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Bonding Experience By Cora Zane © 2006 www.cobblestone‐press.com
Bonding Experience This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, organizations, or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental. Bonding Experience Copyright© 2006 Author ISBN: 1‐60088‐037‐1 Cover Artist: Sable Grey Editor: Rochelle Weber Excerpt from Crossing Borders by Cora Zane All rights reserved. No part of this book may be used or reproduced electronically or in print without written permission, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in reviews. Cobblestone Press, LLC www.cobblestone‐press.com
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Cora Zane DEDICATION To my loving husband, Jason. Fifteen years is just the beginning.
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Chapter One Claire absently wiggled her pen between her fingers and thought, It’s far too pretty outside to be working! She frowned and rested her chin in her palm, momentarily ignoring the slew of invoices sheʹd sorted into three messy piles. From her perch behind the cash register, she could see directly out the hardware store’s shady window‐front—a terrible distraction. It was Saturday, and the traffic along Main Street seemed to flow in an endless, colorful knot. She sighed and pulled herself back from a daydream. She knew she was only prolonging the inevitable. Whether she wanted to do them or not, the books had to be completed, and they werenʹt going to balance themselves. She’d just put pen to paper when the door to the street opened, causing the chimes to jangle and a rush of warm wind to sweep inside. Claire slapped an arm across the stacks of invoices to keep them from flying away, and looked up again, doing a double take when she noticed Austin Maddox heading straight toward her. “Hey, Austin. What can I do for you this morning?” “Nothing much, Claire. Just came by to drop this off.” The scarred werewolf rarely spoke to anyone, and even now he barely met her eyes as he set an envelope on the counter and tapped it sharply with a finger. Before she could ask him what it was about, he tipped his cowboy hat at her, and turned on his heel. He was out of her
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Cora Zane Uncle’s store as quickly as he’d entered it. For a long minute, Claire stared after him in confusion; then she dropped her gaze to the large yellow envelope he’d left behind. She picked it up and turned it over, and at once her heart began to pound. There was no to or from address, only her name handwritten on the front in big, black letters—Claire Vaught. A frisson of unease swept through her, and she almost dropped the envelope. A part of her knew it was from Seth Parker, their pack leader, before she even opened it. “That looks like a council letter.” Claire glanced up at the voice, and found her Uncle Albert standing in the doorway of the storage room, watching her with glittering eyes that peeked over the rim of his glasses. There was only one reason she would get a pack letter, and they both knew what that reason was—she’d been promised to someone as a mate. A tremor ran through her, sending a wave of goose bumps racing over her skin. She didn’t know why she should feel so unnerved when actually on some level she’d been expecting it. After all, she was thirty‐ three and still unclaimed. How unlikely was that? It wasn’t like she didn’t want pups, or that she hadn’t tried to find a suitable mate. She’d just never been very successful with the males. No one who’d ever asked her out stuck around past a second date, so of course it had crossed her mind on more than one occasion that Seth might eventually arrange a mating pact for her. Here was the tangible proof that she was right. Claire swallowed hard and shifted her gaze back to the letter. She puffed up her courage and ripped it open with trembling hands. “So who’s the lucky fellow?” Claire took out the single page and flipped it, ignoring the formalities. She scanned for the name, and the instant she saw it, her breath seized in her lungs and her insides clenched into an anxious, fluttery knot. “Luke Roman?” she said incredulously. An odd, electric feeling skittered up her spine. There had to be a mistake. She flipped the page
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Bonding Experience over and reread it from the beginning, paying special attention the wording. It was indeed a mating pact. Stunned by the revelation, Claire read the name three more times before it finally sank in. “I’m being mated off to Luke Roman?” She dropped the letter to her side and scowled at her Uncle. “Is Seth out of his mind?” The older werewolf shrugged. “I can only assume he had your best interests in mind when he made the match.” She snarled at that. Best interests my ass! Uncle Albert was clearly going senile. Her best interests involved staying as far away from Luke Roman as possible. The overbearing, hotshot werewolf lived to torment her—a trend that had started in high school and still carried on to this day. How many times in the last month had she left work to find him leaning against her car? Oh, this is bad. This is serious! She refolded the letter and reached under the counter to tuck it into her shoulder bag. “I’m going to take off for a while, Uncle Al. Do you mind?” “Go ahead.” He grumbled and waved her away. “After all, that’s what I pay you for. To take off… wander around town…” As he lumbered back into the store room she could’ve sworn he muttered something that sounded suspiciously like “good ole Luke”. Claire gritted her teeth and pretended she hadn’t heard him say that. Luke might be well liked in the community, but he certainly wasn’t the right match for her. She tugged her purse strap over her shoulder and started toward the door. She hated to leave when she had so much work to do, but this was an emergency. Only one thing could possibly help her get through this situation. She needed to talk to Susie—and fast. If anyone could put things into perspective, her best friend could. ***** The busy, stop‐start traffic along Main Street lost some of its appeal once Claire was outside the hardware store and walking toward Clark’s
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Cora Zane Café. The warm air and sunshine felt good on her skin, but she was far too edgy to enjoy it. Luke Roman... The name alone made her feel all self‐ conscious and squirmy inside. Of all the available males within their pack, she’d landed him! Claire shook her head, still quite unable to believe it. She could hardly wait to hear what Susie had to say about this pending disaster. Certainly she would pass along the same advice Claire herself already had in mind—go to Seth about it and try to get the pact overturned. It seemed the most logical thing to do. And yet part of her wanted—no, needed—to hear Susie’s thoughts on the situation first. After all, Susie had been there. She’d witnessed how Claire had wrangled with Luke during high school; she’d seen how he and his friends had followed Claire around, making it a daily ritual of blocking her locker, of taking her books and car keys, and thumping her with those stupid paper footballs during lunch—bunch of jerks! Claire brooded. Remembering those past aggravations only served to cement her convictions against a pact with Luke. How on earth could this have happened? She tucked a lock of hair behind her ear and wondered. Enough of Luke’s friends were on the pack council to know their past history. Surely at least one of the twelve members had made mention of it at the pact hearing—if there had been a hearing. She really didn’t know too much about pack politics, but it seemed to her if Seth and the council were really looking out for a bitch’s best interest, they’d at least ask enough questions about her past to make a suitable match. You didn’t just throw two incompatible people together and hope for the best. Or maybe that had been the whole point? Claire worried her lower lip with her teeth. Maybe Luke had enemies on the council, and they had chosen her out of spite. Or even worse, maybe theyʹd chosen to mate her off to Luke as a joke! Claire cringed at the thought. If it was all a joke, she wasn’t laughing. The idea was positively horrifying, and secretly she dared someone—anyone—to come out and say something to her about either Luke Roman or mating pacts in the way of humor. She’d set their hair on fire! She’d ring their narrow necks! And if that didn’t work, she’d shift
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Bonding Experience into her fur and eat their hearts for breakf— “Eeesh!” Claire skid to a halt at the corner of Main and Third, her heart doing a crazy flip as her gaze fell on Luke Roman with no less than five of his buddies hanging out in front of the café. A streak of pure panic arched through her body so strong and fast the fine hairs on her arms stood on end. She hung back near the corner, her pulse pounding in her throat. She hadn’t expected to come across Luke so soon, and seeing him sent her thoughts scattering in a thousand different directions. In quick, thoughtless motions she glanced down at her jeans, touched her hair, and dusted the front of her shirt. Cripes, she was a mess! Then it dawned on her that Luke might not yet know about the pact, and her breath hitched in terror. What would she say to him? Or even worse— if he did know—What would he say to her! She almost turned tail and ran, but something kept her frozen in place. Instead of ducking for cover, she stood staring at him and his work crew, her jaw clenched and her hand gripped her purse strap so tight her knuckles were white. And then it suddenly came clear to her what she was seeing and a slow anger crept over her. Why that arrogant, pompous jerk! Claire’s eyes narrowed and her spine stiffened. Just what the hell did he think he was doing? Clark’s was her territory; it always had been. It wasn’t a place for him and his knot‐head friends! And yet there he was, pretty as you please, leaning against that shiny blue truck with Roman Construction and Carpentry printed on the side of it, looking for all the world like this was a place he patronized every day. Like anyone would believe he belonged outside of her café! Claire raked him over from dark brown hair to steel‐toed boots, and her blood boiled. Gods, even in dusty jeans and a T‐shirt he was a gorgeous: Tall and tanned and leanly muscular. He was sporting a few lines by his eyes these days, but that only served to enhance his rugged good looks. On a nicer, less pesky man Claire would have been head over heels. It really wasnʹt fair.
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Cora Zane While she watched, one of the men next to Luke said something that was apparently amusing. She was too far away to hear what was said even with her keen hearing, but Luke suddenly smiled, a gesture that eased his sharp, aristocratic features and prompted him to reveal a flash of straight white teeth. The effect was dazzling. Devastating. It speared her soul like a beam of sparkling light. Claire snarled at herself in disgust. That was it. She’d seen enough. She decided to back away and return to the hardware store before anyone noticed her. It was a good idea in principle; however, the second she shifted backward, Cliff—one of Luke’s buddies—looked up and his gaze zeroed in on her. Too late! Sheʹd been spotted. Claire cursed under her breath, her insides twisting nervously as Cliff nodded in her direction, tipping off the others to her presence. “Oh, great,” she muttered. Heat flared in her face, and without even realizing it, she scanned around for a place to hide. Of course, there’d be no avoiding them now. They knew she was there. She’d have no choice but to weather the lot of them until they decided to leave her alone. What was worse, it was Saturday, so the idiots probably had nothing better to do than stick around and give her grief. No sense prolonging the inevitable. She took a deep breath, and started forward. Might as well get it over with… Hoping they would allow to her pass by without incident, she gritted her teeth and trudged up the sidewalk, keeping her eyes averted and trying her best to appear nonchalant. “Hey, Claire!” She bristled. She would’ve recognized Luke’s voice anywhere. “Mike Daniels is throwing a party out at his place tonight. You gonna be there?” “Oh sure, I’ll be there,” she replied coolly. She never stopped walking, flipping her long chestnut hair over a shoulder while pinning him with her blazing aqua gaze. “Hold your breath ‘til that happens!” Rough male laughter followed her the rest of the way up the block. Party indeed… Was he for real? Luke had to think she was really
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Bonding Experience thick to fall for that old “hey, you’re invited” line again. The one and only time she and Susie had ever been invited to a pack party, Luke and his friend Shane Dickens had turned the water hose on them within ten minutes of their arrival. Claire had never quite figured out why they did it, and she had sworn then and there she’d never accept an invitation from either of them again. She sure wasn’t about to relinquish her sanity this late in the game. The cowbells tied to the door handle clanked as she pushed her way into Clark’s. It was around ten o’clock and the breakfast rush was over, so most of the booths and bistro tables were empty—all the better for a private discussion. Claire went straight over to the soda bar where Susie was busy buffing the countertop with a checkered rag. Her friend looked up as she approached. “Hey, girl, how’s it going?” “I swear you wouldn’t believe the day I’ve had.” Claire hopped up onto one of the bar stools and began rummaging through her bag. She set the council letter on the countertop and waited, watching Susie’s expression run from confusion to astonishment when she realized what she was looking at. “Claire, that’s a promise letter! Oh my god, you’re going to be mated!” “To Satan himself. Have a look.” Susie already had the letter open and was reading it. She shifted her stance now and again, her eyes rapidly scanning over the paper. She flipped the page, looking for more, then made a gasping sound as she reached the crème de la crème of bad news. Claire nodded and made a rolling motion with her hand for her to get on with it. A second later, Susie dropped the letter to her side and gaped at her, one hand shooting up to cover her grinning mouth. “Well, what do you think?” “You’ve got to be kidding me!” Susie whispered, her brown eyes twinkling with excitement. “Luke Roman. You lucky bitch!” “Lucky?” Dismayed, Claire snapped the letter from her friend’s fingers and folded it. “Are you out of your mind?”
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Cora Zane “Oh, girl, don’t be such a prude. Do you know what I’d do if I found out I was going to be mated to someone like Luke?” Susie leaned forward across the bar, and started to say something that was probably going to be more than a little tacky, when all at once the cowbells clanked on the entrance door and she stepped back, her mouth snapping shut. Claire shut her eyes for patience and sighed. She didn’t dare look; she already had a pretty good idea who had just come in. “Hey, Luke.” Susie nodded at him in greeting then looked at Claire, her eyes wide and intense, and positively gleaming. Claire groaned inwardly. She recognized that expression. Susie only looked like that when she was trying really, really hard to hold her tongue about something. Just to be safe, she cut her friend a warning glance that said, Don’t you dare! The entire situation was nerve rattling enough without any outside interference. Luke slid onto a stool beside Claire and leaned his tanned arms up on the counter. “Susie, could you get us a couple of sodas?” Then he turned to Claire, tapped his fingers restlessly on the counter, and nodded toward the corner of folded paper sticking out of the top of her purse. “I see you got the letter.” “Oh, I certainly did,” she said a little breathlessly. Her heart was pounding so hard she worried Luke could actually see it. “So what do you think about it? You and me?” “Are you serious?” He looked confused. “Why wouldn’t I be?” Claire didn’t have an answer for that, but all the same, a sudden sadness came over her—one she couldn’t quite explain. She turned on the barstool to look at him fully, and had to swallow the sudden lump in her throat. He was sitting so close to her, she could smell the spicy scent of his aftershave. “This is some kind of joke, isn’t it?” He shook his head. “Not that I’m aware of.” He sounded sincere enough, but Claire was skeptical. It was all too cut and dried, too easy. She couldn’t put her finger on it, but something seemed fishy about the whole scenario. Luke… well, he wasn’t being his
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Bonding Experience usual pesky self. She narrowed her eyes. “So if I go to Seth about this, he’ll tell me the letter is genuine? That’s actually his signature on there?” “Of course.” “Because I am going to ask him, you know.” “That’s fine with me, honey. Go right ahead and ask him.” Luke nodded a silent ‘thank you’ to Susie when she set their drinks in front of them, then looked back at Claire. “Now about Mike’s party tonight—“ “Let me guess,” Claire said sardonically, any softening of emotions she’d felt toward him coming to a screeching halt at the mention of the word ‘party’. “You’ve got a water hose with my name on it.” She snapped her purse off the counter and rose to her feet, cutting Luke off with a wave of her hand when he started to speak. “Oh, don’t bother to explain. I think I’ve pretty much got the gist of it. I show up at Mike’s, you soak me down, and ha‐ha, everyone look at Claire! Well, you know what? I’d have to be really dumb to fall for that trick again!” “Claire, it’s not like that.” “Oh, isn’t it?” She asked curtly as she maneuvered past him, jerking away from him when he tried to catch her hand. “You know, you really need to grow up. Susie!” She called on her way to the door. “Talk to you later, girlfriend.” Susie was at the back of the café bussing a table near the restrooms. She looked up, startled. “Hey, where’re you running off to?” “To find Seth,” Claire flung over her shoulder, her tone flippant and angry. “It’s high time I had a little chat with him about this ‘pact’ business!”
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Chapter Two She should’ve known she couldn‘t get away from Luke that easily. Over the years he’d proven, for better or worse, he was one persistent guy. She’d barely pushed the door all the way open when she felt him behind her—right on her heels. The second they were outside the café, he gripped her elbow and began steering her down the street. “Hey! What do you think you’re doing?” “Walking my mate to her car.” “I’m not your mate, yet,” she hissed. “And I didn’t come in my car.” “Then, I guess I’m walking my mate back to her work.” Claire started to say something biting to that, but they were passing Luke’s co‐workers, some of whom were wolves from their pack. She clammed up in a heartbeat, her full mouth compressing into a tight line. The last thing she wanted to do was cause a scene in front of fellow wolf‐ kind. After her earlier display, her waspish comments, to relent now meant she’d never live it down. They’d never let her. She stiffened her spine and kept an eagle eye on them—the ones she recognized— silently daring even one of them to start howling at her or cracking jokes. She’d crack their skulls. Flay them alive! They were mercifully silent, however, and Luke nodded to them as they passed. Claire held her tongue until they clipped the corner, edging onto
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Bonding Experience Main Street, but as soon as they were out of sight of his friends she snatched her arm from his grasp and rounded on him. “If you think I’m going to mate with you, you’re out of your mind!” Luke’s expression darkened. Straight, dark brows drew down over deep brown eyes that had gone suddenly cold and hard. Claire had never seen Luke look quite like that—provoked, incited—not once in the fifteen years she’d known him. It was more than a little disconcerting. He surged toward her, forcing her to take a backward step, and she swallowed hard when her back connected with the brick wall of the National Bank. Luke leaned close, propping his hand up next to her head. “Let’s just clear the air here and now, pumpkin, and say it straight. What is it you don’t like about me exactly?” Claire swallowed hard. “You want to know? You really want to know?” “Yes, I do.” She opened her mouth to give him an earful—then hesitated. Luke seemed so much more intimidating up close, so much larger and more dominating than the familiar pest she normally thought him to be. But then her ire got the best of her. No matter how big and tough he was—she had to say something. If she didn’t; she’d implode on the spot. “O‐okay,” she began in a stammering fury. “For one thing, you’re arrogant—and annoying. And well, you’re always—” She opened her mouth to speak, then hesitated as her memory suddenly failed her. “Well, you sit on my car, for goodness sake! What’s that about? And you’re… Well, you’re—” “Oh, I see,” Luke smirked. “So it’s a big long line of sins I have.” “Don’t flatter yourself,” she raged, and gave him a hard shove in the chest that barely moved him an inch. “You were with every freaking cheerleader in high school at one time or another, Mr. Werewolf Stud, so let’s not paint you as a saint just yet!” Luke’s eyes clouded in confusion, and Claire’s face flamed bright pink. Embarrassment curled through her like a burst of unfurling ribbons, because even to her she’d sounded quite jealous of his ex‐girlfriends—
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Cora Zane which was absolutely, completely ridiculous. “Look, I have to get back to work,” she snapped, a last‐ditch effort to rectify the situation, to sound reasonable instead of desperate for an easy out. But she was cut short of an escape when, out of the blue, Luke cupped his hand around the back of her neck. He leaned in and cheeked her face with his own, his day old beard stubble abrading the sensitive skin of her face. The long nuzzling motion drove the scent of his sun‐warmed skin straight to her brain, the scent of potent male arousal striking her like a bolt of lightning—sharp and sudden, infusing her with a blaze of heat. Claire gurgled, her hands coming up like claws to grip his shirt and push him away. She’d never been so aware of anyone in her life! She gasped for air and pushed back against the wall, going up on her toes to stifle the delicious wave of pheromones. Luke rumbled under his breath and took full advantage of the opening. He nipped the base of her throat like a savage, snarled delicious intent against her skin—all this in a quick, aggressive quest to cover her mouth with his own. He found her lips, his probing tongue commanding entrance. Lust surged through her like liquid fire. Luke was ravenous. His tongue plunged and darted and delved. Stroked inside her the way she imagined he would stroke inside her elsewhere. Wetness gathered. A pulse beat in her sex. Claire squirmed as thrilling sensation blossomed in her stomach so high and heady, it threatened to drown her. She sucked his tongue and a feeling of tight, clenching pleasure pooled low, begging to be released. She settled her hand against his abs for balance and Luke made a rumbling noise deep in his chest. He was gloriously hard. She could feel his erection pressing hot against her hip. They were standing on the corner of Main Street in broad daylight necking like teenagers, and yet Claire couldn’t find the strength to stop it, to say no. It was like a sensual spell had been cast over her. She couldn’t get enough of him. At last Luke pulled back enough to look down at her, and those fierce brown eyes glittered at her like mahogany stars. They were both
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Bonding Experience breathless and trembling, and Claire could smell it all over him—he wanted to fuck. “Let me get my truck,” Luke rasped, a sudden eagerness in his voice. He pressed his forehead to hers so she had no choice but to look him in the eyes. “It’ll only take a minute then we’ll go wherever you want. We can be alone for a while, talk this through. I swear we’ll do whatever you want—nothing more, nothing less.” Claire’s eyes slipped closed and she shuddered at the hot feeling of his breath against her neck. Luke kissed her one, twice, waiting for her consent. The feel of his hot fingers absently stroking the curve of her hip only added to the temptation. Oh, gods, she wanted… She wanted him so badly in that moment, it was like dying. Her pussy throbbed and her heart felt like a constricted knot. She ached for him. Ached! I‘ve gone completely stupid, she chided herself. “I can’t do this,” she muttered shakily, and pushed away from him. To be so close to him was insanity. But Luke wasn’t about to relent so easily. He held her tight, refusing to let her slip away from him. “Why can’t you?” His tone was stern, determined. “No, Claire, don’t do that. Look at me. Hey!” He forced her to look at him when she otherwise wouldn’t have held his gaze. “Don’t shut me out—tell me. Tell me why you can’t.” She took a deep, awkward breath, but couldn’t speak, couldn’t form the words. She shook her head, avoiding his gaze. How could she possibly look him in the eyes and tell him the thought of being alone with him was too terrifying—too tempting. Claire squeezed from between his body and the wall, but not without glimpsing the sudden light that came into his eyes—a sharp, scrutinizing expression that worried her. “My god…” “W‐what?” “You’re running.” He sounded like he’d just made the discovery of the century. She bared her teeth slightly, and in response he touched the side of her face—a touch so gentle, a warm tingling feeling washed over
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Cora Zane her.ʺ “What is it you’re running from, Claire? Is it me?” His question knocked the wind out of her. Her heart leapt to her throat. He was so close to the truth, her face flushed. She jerked away from him as though his touch burned. She wouldn’t have touched that one question—not in a million years. Let him think what he wanted. Claire turned on her heel and started across Main Street in a hasty jaunt, determined to put distance between them—far and fast.
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Chapter Three Luke yelled something at her as she crossed to the opposite sidewalk, but by then the light had changed and traffic was falling in behind her so it sounded like nothing more than a garbled mess. It didn’t matter anyway. She felt too rattled to continue their conversation—if you could call making out in front of the bank in broad daylight much of a conversation. Without looking back, she lifted her arm in a curt, dismissive wave. She hoped Luke would take the hint. He couldn’t possibly understand, and she certainly couldn’t tell him, but she needed to be away from him before her brain went into terminal meltdown. Gods, what had she been thinking? Could she have made a bigger ass out of herself today? Necking on the street like some… some… bitch in heat! Cripes, what a scene. It was the weekend and traffic was busy. Half the tongue‐wags in town had probably gotten an eyeful. If Luke hadn’t mentioned his truck when he did, who knew what might’ve happened? Arrest for indecent exposure? Claire wiped a hand over her forehead and cringed. She’d be dinner‐table gossip tonight, for sure. And if that wasn’t bad enough, darn it, when did it get so blazing hot outside? Sure, it was July, but it was only around eleven in the morning and already it was so hot, sweat trickled down her sides. Blame that on the lack of shade, she thought with a grimace, glancing around with squinty eyes. There wasn’t tree one to be found along the street she was walking. The sun beat down on her, roasting the back of her navy
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Cora Zane shirt and baking the top of her head. Claire stopped in mid‐stride to dig around in her bag for her sunglasses, and all at once she realized she had absolutely no idea where she was going. She quit her rummaging and looked around. Really looked around. When she’d left Clark’s, it had been her intention to go back to the hardware store. Boy, had she overshot that by a country mile! She turned in a circle where she stood, lifting her arms away from her sides in frustration. “Great. I don’t even know where the hell I am!” Glancing back, she couldn’t even see Main Street anymore, which meant she had to be at least seven blocks away from the strip. She’d been putting on the Werekind speed and hadn’t even realized it. Claire tucked a glossy lock of hair behind her ear and squinted in the sun, trying to get her bearings. The houses along this street didn’t look too familiar. To her left, a long stretch of chain‐ink fence ran the length of the block and around the corner, guarding a grassy back lot connected to—Ravine Elementary! Why, at the most, she was probably three blocks from home—on the wrong end of Carter Drive. She was ten blocks from the store! How she’d managed to wander this far without realizing it was utterly exasperating. “See! See that!” she griped to no one, to herself. “Yet another reason not to like Luke Roman. Twenty minutes in his presence and I completely lose my mind!” ***** Ten minutes later Claire cut across the shady green lawn and tromped up the trio of front steps to the porch of her white, one‐bedroom house. She was hot and grumpy, and sweating like a beast by the time she reached the door to let herself inside. Bet Luke wouldn’t want to cuddle up to me just now, she thought wryly. She let the screen door fall closed behind her with a bang, and left the main, wooden door open to catch the breeze because it was too darn hot, by far, and because it would be at least Wednesday before the
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Bonding Experience repairman came to fix her air conditioner. In the den, she paused at the entry table, gripping the granite edge so she could kick her sandals off into the corner. For a moment after her shoes were off, she just stood there with her eyes closed, savoring the feel of the cool, hardwood floors under her bare feet. What a relief it was to be home! It seemed dark inside the house after her walk in the open sun. Her vision was still cloudy and adjusting to the dimmer lighting as she sauntered through the living room and dining area to the quiet, shady coolness of the kitchen. Out of habit she picked up the wall phone and started to dial her Uncle to tell him where she was and when she’d be back. At the last minute she decided against it. Claire hung up the phone, and smoothed her hands over her hair. Uncle Al had told her it was okay to take off, and she was going to do just that. After the morning she’d had, she needed the time alone to refresh and reflect. Besides, it was close to lunch time. He’d probably already closed up shop for an hour to go gab with his hunting buddies and have a sandwich…which sounded quite good, actually. Since Claire was already in the kitchen, she went to the fridge and poked around. There was nothing for a sandwich, but she poured a glass of lemonade and put a pizza pocket in the microwave. While waiting for the timer, she pushed through the side door to her bedroom and began stripping out of her shirt and jeans. A quick shower would do her good. Wearing only a bra and a lacy thong, she stepped into the tiny, white‐and‐rose tiled bathroom and turned on the taps. Gods, what a day! She couldn’t get over it—a mating pact. Even more bizarre: Her. Luke. Making out—in public. Why hadn’t anyone warned her hell had frozen over? She moved in front of the lavatory to finish getting undressed, and while she combed the heavy fall of hair, she looked into mirror above the sink, into sea‐crystal eyes that were still shaken and a little worried, and muttered to her reflection, “Luke Roman. Luke and Claire Roman…” Her heart did a nervous flip as she tested the name. The microwave timer went off in the kitchen right as she stepped
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Cora Zane Her breath hissed out in a rush as Luke bent over her and swirled his tongue along the sensitive skin of her lower abdomen. “Luke!” “Damn, you taste good,” he rumbled moodily as he pulled back and licked his lips. Eyes hazy with desire, he traced his hand along her smooth stomach, watching her muscles jerk in response with an expression of awe. Claire watched his every move with an eagle eye, her breath hitching when suddenly he lowered his face to her belly and rubbed his beard stubble against her silky skin. “And you smell good,” Luke murmured. He sniffed loudly, right against her skin then closed his eyes and nipped a path up her body, drawing shocked little gasps from her. Any protest she might have made clogged in her throat when Luke’s hands traveled up her ribcage to her firm, round breasts. His eyes were narrowed in concentration as he squeezed gently then traced his work‐roughened fingers over her nipples, watching them stiffen into erotic peaks. Claire settled into a tense silence. His warm, rough hands were heaven against her cool skin. With heavy‐lidded eyes, she watched him pinch and tease the rosy peaks. She shifted uncomfortably, growing wetter by the minute. When Luke’s mouth came down on her and he twirled his tongue around her nipple, she drew in a sharp breath, her head kicking back while she squirmed beneath him. “Oh…” “Like that, do you?” Luke granted her a lazy, wolfish smile as he worked her over with his tongue. Then he closed his eyes and leaned forward and took her into his mouth and sucked. Claire shivered at the rough tug of his mouth. Each motion tugged at her womb, until she was pulsing deep inside. Her clit was swollen, pleading for attention. And to her own frustration, she couldn’t even tangle her fingers in his hair. He broke from her with a sound of wet suction, and eased down the bed to nip her inner thigh. “Luke!” Claire screeched and bucked up against the restraints. “Oh!”
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Bonding Experience “You’re probably the only one in the pack who doesn’t know you’re mine,” he said with a trace of anger. “You’ve always been mine. Since that first day I saw you—that day you came to Ravine to live with your Aunt and Uncle.“ He caressed her mound with careful fingers, dipped his head to kiss her lingeringly just above her aching cleft. “You looked so sad, so beautiful… I wanted you so much.” He shook his head. “It was wrong, the timing was wrong, but I saw you and even then I knew you were meant for me, Claire. I recognized you as my mate.” He lowered his mouth to her skin, his eyes fierce, clouded with passion as he tasted her. Claire made a low mewling sound as Luke penetrated her with his tongue and fingers, the pleasure of his rhythmic lapping zipping through her veins like streaks of lightning. Luke’s eyes slipped closed and he continued his ministrations, licking and sucking until Claire forgot all about being angry with him. He seemed to know just how to please her, how to bring her to a high point only to withdraw into a more gentle state of bliss before bringing her to a fruitless crest once again. Claire sobbed helplessly, frustrated and thrashing beneath him, wanting more, wishing she were unbound so she could run her hands over him, pull him closer to her, guide him to the part of her that throbbed the hardest and make him suckle her until she plunged shamelessly over the edge. Her thighs trembled as once again he circled her clit with his tongue, then withdrew. She whimpered sharply, her arms straining against the bonds. She needed to come, and he was bringing her so close, only to deny her the final effect. Claire knew with frustrating certainty that he did it on purpose. Luke shifted on the bed, and she felt his readiness. He was hard as steel, his erection pressed against her thigh hard as a log. His fingers dipped, stroked, teased. “Luke, please!” “Please what?” He looked up at her, dark eyes glinting with sensual menace. “Once I take you physically there’ll be no going back.” “I… I know.” A breath of silence passed between them. “Do you want me,
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Chapter Five Amazing, how everything felt so new, Claire thought. Once she was alone again, she flopped down on the end of her bed and looked around. Luke’s scent lingered in her room, on her linens, on her bed pillows. She ran a hand over her tousled hair, and her face flamed with color. She’d just had the best sex of her life! Of course, irony of ironies, it would have to have been with Luke. She stared at herself in the dresser mirror across from the bed and sighed. For whatever reason she felt like she should look somehow different, but nothing had changed. The same old Claire with the same aqua eyes and full mouth, looked back at her from the mirror. But on the inside… “You are completely insane,” she told her reflection. “Really you are.” She was in love with Luke. God help her, she knew it and there wasn’t a thing she could do about it. Her crush on him had always been intense but… “Oh, who are you kidding?” she muttered as she snatched her discarded towel from the floor and covered herself with it. She’d been fighting her attraction to him for some time now, even though it seemed a small tragedy to be attracted to someone who would pile in on you when he spotted you at a restaurant, or wait around just to give you a hard time when you were tired and leaving work. Okay…well, maybe it wasn’t all bad. Especially now that she had a
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Chapter Six Claire followed the path the headlights cut into the dark road ahead, so anxious she felt almost numb. Luke had just turned onto Potter’s Creek Road, and his work truck clattered and squeaked. This stretch was unpaved, making for a rough, bouncy ride. It was dark in the cab, but when she glanced over at Luke, he was close enough that she saw him clearly with her night vision. He drove in silence, glancing in her direction every couple of seconds with an expression she couldn‘t begin to interpret. “You’re watching me,” she murmured. “I like watching you,” Luke said seriously. Then, “Why don‘t you come sit by me?” “I know for a fact that you bite.” “Yeah, well, I kind of had the idea you liked it when I bit you.” Claire eyed him warily. “Maybe…” She glanced toward the window to hide her face. It was too hard not to grin. Indeed she’d liked it, and they both knew it. She’d never come so hard in her life. Remembering their little romp in her uncle’s storeroom made her feel warm inside, all fuzzy and giddy. “Come on. Come sit by me.” She looked over at him again, and he patted the seat. With a sigh, she relented. It seemed such a small thing, and besides, she wanted an excuse to be closer to him anyway.
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Chapter Seven No matter where Claire went, inside the house or out, she was greeted by Werekind who were excited and happy for her. Everyone she came across knew about the pact, and wanted to wish her well, wanted for her and Luke to be happy together. Susie had spoken the truth: Mike’s party was for her. For her and Luke. It was truly astonishing—so much so, that after about three drinks, Claire couldn’t listen to anyone’s congratulations without tears welling hot behind her eyes. Her opinion of Luke was improving by the minute. Susie found all of this incredibly amusing, and after a few drinks, herself, began to make the most outrageous excuses for Claire.—”Oh, don’t mind Claire, she can’t hold her liquor!” and “It’s just hormones. Hey, she’s hoping for puppies by the end of next year.” As the night wore on, the music within the house had been turned down, and was slower, softer. The huge crowds of Werekind thinned down to a few knots of close friends. Most of the mated pairs had begged off early, or had gone on a midnight run. Susie was quite drunk by this point, Claire noticed, and was getting pretty friendly with one of the Jenkinses. Claire couldn’t tell if it was Marc or Troy. She left her friend to chat it up, knowing better than to interfere, and escaped to the porch for some fresh air. Barely five minutes later, someone touched her shoulder. Claire was getting tired, but she put on a smile. Feeling weary, she turned to find
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Chapter Eight It was several minutes before Claire came back to herself enough to truly notice the woods around her. She rolled onto her side to put her head on Luke’s chest, and as she studied the thinning pattern of the trees off to her right, she realized they were not on a hill after all. They were on a pine bluff overlooking Shelter Lake. “Wow,” she said, breathless. “I didn’t realize we were close to the lake. This place is really gorgeous.” “Yeah, it‘s nice isn‘t it?” he stroked her hair absently. “I bought this tract and the one next to it few years ago.” “This land is yours?” Luke shrugged. “Well, I figured you and me, we could put a house out here. It would be a great place to raise a few pups.” She looked at him, amazed. “You really thought this through, didn’t you?” She rolled over onto her side to stare at him. “Luke, when on earth did you plan all this?” “While you were away at college—which about drove me nuts, by the way. I must’ve called on your aunt and uncle three times a week to see if they’d heard anything from you.” Again, another shocking fact she hadn’t known. “What was wrong with Dover Tech that you couldn’t go there?” he groused. “Shane said you were going to Dover Tech.” “Ah. That would explain it, then.” He sounded hurt, and Claire didn’t want that. She traced her hand along his flat abs, loving the texture,
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Biography Cora Zane loves to write steamy and erotic romances about handsome heroes who will go out of their way to win the affection of their lady love. These men are strong, sexy, and not afraid of commitment. They know what they want, and are determined to get it. Cora believes itʹs that manʹs willingness to risk getting his heart broken that makes him all the more irresistible‐‐and special. She began writing erotic romances in 2005. When sheʹs not writing, sheʹs usually reading. Her favorite books are futuristics and paranormal romances. Her goal for the future is to continue to write the kind of books she herself would like to read. Cora has finally learned to keep a pen and notepad in her car for ʺcreative emergenciesʺ. It certainly beats writing in lipstick on a paper bag. Some of her best story ideas come to her while driving, and she never hesitates to pull into the first parking lot she sees in order to jot down a scene as it comes to her. ʺItʹs better to write it down than to let it get away.ʺ Cora lives in Louisiana with her husband and two children. www.corazane.com
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Chapter One
It came from deep in the woods, a low, lonely howl that tugged at Laney’s soul. She heard it and her ears pricked, her body suddenly going tense. She looked up from the book she was reading in the den of her small cabin and waited, wondering if the sound would come again. Seconds passed. A minute. The teasing notes rose higher and crested on the balmy night air, causing a slow, tingling heat to creep over her body. Laney shivered and her nipples turned into hard peaks. Hearing that sad, tormented cry made her breathing ragged and her heart quicken. What was it about that voice? When the haunted notes finally faded, she shook herself from her sensual fog and snarled. This had to stop. For four nights now, she’d been hearing that same relentless baying. The new neighboring pack was going to start a war with her brother if they didn’t back off the border and stop calling out within hearing range of the wolves under Seth’s protection. Nerves jangling, she turned her book over and got up from the couch. Anger and frustration mounted within her as she moved quickly through the house to the back porch. She’d promised to watch over things and take care of any emergency pack business while Seth was away for
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