to open his wedding present from Hitomi. During the reception she had whispered naughty comments in his ear about the wicked present she had for him. She had promised him he wouldn’t be disappointed with the wrapping or the bow. Anticipation was burning his insides as they left the ballroom and headed for the elevators. Turning the corner, past several vacant conference rooms, Hitomi and Raiden stopped when low moans grabbed their attention. Hitomi turned to Raiden with a knowing smile on her face. “It seems that love is in the air, sweetheart.” Raiden smiled and wrapped his arm around Hitomi, pulling her closer to him as they headed for the elevator. “Baby, I’m not sure if that’s love or lust. But I do know that we will be making those sounds in just a few minutes.” He kissed her forehead as he pushed the “up” arrow on the elevator. “It’s odd that Natalia didn’t tell me good-bye. Did you see her leave? She knew we were staying the night here at the hotel before we left for our honeymoon.” “I didn’t see her leave, but you’ve brought something to my attention.”

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“Oh yeah, what’s that?” Hitomi gave him a sexy smile, pulled him into the elevator by the lapels of his tuxedo jacket and kissed him with a passionate hunger and the elevator doors closed behind him. She didn’t care what the elevator cameras picked up. She had her man and now wasn’t the time to be shy. As her tongue explored the depths of his warm mouth, her hands roamed his clothes-covered body. Reaching inside his slacks, she caressed his always-hard and ready cock. Raiden leaned closer to her, giving her more access to him as he let out a low moan. Hitomi knew it would take a few moments to get to the top floor of the hotel, and she took the time to assault her husband. Her husband. Damn, she loved the sound of that. They had come a long way to get to this point and she was reveling in the rewards. The dinging of the elevator had the couple slowly pulling from each other’s grasps as the doors opened to the top floor. “Uh-huh. See, babe.” Raiden and Hitomi stepped out of the elevator and grinned. There were only a few suites on this level, and a couple standing toward the end of the hallway grabbed their attention almost immediately. “I was going to say that Cage had disappeared, too. But then again I guess not.” Raiden shook his head as they approached the couple who were clearly unaware of their surroundings. Cage and Natalia were standing outside of Cage’s hotel room, attacking each other with their mouths while the key card sat halfway lodged into the slot. “Damn, Hitomi, give me a hand, baby. There’s no telling how long security has been enjoying this little TV show.” Natalia had Cage’s shirt unbuttoned, and Cage had his hand halfway up her dress. Luckily, Cage had enough sense to keep Natalia covered in all the right places, but they were in the hallway nonetheless. Raiden slid the key card into the slot and waited for the lock to disengage. Once he opened the door, Hitomi murmured low words to the kiss-entangled couple as she gently guided them into the room. Once they were safely inside the room, Raiden tossed the key card on

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the table, grabbed his new wife by the hand, and quietly closed the door behind them. Hitomi and Raiden could not control the laughter that erupted from them when they stepped back into the hallway and headed for their own honeymoon suite. “Raiden, what the hell have I missed?” She smiled. “Babe, I thought we were bad. Those two getting together is going to be colossal. It will be fun to watch. They’re both headstrong people. Cage should be grateful to have Natalia. She’s a great woman and friend.” After unlocking their own door, Raiden whispered the only words she wanted to hear. “I love you, sweetheart. Now where is my present?” he begged and whined. Stepping into the center of the bedroom, she whispered, “I didn’t get to thank you for the wonderful wedding.” Hitomi slowly unzipped her wedding dress and watched Raiden’s reaction when the dress fell to the floor. “Son of a bitch!” Raiden hissed out. Hitomi stood naked with only her heels on, silky white thighhighs and a small silver belly chain with a long charm hanging low. The charm stopped just below her belly with a small white bow at the end. “Damn, babe, from the looks of that white bow, I take it you are my present?” He was already undressing as he stared at his beautiful wife. “You know it. Come and get it.” Hitomi took off running for the bed. She knew there would be long days and nights of love and happiness with Raiden, and she couldn’t help but welcome it all with open arms.

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ABOUT THE AUTHOR I’m an addict for books. I love to read. Trust me when I say you don't want to be around when I’m reading a series. I forget to eat, forget to feed the kids, forget doctor’s appointments...It can get ugly. I live in Georgia with my two extremely cool sons. They are not as addicted to reading but they are not too far behind. They both are writers as well. They rubbed off on me. In all seriousness, it started off as a simple email to one of my favorite authors. I was instantly hooked on this vampire series and emailed the author, kindly demanding to know when the next book would be coming out. She emailed me back and told me I would have to hold on until next year. So the next email I sent, I teased that I guess I'd better start drawing my own conclusions and writing my own version to keep me busy until then. She told me that would be an interesting idea. The next morning it was as if a floodgate was opened. Story ideas bombarded me until I started writing them down. It’s been a nonstop fun journey every since. Thanks to love I receive from my two very, very patient sons, my awesome brother and my wonderful mother I have been able to write to my heart’s content. I love them and I love what I do! I hope you will pick up one of my books and join me on an erotic fun-filled adventure.

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