Blood on the Ice
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Blood on the Ice
by AM Riley Smashwords edition This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental. Copyright 2010 by AM Riley for other titles by AM Riley see http://www.amriley.net This ebook is licensed for your personal enjoyment only. This ebook may not be re-sold or given away to other people. If you would like to share this book with another person, please purchase an additional copy for each person you share it with. If you’re reading this book and did not purchase it, or it was not purchased for your use only, then please return to Smashwords.com and purchase your own copy. Thank you for respecting the hard work of this author.
BLOOD ON THE ICE
CHAPTER ONE I'm just a hockey player. I'm not famous. Not one of those guys who does commercials and sound bites. Or one of those the press give nicknames to, like 'The Great One' and 'The Next One'. Those guys, they sell skates and trucks and kids carry their pictures stuffed in their shirts. I'm… well, I guess I'm just lucky to be an NHL hockey player. I skate good enough to keep up, I can keep a puck on my stick in a rush, and my points stay on the plus side most years. But mostly I'm the meat at the end of a fist, what you fans call 'an enforcer', and that's okay with me. I've got stitches in body parts I can't even pronounce the names of. Most my
teeth sit in a cup by my bed at night. There's a crack in my skull that the doc takes pictures of now and then to see if its widening, like one day my brains might just pop out there on the ice. And you know what? If they did, I'd probably not even notice. I've been skating for so long I think my feet would just keep going. Hockey's what I do. So the little incident last March up in Calgary, at the dark end of that hallway after the team had boarded the bus and I ran back for my lucky socks? Well that slowed me down a bit at first, but when all's said and done I'm still just a hockey player. Just. Now, I've got what you'd call unusual appetites. Heh. No not like that. Well, yeah sorta like that, but I'll explain those things later. I mean, like, the sun thing. It's not as big a pain in the ass as you'd think. Hockey's an indoor nighttime sport in the NHL. And on the road, we're all just trying to find a way to catch a few extra winks anyway, so it's no big deal to anybody if I roll up in a blanket and find a dark corner, you know? And being on the road all the time is kind of convenient. It probably wouldn't be good to eat at the same place every night. Might attract a little unwanted attention, if you know what I mean. So, a different city every night suits me just fine. And I'm murder on the ice now. I mean, I'm like a monster.
CHAPTER TWO Okay, I know what you're wondering about. Those lucky socks. Cuz, yeah, a lot of us don't wear socks. Me, I like to be barefoot in my skates. I can feel the ice right in my bones, like I'm some kind of animal with blades on its feet. But Petey lent me those socks once, when they called me over and told me I had to talk to the press cause the kid they'd had set up for
the interview was in the locker having stitches in his head. And I'm standing there in my civies with barefeet in my loafers like some kind of bum. So Petey he says, 'here, take these' and holds up these skinny little brown socks. The kind my dad used to wear with his suits, you know? So I took 'em and afterwards Petey, he says, 'phew, keep 'em, they smell like something died or something.' and so I did. And we won every game for the rest of the road trip so I told Petey, 'hey man you gave me lucky socks' and it was kind of a joke between us, you know? So I didn't want to leave them behind, Anyway, it was when I ran back to the locker room and I was poking around there by the doors and what do you know but a shadowy figure appears and says something and I said, "sorry I didn't catch that" and then the next thing I've got a bear trap on my neck and I'm going down. I don't know how long I was out. I came to in a funk with a hell of a headache but you know I still found those socks and got back to the bus. Coach fined me for making them all wait. And Petey gives me a look and says "Was she worth it?" And I say, "I don't remember." and he laughs. Petey, he's part of the problem now, you know. Or maybe not a problem, exactly. Just a complication, like they say. Petey, he's my roommate on the road. Him and me been sharing hotel rooms 8 months of the year for three years come this October. Petey's one of those fast little guys with good hands who can work a puck though almost any goalies weak spot if you give him half a chance. So most of the guys on the other team try to take him out as soon as they can. They treat him pretty rough. Petey, he knows that's part of the game. One of my jobs is nailing the bastards who go after Petey. Just so's they'll think twice about doing it again. Maybe its from having big mean hockey players trying to lay you out every night, or maybe Petey got cracked in the head a few times too, but he's a little bit dingy. Like, he watches those talk shows? You know, the ones where the girls confront their long lost ex-loser husbands and every body cries? He eats that stuff up. And he's a neat freak. This is not a bad thing in a
roommate, you understand. But sometimes its a little weird. How he, like, folds the hotel towels after he's used them and stuff. And how he makes such a big deal about not sleeping on the same pillowcase as I used the night before. Or how he gets all crazy when I leave my boxers in a heap here and there. He's always kidding around, too. Like with jabbing me and calling me 'big guy' and 'my hero'. Wacko stuff like that, you know. But he's a good roommate and I guess he's my best friend in a way. So after the thing in Calgary it was kind of weird with Petey. See, all of a sudden I could smell stuff. Like that there'd been a cat in our room. And some chicks perfume from about a hundred feet away when we were down at the bar. I could smell people's blood too, you know, which turned out to be kind of an advantage. And I could smell Petey. Not that he's a stinker or nothing. Most of the time Petey smells real good. But it was like I knew him so well I could smell his emotions. Like the night we was over in St. Louis and that big guy, Avery, he went and yelled at Petey across the ice how he was gonna bust him up. And you know he meant it. And Petey, he was all smiles and yellin' back 'yeah sure you and your momma,' in English and French, too, for good measure. But then he skated by me, and I could smell it on him. For the first time ever, I swear, I could smell Petey's fear. It makes you look at a man different, I'll tell you. There's Petey our there night after night putting his neck on the line just for the love of the game. That's a special kind of courage. That's what that is. I was finding out more about Petey off the ice, too. I'd always thought Petey was kind of a happy go lucky guy. But all of a sudden, I could smell how much he wanted. In, you know, a sexual way. I mean, Petey was going crazy with it and all I could think was how long had the poor guy been suffering like this and I hadn't ever known? So one night in Detroit, I says to him "Hey, you wanna go over to that strip place there?" And he says "No," like I'm a crazy sick bastard or something.
And I says, "Hey, we're both guys here." And he gets this look and he says, "Yeah thats the point." And then he goes off and sits at the bar by himself like I pissed him off or something. See, it's like I told you. He's wacko.
CHAPTER THREE I was telling you about the smelling thing, right? Weird how that can change how you feel about things. Like, the smell in the locker room. You know old sweat all caught up in the pads and equipment, and new sweat from healthy men there. The sportscream and the iodine and that wet rubber smell. Its home, you know? But all of a sudden I can smell the team. Like how they’re feeling. That tired smell when we lost because they beat us, that sour smell when we beat ourselves. That fresh kind of bright hot smell when we’d win for no fucking good reason except that the bounces went our way and we knew the gods of hockey were smiling down on us there. Its good to know your team like that. Petey, there, he was having a rough time of it. He'd gotten hit in the teeth back in St Louis and what with the want and the injuries, Petey’s smell was getting kind of desperate and just dog tired and then we rolled into Pittsburg and that’s when it happened. I gotta tell you, those Penguins are scrappers. Petey couldn’t get anywhere near the crease and they were hitting him into the boards over and over. Every shift he came off the ice looking a little smaller and more beaten. I did what I could. Until the ref caught me on a hook and then I was in the box. Petey did the penalty kill, but I could see his feet were dragging. And then that big kid they’d just picked up from the Russian team came across the ice and just smashed him into the post. I could hear Petey crack like an old piece of wood all the way over in the
box I dunno what happened next, really. I've seen the playbacks and don't remember any of that. How I busted the glass out of the box and came over the boards. Made a beeline for that Russian kid, the whole team just starin' their jaws hanging open. All I know is, I saw blood. No. Really. Petey’s blood, there on the ice, from the gash in his leg where the post had caught him. That Russian kids blood, on his face, gushing out of his nose and onto the ice. Onto my fist. Blood everywhere. Spurting up into the air as if from a fountain. Then both of us down and it took about four guys, I heard, to drag me off of him. I didn't even look back when they hustled me down the tunnel to the locker rooms. The assistant coach follows me down and reads me the riot act while I fling off my equipment and take a shower, pull on some clothes and leave him there flapping his gums while I go outside where I can hail a cab and follow Petey to the hospital. Petey was in the hospital ER for a few hours. He kind of perked up when I went in to talk to him, “You suspended?” he says. And I say, "Yeah, for sure, at least five games." And he whistles and he says "That sucks." but he’s grinning like the wack job that he is. And I say "They say you can play?” And he says. "Nope." And I say, "Well, I guess we’re going home then," And he says "Yeah." And then the nurse comes in and she gives him a shot. And well, then, he must have been feeling pretty dopey because he reaches over and he grips my hand where its lying there on the bed. And we just sit like that for a while not talking.
After awhile, I figure its time to go and truth is I was getting kind of hungry and so I say "Well, see you." And he says, "Wait. Nickie?" And I say "Yeah?" And he kind of looks at me and I can smell that want again and I say, I don’t know why, seriously, because I should be planning to head out to the airport soon as I can pack my bags, but I say. "Hey, I’ll see you back at the hotel, tonight, right?" And he kind of sits up a little and he says. "Right." Well, okay, and then I go find something to eat. Oh. About that. I’ve never been what you’d call a picky eater. Six foot three two hundred sixty pounds of hockey player is a helluva machine to keep running and I would just about eat anything you put on my plate and the plate too if you didn’t snatch it away from me fast enough. But all of sudden I was feeling particular. I could smell their blood, remember. And their feelings and their moods. It gave me an uncomfortably intimate insight into my meals, and somehow I just couldn’t stomach some of them. Never got that judging a book by its cover stuff like I did when I found myself preferring some wrinkled old thing to a hot bouncy young one just because the old one smelled, I dunno, pure, and the other smelled like bad meat. Weird. Age didn’t matter. Looks neither. Surprised myself one night when I bit into some guy’s neck and just thought about how good they taste when they’ve been working out a bit. Testosterone, I guess. Its like wasabi. You get a taste for it and pretty soon you want it on everything.
And then, you know, there was the other thing. Fuck, who am I kidding. There was the sex. Blood makes you hard. Yeah yeah yeah. Shut up. What you think keeps that little man between a guys legs standing up like that? Antigravitational powers or something? It's blood. I guess, since I was pretty much kept standing up by blood too, that’d make me a giant dick, huh? Heh. Anyways, well you can guess how it was. I’d eat, and pretty soon I’d be hard and then I’d want to, you know, consummate all that wasabi. So to speak. Seemed not to matter much if it was girls or boys anymore, neither. And wasn't that a shocker. One night I'd just finished topping off and I got a whiff of something. Like ginger beef with a touch of teriaki. And I look over and there's some guy wearing tight jeans and a leer and I figured why the hell not. I mean, you suck blood out of a few throats and your horizons broaden a bit. Hell, your horizons blow right out into infinity. Got to be a matter of mood, really, which I went for on a particular night. Well, that night after I left Petey at the hospital, was about the same. Not far from the hospital, actually, I found one of those neighborhoods where people are on corners looking to score somehting and I talked some guy into going down into an alley with me and then I had my dinner and then, well I was gonna go find somebody else, maybe, but I thought about Petey there at the hotel alone and I went back there instead. “Oh,” he says. “You’re back." And I says, "Yeah, I decided to call it an early night, seein' as how I've got to catch a flight tomorrow morning." And he says "Oh," and then he says, "Nickie?" And I say "Yeah?"
And he looks at me for a long time and then he just closes his eyes and shakes his head and sort of sighs and he says "Never mind," and all of a sudden I get it. Christ I’m a meathead. "Hey,” I says and I come over and sit next to him there on the bed. He looks at me with those eyes and the want is so thick in the air its making me feel a little drunk and I can’t think of anything to say, not a word, so I just sort of reach out and touch him. Right there on the cheek. Petey just stares at me, like he thinks maybe he got knocked out back there at the game and he’s still unconscious. And I lean over and just plant my lips on his and his mouth opens on a little gasp and then I just push him over. Petey’s no pussy. Just want to make that clear. In case you're thinking this guy was some little thing that needed protecting or something. On account of next to me almost everything looks little. Petey’s an NHL hockey player, for Christs sake, and he holds his own, lemme tell you. But when I gave him a shove he just fell back under me like a big feather pillow. Christ, Petey smelled good. I was just sort of enjoying the whole thing. The taste of his mouth, the lust rolling off of him like cologne, the way his body writhed around and rubbed up against me. And then he grabs hold of my head with both is hands and makes me look at him. “Nickie," he says. "Yeah?" I says. "Christ," he says, "Is this really happening?" and we both laugh. And then we start kissing again, only I figure enough of that and I get up off the bed and strip and then I help him get all his clothes off and then I lie back down and his skin tastes as good as it smells. I've seen it all before, you know? But never up this close. And never with Petey making noises like he is now. Five years I've known him and I've
never heard him complain. But when I catch the head of his dick in my mouth, he cries out like I'm killing him. Petey’s real quiet when he comes, though. His eyelids closed and sort of flickering like they do when he’s dreaming and then he opens his eyes and he looks at me and he sees me working myself there and he reaches down and helps me out there. And fuck if that doesn’t feel better than anything ever. So it's all good. Surprisingly, like they say. Petey’s sleepy and kind of dopey-happy and he’s lying on my chest and then he kind of laughs and says. "Nickie?" "And I says, "Yeah?" “I can’t hear your heartbeat. Are you sure you're not dead?” So, see, there’s the complication. I dunno what to do. Cuz, see, Petey and I we went back home and we had ourselves some time together before we were able to play again and we got to know each other real good. The complication with Petey is, well, I think I fell for the little wack job somewhere there. And now what am I supposed to do?
CHAPTER FOUR Petey’s no dummy. I mean, him and me are hockey players, of course, and brains aren’t exactly an asset in hockey. Not the kind of brains that you're thinking of at least. I passed through college kind of like fiber. Just this big chunk of wood that played hockey and hoped to get picked up by the scouts when they came out to the games. Petey, though, he has savvy, you know. I should tell you about the first time I met him. He was playing for Washington up there and I was playing for the Blues that year and we were wiping the ice with his teams asses until around the second period when he comes at me down the ice and I know he’s going to go left, cause he always goes left, and then he feints right and then he shoots. He’s been doing it all
night and I’m ready. He’s coming at me going something like 50 mph and he’s looking straight at me with those crazy blue eyes and I can see him thinking that he’s gonna fool me this time and he’s gonna go right. I mean, I saw it on his face like he’d written it there with magic marker. So I covered right and he went left and he shot that puck at something like 90 miles an hour, and Rickie, our goalie back there, he couldn’t see because of my big dumb ass standing there and so Petey scored. Later, we were at the bar and I saw him there drinking and I went over and I says, "Hey," And he says "Hey" and "Good game," he says. “Yeah," I say. "Too bad you won," and we laugh and then I say. "You faked me out good, there." And he says, "Did I?" all smiling. And I say "Yeah, you made me think you were gonna fake me out and then you didn’t." Petey he has a drink of his beer and he says. "I figured you'd be thinking, 'he's failed a dozen times going left, so now he's gonna try to fake me out'. I figured you’d be expecting it. So I didn’t." See, Petey, he’s got people smarts. So I shoulda known he’d see something was up with me. It all came to a head during that long home stretch where we were only three of eight and the press they were starting to speculate, as they say, about whether Peter Nicolai was getting ready to retire. I'd be sitting there looking down the bench between shifts and I'd see Petey there and I know he was trying not to think about it. Then back at my place, we'd throw back some beers and I'd say, "Hey, you okay?"
And, Petey, of course, he'd just give me that bullshit grin of his and he'd say, "Sure." So there you are. Until the last game at home and the coach, he pulled Petey off his last two shifts. Sent that new kid out of Sweden in instead. I didn't have time to think about it because next shift I went into the boards knee first and then I was sitting with my head down trying not to puke for the rest of the third. And then we were dragging our sorry loser asses down the long dark tunnel to the showers. Petey was still sitting there on the bench in front of his spot in the dressing room, when I’d come back from getting my knee wrapped. He looked worn down to the bone. “You okay?” I asked. “Yeah,” he says all quiet. I sat down there with him. He looks at me sideways and he says, “Coach is scratching me a coupla games.” What can you say to a man when that happens? "Hey," I say, "Fuck it, lets go out." Petey almost smiles at that. "You go ahead," he says. No way I’m leaving him there alone because, well, Christ I already told you. Don’t make me say it again. So I wait and eventually he pulls it together and gets his stuff packed and we go and I follow him to his place and well, then we’re there and he says "You want a drink?" And I say "Sure." And then he hands me a beer and he says, "You can’t let me hold you back, Nickie." ‘What?’ I say, "What are you talking about?"
“I’m a free agent come the end of the season," says Petey. "And I don’t think I’m getting picked up." And he looks old and worn and well, Christ. "Sure you will," I say. He looks at me then. "Maybe the Senators, or the Panthers need a veteran left winger maybe I hear." And then I get it. Petey’s telling me he’s going to leave. "Oh," I say, and I drink about half my beer in one swallow and then I go and sit down. Petey comes and sits with me. “You wanna talk about it?” he says. Now let me explain this, in case you don’t’ get it yet. I would rather tell Petey that I am a blood sucking member of the living dead than that I love him. "No," I say. He puts his hand on my leg and tips his head and looks at me all gentle like. “Nickie," he says. I don’t seem to need to breathe much anymore but I start to feel like I’m suffocating. "Why do you have to go?" I ask, sounding all of four years old. "Coach says I’m just not pushing hard enough. I don’t finish my checks, I don’t take the hits. He’s right, Nickie. I just don’t have the hunger for it anymore." I’ve never felt this terrible in my life. Unlife. Whatever, you know what I mean. Christ. Petey gives me a little punch. "Not like you, Nickie. You’re playing better than you ever have. Its like you’re on fire." He looks at me. I look at him.
"Petey," I say. "There’s something I gotta tell you." CHAPTER FIVE There’s nothing like the sound of that bullhorn when you win at home. The crowd is still cheering as they announce the stars and I watch Petey skate out there, doing his little circle, raising his stick. He comes sliding in off the ice and I thwap him on the helmet once. "Good game." I’ve barely got him to myself for a minute and there’s an announcer with a mike in his face again. “Mr. Nicolai, twenty goals in twelve games. The hottest streak in eight years of NHL history. How does it feel…” They’re eating him up here, they are. "So where do you want to eat?" he asks when we’re all set for the street. He’s on fire. I can see it. I can smell it. He looks at me and those eyes are lit up like he’s got a bulb in his head. “I’m starved.” Turns out Petey’s got quite an appetite for wasabi. END